Chapter 19
CHAPTER 19
D’Var
A fter we shower, I put clean sheets on the bed, putting the dirty ones away in the laundry bin.
We get dressed and walk towards the Command Center. My crewmates are busy at work, but they turn around when we enter. L’Ren blushes and shyly grasps my arm at first. When she sees my crew smiling at the sight of us, she lets go of my arms and walks towards them.
She hugs them both, even gruff T’Rak, proclaiming her thanks. O’Rec tries to blow it off, but she is having none of it and I smile. Crossing my arms across my chest. She is a fierce one, in the end O’Rec and T’Rak have no other choice, but to accept her thanks and she returns to my side happy and smiling.
“We are going to get something to eat,” I say. “Do you two want to join us?” They both nod and T’Rak puts the plane on autopilot. We walk towards the mess hall. I think of the damaged plants, wincing inwardly. I will wait until after we have eaten to tell L’Ren. She must have sensed something because she cocks her head looking at me.
“Are you alright?” she asks and I nod.
I usher L’Ren to take a seat and make noodles for everybody. We eat in silence, when we are all finished, L’Ren speaks up.
“So, what are we going to do next?” T’Rak and O’Rec nod at me.
“We are going home.”
“What do you mean by home?” She looks puzzled. I look at my captain, T’Rak clears his throat.
“You are D’Var’s mate, his Zarra. That means that you are one of us now, and that you can be trusted with our greatest secret.”
“We believe our race has a connection with the stars,” T’Rak begins.
“The stars guide our people, they always have. First to the planet of Arracate, then to our destiny and to our mates. Our Zarra, our mission, and it is all in our connection with the stars. Everything is connected.”
“Our ancestors believed that the planet of Arracate contained a special spark. A spark that drew the First Warriors towards it, which gave the First Chief and the Warriors their way of life.”
“When our planet was destroyed, we thought we had lost that spark forever, but luckily all was not lost. One of our scouting groups was on a mission near the outskirts of space, close to the Ixarion Void when they felt something. It was like a magnetic pull, drawing them in. They could not resist and decided to chase it. That is how they found a secret nebula. It is on the outskirts, close to the void. A place where almost nobody goes, in that nebula they found our spark. ”
L'Ren gasps. “You are connected to… to the universe? A connection that was hidden away inside your planet and now it’s somewhere in space?”
Her eyes are huge and when she looks at me, I can feel our mating bond pulse. I put my hand on her leg, while my tail caresses her back in slow circles.
“What happened next?” she asks.
“We made our home there, at the edges of the nebula. You will see it when we get there.” T’Rak answers.
“Is that… safe?” she trembles a bit and I feel her anxiety.
“It is cloaked,” T’Rak says. He then starts to rise from his chair. O’Rec joins him to get back to their tasks.
Lauren
I need to process all of this. If I contemplate my connection to D’Var, T’Rak’s story makes quite a bit of sense. D’Var is my mate, I can feel it in every fiber of my being. I was meant to be with him, so if they believe it’s the stars that are guiding us, who am I to doubt that belief? If it’s the same stars that have led me to D’Var, I am happy to go with it.
“What’s next?” I ask D’Var. He shrugs.
“We should clean this room and then take care of your plants. I am sorry to say, the Sternotheri caused quite the destruction when they took you. I have not been looking after them.”
I touch his arm and caress his skin.“That’s ok, we can fix it. Plants can handle some rough treatment. But I meant in general.”
“Ah, of course. O’Rec has plotted a course home. We will probably get there in four days. We have to refuel once, so we have one quick stop at a space station, but besides that, I hope there will be four uneventful days, I can spend in between your thighs, worshiping your cunt.”
I spit out the sip of water I just took, I give him a stern look before I shake my head. This man. He goes from stern warrior to goofball in a heartbeat. We clean up the mess hall moving to the cargo bay, so I can look at the remnants of my plants.
I already know it’s not going to be a pretty sight, but even I am shocked by what I find. The plants are all scattered across the floor, and everywhere is dirt. People have walked through the dirt, because there are trails everywhere and a couple of branches broke off from the larger plants.
I cringe when I see my big pot, broken on the ground. I feel tears rising behind my eyes. I blink heavily to make them go away, because after everything that happened, I am not going to cry over some broken pots and spilled plants.
I feel D’Var’s touch on my arm and I lean back against him. He kisses my head and I hear him in my mind.
“Do not be sad, L’Ren. We will fix this.”
“D’Var!” I yell. “I just heard you in my mind!” I turn around to look at him, we are both smiling like loons.
“Is this not great?” I hear him again.
“How do I do this?” I ask, curious to know how to get this new part of our bond under control.
“Just try it. You can see it as thinking, really loud, sending your thoughts to me. Just think about how handsome I am, about how much you like my cock.”
I blush, slapping his chest loudly.
“I do like your cock…” I think absentmindedly. I feel his smugness through our bond, before I hear his thoughts.
“I know you do, my Zarra.”
“I did it!” I exclaim proudly .
“Yes you did,” he sends me while bending down to kiss me lightly on the lips.
My sadness over the plants pricks through our newly formed bubble of telepathy. I know he felt it, when I hear him in my head again.
“We will fix this.”
“I know we will. This sight just makes me sad. I was so excited about this project, working on it, doing something for me, because I wanted to… It gave me a sense of freedom I thought I would never get back.”
D’Var tilts my chin up.
“You are free now, L’Ren. Nobody will ever take you again, I promise.” I give him a sad smile.
“They took me from our ship…” I begin, but he growls, I feel his anger at the Sternotheri pulsing through our bond.
“Never again,” he says. Dropping to his knees, he takes my hands.
