Chapter 20
CHAPTER
TWENTY
Sawyer
My girl sits up and I shift off the bed, standing.
My dick is so rock hard in my pants, and I want her to undress me.
It has to be her. “Come here,” I tell her.
She scoots forward on her hands and knees and my god, is she a sight.
I bend down, tilting her chin up as I kiss her pretty lips.
Lips that are about to be wrapped around my cock.
“Sawyer, are you sure you want this?” she whispers looking up at me with those big eyes.
“I want it,” I reassure her. “I need it, baby, it’s time.
” This is the whole reason I waited so long, I realize.
I couldn’t bring myself to be intimate without thinking about my trauma.
There were women who abused me, too, paying my captors for sex, but mainly it was men.
They made me do things I never want to think about again, and I need to push that thought away.
Breathe in, breathe out.
This isn’t the same.
It’s Nova.
She’s doing it to you.
You want this. You want her pretty mouth on you.
And I do.
I want her pretty mouth on me. I want all of it.
She moves up to her knees, and I cup her tits, fondling them. Her hands rest on my shoulders, and I move my hands over them, sweeping them down my body, marveling at how I don’t bristle at her touch. I know she’s holding her breath, watching me attentively, making sure I’m okay.
“You don’t have to—”
“I want to, I like your hands on me. Do it, touch me, baby.”
I let go of her as she strokes one hand over my abs, the other squeezing a pec. “Your body is insane,” she tells me. “So fucking amazing.”
“You tellin’ me you didn’t notice before?” I joke.
“Oh, I did, I just knew I couldn’t do anything about it, plus, it’s not as if you’re ever shirtless around me. I had to kinda guess what you had going on under there.”
I smirk. “No guessin’ now, baby.” I give her a chin lift. “Touch my dick.”
Her lips part, and I grow harder just watching her eyes flick down to the large bulge in the front of my pants. Slowly, tentatively, she brushes one hand over my belt buckle, then palms my cock.
I groan, my eyes squeezing shut. “Again.”
She does as I say, and it’s a fucking revelation. “You’re so hard,” she whispers.
“Take it out.” When she doesn’t move, my eyes spring open. She’s watching me. “Be a good girl and take my dick out, baby.”
She mouths the word ‘Fuck’ as she undoes my belt, then flips my button, then her fingers work on the zipper. The entire time her little hands are brushing against me and it feels fucking amazing. She is fucking amazing.
“What now?” she breathes.
I smile, brushing a hand over her cheek as she looks up at me. “Now you do what you want to me while I watch you.”
“I promise I’ll make it good.”
“You already do, just by bein’ here.” My praise makes her smile, and I love that I’ve just found this out about her. That she loves being my good girl.
I could help her by tugging my jeans down, but I want her to do everything. It turns me on when she undresses me. She presses her face against my undone zipper and my cock, only the thin fabric of my boxer briefs between us. She inhales. “You smell fucking amazing.”
“Yeah? Take it out, put it in your hand.” The words are making my balls tug, ready to explode. But not yet. It’s too soon.
She presses little kisses against the fabric, and my hand curls into the back of her hair. Yeah, that’s it, that is what I need. “I want that, I want to taste it.”
“Fuuuuuuck,” I murmur when she tugs at my hips, my jeans sliding down, but my boxers stay in place. She’s gonna be the fucking death of me.
Nova presses her palm against my rock hard cock, kissing up and down my length as I stare down at her, trying to fathom how she can be so perfect. I want her to take it out; I want her to put it in her mouth, but she wants to take her time, and if that’s what she wants, I’m okay with it.
“So big,” she murmurs, one hand circling my balls. “I knew you would be.”
Her fondling me so well has pre cum leaking from my tip.
I imagine what it would look like on her lips, on her tongue as she laps me up.
And I’m gonna find out because I want to come in that pretty mouth and all over those perky tits.
I wanna mark her as mine because — make no mistake — she is mine.
She looks up at me. “Yours?”
My eyes spring open. “Huh?”
“You said mine.”
Shit. I had no idea I’d spoken out loud, but she doesn’t seem to mind. “I, fuck that feels so good, baby.”
“I like it,” she tells me. “I like that I’m yours, that this big dick is mine.”
I’m about to answer when she tugs my boxers down and my cock springs out in her face. She swears under her breath and I’m rewarded with her wide eyes as she stares at my dick like it’s the first time she’s ever seen one. Her small hand folds around my length, and I mutter some profanity. “Baby…”
“It’s perfect,” she whispers. “So perfect. Holy shit.” Her eyes lift at the same down she bends, her tongue snaking out to lick my tip as she groans.
My hips jut without warning, like I’m not even in control of my body anymore. How have I lived this long without her?
My hand tightens in her hair, not so it’s painful, but it’s more than she’s used to. “Show me,” I whisper. “Show me how well you take my dick.”
She wets her lips, then circles my tip with her tongue, moaning as she cups my base, squeezing me as I try not to unload my spunk all over her. Jesus fucking Christ. When she places her mouth over my entire head, my head falls back. Then I hear. “Eyes on me.”
They snap open and I glance down at her, a grin splitting my face. “Bossy.”
“Play fair, I want to see your face when you come.”
