SEVENTEEN
“Daddy?” I call out, looking around the living room.
I still have my harness on. It’s been several days since Daddy put it on me, and I haven’t had him take it off yet. Unless it was to take a bath, but that was very quick. Daddy was always touching me, so I didn’t mind.
Yamal says I will get less anxious if Daddy keeps me close with the harness, but I’m starting to doubt it. It’s been several days, and I don’t think I’ve gotten better at all.
Daddy isn’t here with me right now, and the panic is rolling through me, and there’s a slight ringing in my ears.
“Daddy?” I call out once again, but silence meets me.
Where did he go? Did he leave the apartment?
No.
Daddy wouldn’t do that, knowing how I have been feeling over the past couple of days. He told Yamal and me that he would never leave me, and I believe him.
“Daddy!” I scream as tears roll down my face.
I crawl away from the couch and toward his room. Maybe he went in there for something and can’t hear me.
“Little Pet?” he calls back.
I sit on my bottom and look at Daddy’s room as he walks out.
“Where were you?” I whisper.
“Oh, Little Pet. I went to put on a different shirt and didn’t think you would wake up so soon,” he honestly tells me. “Daddy is so sorry for leaving you alone. I didn’t do it on purpose. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.”
He picks me up and hugs me tightly.
“I don’t want you to ever leave me again,” I mumble into his chest. “Please don’t leave me.”
“I’m so sorry, Little Pet. I didn’t mean to make you panic. From now on, I won’t leave your side when you take a nap. I will be there before you wake up in the morning,” he gently says.
I snuggle into his embrace as he sits on the couch, running his hand up and down my back.
“Maybe I should get a wrap so that when you take a nap, I can carry you on my chest. That way, I’ll still be able to do things around the apartment if I need to. Or when we are at work,” he mutters to himself. “What do you think about that?”
“I like that idea,” I reply. “Then I can always be close to you.”
“I’ll ask someone to make it as soon as possible.” Daddy kisses the top of my head.
We sit in silence for several minutes. A tight ball of guilt in my stomach as we sit there.
“What’s wrong, Little One?” Daddy asks. “You’ve gone stiff in my arms.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper. “I know you didn’t sign up for this. I wish I could tell my brain to stop so that you don’t have to be near me all the time, but I can’t. It has a mind of its own. I worry any time you leave me.”
Daddy pulls away from me, and we make eye contact. “You don’t have to apologize. While I don’t like what happened to make you like this, I do like that you are relying on me and want to be close to me. It makes me happy to keep you close to me and take care of you.”
“But I bet you want some time to yourself, and you aren’t getting that with me like this,” I point out.
“No. I never want to have time to myself. I want you near me at all times,” he replies.
“And you aren’t the only female like this.
I know that an incident happened to make another female scared to be away from her Daddy as well.
She still wants to be close to him, so don’t feel bad.
I love this, and so does the other Daddy. ”
I purse my lips and search Daddy’s face. Is he really telling the truth?
“Nora, believe me. Trust me. I am over the moon that you want to be near me, but I wish it was for a different reason, not because you got so scared,” he softly says.
I take a deep breath and slowly let it out before I lean my head on his chest. I guess in time, I am going to just have to trust him. Daddy has been taking care of me, but I can’t help but the doubt and guilt enter me.
“I will prove to you that I don’t mind at all.
And don’t think this morning’s incident has any bearing on how I feel.
You were so soundly asleep on the couch next to me.
I thought it would be okay to change my shirt.
I won’t be making that mistake again,” he tells me.
“You are going to stay by my side every second, to the point where you might beg me to leave you alone. But you know what?”
I wait for him to continue, but he doesn’t.
“What?” I finally ask.
“Even if you beg me to leave you alone, I won’t. You are going to be stuck by my side the whole time, and nothing will change that. You finally want to be by my side and not leave, and I am going to take advantage of that,” Daddy says.
I chuckle and grip onto his shirt. “I don’t think I will have a problem with that. By the time I get over whatever is wrong with me, I am going to be so used to being next to you that I won’t want to leave you, either. It might be you who asks to have some alone time.”
“Not possible.” Daddy kisses the top of my head.
Both of us sigh and relax into the couch. This is the life.
***
I sit on Daddy’s lap, completely naked. He took my diaper off after I used it and cleaned me up very thoroughly before sitting on the couch with me on his lap. To say I am turned on is an understatement.
Did he do this on purpose?
“Daddy?” I gently ask.
He looks into my eyes. “Yes, Little Pet?”
I wring my hands together as I look down at them. Should I ask him what his intentions are, or should I just pretend I have a diaper on and relax in his embrace?