“I vow to you, L’Ren, my Zarra. Nobody will ever hurt you anymore, nobody will ever touch you again, except for me. You will only know pleasure and safety from now on. I will make this happen, because I promise you, I will kill every male who comes near you with ill intent. I will make you sure you are forever safe from Yalix.”
D’Var is all warrior, but he truly says the most romantic things. I pull him in for a big kiss. I pour all my love into it, because even though we have completed our mate bond, he only speaks of pleasure. He hasn’t mentioned love even once. I don’t know if I can survive a reality where he doesn’t feel the same as I feel for him. I stay silent and hide my feelings, He can’t reject my feelings if I don’t tell him. I know it's the coward's way out, but I don’t care. I have been brave a lot lately and there is a limit.
D’Var kisses me back, unaware of my inner turmoil. When his tongue meets mine, I forget about everything, losing myself in the kiss. His hands are on my lower back, one of them is grabbing my ass and my hands are on his delicious skin, grabbing him tight by his harness, pulling him to me.
When we break away from the kiss, we are both panting. My hands glide down towards his trousers, where I can feel the outline of his hard cock. I stroke him and he moans, pushing his length into my hands. I give him a quick caress putting both my hands on his pecs pushing him back.
“What are you doing, L’Ren?” he asks and I smile wickedly at him.
“You will like where this is going,” I say. And he lets me push him towards the side of the cargo bay. When his back hits the wall, I go up onto my tiptoes kissing him. He moans as I move my hands towards his trousers again. Slowly I begin to undo them, slipping my hand inside.
“L’Ren,” he moans, I grin. This big bad alien is putty in my hands. I feel myself getting another piece of me back. I used to be spontaneous, I was fun. I believe I was also a little bit naughty. So, I pull out his cock stroking it from head to base.
I did not have a chance to do any exploring, yet. I marvel at the look and feel of his cock. His cock is huge; dark gray with those marvelous ridges rippling underneath his skin when I touch him.
“I really like those ridges,” I say, caressing him. “Do they move on their own? Or is there a pattern?”
“They are more pronounced, when you touch me, my Zarra,” D’Var pants. “I can… Will them away, if you want?”
“No way,” I say with a mischievous grin. “I like them way too much.”
I stroke his shaft again and a drop of precum is leaking from the head. Without thinking I swipe it with my thumb, putting it in my mouth. I look at D’Var from under my lashes, he groans at the sight of it. Lust pulsing through our bond and I clench my thighs.
I slowly drop to my knees pulling his trousers down to his ankles. Fisting his cock, I slowly stroke it, paying attention to all the noises D’Var makes. One of his hands is going to the back of my head, but I stop him.
“Hands by your side, D’Var. This is my turn now.” He growls something indefinable. I feel my arousal pooling between my thighs. This is for me, just as much as it is for him.
My hand does not fit around his girth, but I make do with a half hold, experimenting how hard I need to squeeze for him to like my movements. I feel his ridges grow when I squeeze, move down and turn a little bit. Precum starts leaking from his cock and he lets out a strangled moan.
“L’Ren,” he groans. “I am close, I will cum if you keep that up.”
I stroke him slowly giving him another wicked smile. “We can’t have that now, can we?” I say and I kiss his lower abdomen. He groans as I continue kissing his abdomen and thighs all while I just am holding his cock. Not moving my hand at all. When I feel the big warrior trembling, I decide the torture has gone on long enough, leaning forward I take him in my mouth.
I can’t believe the amount of fun I am having. D’Var is groaning, trembling, his tail flicking. I slowly bob my head up and down his dick. It feels like all I can take is the crown, so I use one hand to squeeze the base of his cock, another to cup his balls. D’Var starts chanting my name. I suck harder, increasing the speed of my movements until I feel him tensing up. He tries to shove me away from his cock, but I will not let him. I have this primal need of making him lose control. I want him to shoot his cum down my throat .
Then I feel D’Var in my mind, and it’s obvious I broadcasted that feeling loud and clear.
“So my pretty mate wants me to fill her hot little mouth with my cum? Are you going to swallow every drop, little one?”
I groan. Wetness flows in between my thighs. Telepathic dirty talk. Let me try if I can play his game…
“Yes D’Var, please fill me up. Do you see how this big cock of yours does not fit my little mouth.” I feel that it’s working, proudly I keep bobbing my head relentlessly.
“I love the feeling of your cock; it is such a nice one, with all those delicious ridges. You use it so well. The only better place for that cock of yours than my mouth is my pussy. Remember….”
He cums with a roar.
I might have taken on more than I can handle, when I feel spurt after spurt of hot cum hitting the back of my throat. I swallow, and swallow. D’Var clenches his fists at his sides, doing his utter best to keep still. There is too much cum for my human mouth though, and it starts leaking from the corners of my mouth. The sensation is so utterly erotic, I cannot help but like it.
D’Var pulls his cock out of my mouth cupping my cheek, while he caresses it with his thumb. He is still cumming and it hits the floor, causing me to giggle.
“We made quite the mess there.” I say as I wipe my mouth with my sleeve, pushing up to my feet. I sway a little bit noticing how stiff my legs are from sitting on my knees. D’Var quickly steadies me.
“Can I touch you now?” he asks and I nod with a smile. He immediately pulls me close for a kiss.
“That was… amazing, L’Ren. I cannot believe you would do that for me.” I smile and shrug.
“You had no problem putting your mouth between my legs.” I say .
“That is different, that is a warrior’s need to please his mate.”
“Can’t I have the same feeling? I liked doing that D’Var. It gave me all the power, made me in control.” I snuggle against him. “Plus, I really like your dick.” I give him a smile as we just stand there, holding each other for a while. Our bond is humming with happiness, I have never felt more safe, more cherished than in this moment.
“We should clean up,” I murmur after a while.
“Yes, we should,” he agrees and we get to work.