“If you keep doin’ that, you’re gonna see it in ten seconds flat.”
She pouts, then with our eyes locked, she sucks over my head again, going down farther and I groan.
It’s so mind-blowing, I have to consciously think of something else — like cold water being tipped over my head — to avoid exploding in her mouth.
It’s too soon, and I’m sure she wouldn’t appreciate that.
I want to savor this moment. I want to see her take my dick all the way to the back of her throat.
When she groans, I feel the vibration travel all the way down to my balls.
“So good,” I tell her, knowing she needs me to tell her. “Just like that, baby, you’re takin’ my dick so well.”
She grips my base and I shove my jeans and boxers down farther to my thighs.
She sinks down even more, her mouth widening and her eyes slightly watering.
I am big, I wouldn’t say huge, but big and thick, and that’s not even being a smartass.
I can’t wait to see how it feels inside her and make no mistake, I want my fill of her.
Yeah, I want that. I want my dick inside her hot little pussy.
This need inside me to make her feel good is nuclear.
None of it is frantic, it's slow, controlled, and perfect.
I hold her hair over to one side as she hollows her cheeks and my balls tighten. “Fuck, Nova, I’m gonna come, baby, if you keep suckin’ the life out of me.”
She doesn’t let up as she sinks farther down, then I let out a moan as I hit the back of her throat.
She lets me settle there, stilling. Oh, holy fuck.
I glance down as she glances up, her eyes clouding over, then she pulls off, gasping for air.
Fuck me if she doesn’t do it again. Sinking down, taking all over me down her throat, then stilling.
When she ascends again, she wipes her mouth and says, “Pump my throat.”
My eyes widen. She didn’t. She didn’t just say that. “Baby, are you sure?”
She slides her hand up and down my thick cock and nods. “I like it. You like that I gag every time I do it, right?”
A slow smile spreads across my mouth. “Uh, huh, that’s because it’s a pretty little mouth with a filthy cock inside it.”
“Fuck.”
I give her a chin lift. “Do you like filthy talk?”
She nods and I reach down and tug on her tits, pinching her nipples as she cries out. “After this, you’re sitting on my dick, baby.”
Her mouth parts and forms a perfect ‘O’, but I motion back down to the job at hand. “But first, are you gonna milk me?”
“Y-yes.”
“If you don’t want me to come in your mouth—”
“I do. I want all of it.”
Holy shit.
“I wanna save some for those pretty tits,” I tell her. “I wanna see my cum splattered all over you.”
Her hand moves between her legs and I’m almost jealous of it.
I love she’s playing with herself and getting herself off while sucking me off.
She moves back to my dick, sinking her mouth up and down, up and down, faster and faster, then she sinks and stills, and that’s when I pump my hips.
Once, twice, fucking three times. She pulls off, gasping, then does it again.
This time I pump five times, holding her hair as her hand works frantically between her legs.
This might just be the hottest thing I’ve ever seen, even if I don’t really like her gasping for air.
But when she murmurs, “More.” I can only give my baby what she wants.
I rinse and repeat, pumping my dick down her throat for even longer, then stilling, choking her.
She’s fingering her pussy as I watch her hand, her tits jiggling, her eyes leaking water as I continue to pump until my balls tighten.
“Baby, I’m gonna come.”
She squeezes my base tighter, and I pump my hips, gripping her head with both hands as I empty myself down her throat.
I pull out as she continues to milk me with her hand as she cries out from her own orgasm.
I grunt, my cum spraying over her lips, chin, and then as I place my hand over hers, I make sure her tits get coated.
She whimpers as we still, one hand buried between her legs, the other gripping my base, and she’s wearing my orgasm.
Well, that was hot.
I look down at her, my breathing ragged as I try to calm myself. “That was…. Baby, I have no words for how good that was.”
“Are you sure?” Her panting is about as fast as mine, and it makes me happy.
“You takin’ me down your throat, angel? Are you kiddin’ right now?”
She licks her lips. “This is nice.”
I trace her lips with one finger, feeding my cum into her mouth as she sucks on it. She is so damn perfect. So beautiful like this, but I’m not done. Oh, no.
I rub my cum all over her tits as she leans toward me, sticking her pretty breasts out as she arches her back. “I love this,” she groans. “You look so hot when you come.”
I smile. “So do you.”
“Are we gonna argue now about who looks prettier?”
“No, because that award will always go to you.” I want to kiss her, but I can’t with my cum on her face. I know it’s mine, and it’s not the same, but no. That’s a hard limit.
I toe my boots off, then lose my jeans and my boxers. “Wait right there,” I say. “I’ll be right back.” I take off for the bathroom, grabbing a washcloth as I run it under the warm water.
I come back with my washcloth in hand, then proceed to clean the cum off her lips. She’s licked most of it up, but I want to be sure before I kiss her again.
“Are you okay?” she breathes as I wipe her tits.
“I’m more than okay,” I say, echoing her earlier words. “I love seein’ my cum all over you, but I don’t wanna taste it.”
She nods. “For the record, you taste amazing.”
I pinch her chin. “Ready for sleep?”
She pouts. “No.”
I grin. “Sweetest words I ever heard.”