But I don’t feel able to relax while sitting on his lap, knowing I am completely naked and the only thing covering his cock is his pants. So close to having his cock inside of me, and yet I don’t.
“What is it, Little Pet?” he asks, gently raising my head so we are looking into each other’s eyes.
I open and close my mouth several times before taking a deep breath.
“Nothing,” I mumble.
He hums and keeps his grip on my chin. “Tell me. What is on your mind?”
Daddy did say I could tell him any time I wanted pleasure, that all I had to do was tell him. But actually being in the position is completely different. Can I actually bring myself to ask him? That is the real question.
“It’s nothing,” I chicken out.
“Come on, Nora. Just talk to me about it. I know you really want to,” he gently says. “Take five seconds to blurt it out, and then after that, it will come naturally to talk to me about it.”
Is he actually telling me the truth or just saying it so I will ask him?
“Come on, Little Pet,” he encourages me. “You can do it. I believe in you.”
“I’m naked!” I yell.
He raises an eyebrow. “Yes, you are.”
My cheeks turn bright red, and I yank my face out of his grip and look down. I can’t believe I just blurted it out, and it did nothing but embarrass me.
“What about it?” he gently asks.
I take a deep breath, keeping my head down. “What are you going to do?”
“What do you want me to do?” He lifts my head once again.
I open my mouth and hesitate.
“What do you want me to do while you are naked?” he asks.
“I want you to put your cock in me and make me have another orgasm,” I say before I can stop myself.
I close my eyes and take several deep breaths in and slowly let them out, waiting for Daddy to answer.
“Is that so?” he purrs. “Do you want Daddy’s cock in you so badly? Has that been on your mind the whole time?”
I nod. “Yes, it has been. There is just a thin piece of clothing separating your cock from my pussy, and I want it inside of me. I want to feel pleasure and let go. I want that with you.”
“Look at you saying all of that,” he whispers. “I’m so proud of you for saying something, even if your eyes were closed. Next time, I hope that you will look into my eyes when you say those words.”
My cheeks get even redder when I imagine looking into his eyes and saying those words. I must have a lot of confidence if I am able to do that in the future… which I don’t think I ever will have.
“Please,” I whisper as I look into his eyes. “Please.”
A smile blossoms on his face as his hands trail down my body.
“Such a pretty sight. Daddy was hoping that you would say something to me about this. I’ve been holding myself back.” He looks up and down my body.
“Please, Daddy. I really want you inside of me,” I manage to say.
With one swift motion, Daddy stands with me in his arms as he walks into his room. He gently places me on the bed, spreads my legs, and looks at me.
I clench my teeth as I hold my arms at my sides. Last time Daddy told me not to cover my body, and I am trying really hard this time, no matter how nervous and shy I am feeling right now.
“Such a good girl for not covering yourself,” he praises me.
I smile up at Daddy and wait for him to do something. Anything.
“Please, Daddy. I want your cock inside me. I want to know that we are connected even more than before. I want all of you,” I breathlessly say.
Daddy towers over me, aligning his cock at my entrance.
“Are you sure?” he asks.
I nod, and Daddy raises his eyebrow.
“Works, Little Pet,” he reminds me. “I need your words.”
“Yes, Daddy. I am sure. I want you inside of me,” I say.
He hums and looks down at my body, gripping his cock, giving it several pumps. My eyes narrow on his cock, and I take a deep breath in.
“Please, Daddy,” I beg him. “Put your cock inside of me. Please.”
Daddy slowly starts to push himself inside of me, and pleasure explodes throughout my body with every inch he inserts. I moan, arching my back.
“I love to hear those sounds and you begging me,” Daddy huskily says. “Your pussy is mine and only mine.”
Pain and pleasure fill my body with each inch I take of him.
“Daddy,” I moan when he stops moving.
“Such a good girl for taking all of me,” he croons.
Full. I feel so full as he stays still.
“Please move,” I beg him.
Daddy slowly pulls out before thrusting back in. I grip onto the sheets, my chest arching even more as pleasure courses through me. It feels like fireworks are going off in my body as he continues to fuck me in a rhythmic motion.
“Ooooh,” I moan as he moves his hands from my hips, finds the little bundle of nerves, and slowly moves his thumb in a circular motion.
The pleasure builds with each thrust. Any second now, I’m going to get pushed over the edge and come undone.
“Daddy,” I call out his name.
“Come on Daddy’s cock,” he commands and pinches my clit.
I scream and let go as I ride my release. As I clench around Daddy, it doesn’t take him long to follow, filling me with his seed.
“Such a good girl,” Daddy praises me as he slowly pulls out. “Such a good girl, taking Daddy’s cum.”
Mewling, I relax and snuggle into Daddy’s embrace as he runs his hands through my hair.