Chapter 22
CHAPTER
TWENTY-TWO
Sawyer
I’ve died.
I’ve literally died and gone to heaven.
That’s how this feels. If I ever had any qualms about sex with Nova, they’ve quickly left the building because she is perfect. I love being inside her like this, stilling so I can feel her clench around me. Her tight pussy is doing nothing to calm me because I want to fuck her into oblivion.
But fucking wasn’t on the cards, and I meant that. There will be time to do that, and I want to but somehow I feel as if Nova really needs this too. The contact.
I like the claim it has over me. I love it, in fact. In the past, I’ve run from things that scare me, that includes commitment, or anything resembling a relationship, but not this.
“That’s all for you,” I tell her. “Because you’re so fuckin’ perfect.”
Her fingers grip into my ass, and I don’t even care. I love it.
“I don’t think I deserve that title,” she whispers.
“Oh, you do, you do, my angel.”
I slide out, then push back in. Every single thing I thought I knew about something so basic like sex vanishes before my very eyes. It had to be like this. It had to be with Nova.
I regret nothing, I decide, because the anticipation leading up to this moment has been worth it. I just wish I knew how good it would feel back then, but there’s no point dwelling on the past.
She’s here now, in my bed, her pussy wrapped around my dick, right where I want her.
“Tell me,” I mutter, still holding my body off hers. “Does it feel good?”
“It feels so, so good.” Her voice wavers on the ‘good’ and I grin. “So full, you make me feel so fucking full.”
I growl, knowing if she keeps talking like that, this will be over fast, and I already came too fast down her throat. I don’t want a repeat of that or she’ll think I’m a chump. “That’s because my baby has a tight little pussy. What do you have, angel?”
“A tight little pussy. Your cock is gonna make me come again, Saw.”
Fuck me.
“Yeah?” I slam my hips a little harder this time, then move my hips, no longer stilling.
I know I’m hitting it because she arches her back and I can’t wait for her to come all over my dick. I could do this all fucking night just watching her squirm around.
“Yes.”
“Wrap your legs around me.”
She does as she’s told, and I pump my hips back and forth slowly. She cries out, and I know she’s close.
“Tell me, Nova. Tell me who’s makin’ you feel so fuckin’ good.”
“You,” she cries. “My Sawyer.”
I didn’t expect that.
“Say it again,” I growl.
“My Sawyer. You’re mine.” She tips her head back and orgasms so hard, I feel it all the way down to my balls.
“Again.”
“Mine. All mine.” She’s still spasming and I don’t let up, I roll onto my back, my dick still inside her.
“Ride me,” I tell her. “Ride your cock then, baby.”
She presses her hands on my chest and I don’t flinch. I cup her ass, fondling her as I grip her hips, helping her up and down. “I’m so, oh, that’s good…”
I grin at her, not even making any sense. I can’t get enough of her.
“Ride it, take it, take what you need from me.”
“I need you,” she cries.
I sit up, her tits in my face as I bounce her harder and faster on my cock. “Such a good girl,” I mutter. “Takin’ it like this. Takin’ what you need.”
She wraps her arms around my neck and when I thrust up, I know that’s her breaking point — and mine.
She tips her head back, screaming my name as I still, emptying myself inside her pussy for the first time of my own free will.
I don’t know how long we stay like this, but we cling together, our breaths ragged as we wrap around one another.
I kiss the top of her head, then her lips. Her tongue is in my mouth and we fall backward as I feel myself leak out of her. “That was, my god, I’ve never…” I can’t even finish.
“Are you okay?” Nova mumbles against my chest.
“Okay doesn’t cut it,” I tell her. “Not even by a long shot.”
“I think shot is the word dejour.”
I bump my hips. “You bein’ all fancy now with words?”
“No, but I do love the filthy mouth,” she says honestly. “I really, really like it.”
“Yeah? You like to hear how your soakin’ wet pussy is takin’ my cock so well, baby?”
“Holy heck, Saw, you’re gonna make me come again and I need a break.”
I chuckle. “My dick too much for you?”
“It’s big, and it’s been a while… as lubricated as I am, I need a second.”
I press a kiss to her head. “I like that, and you can have a second, or even a minute.”
“So generous.”
We stay like that as I draw patterns on her back with my fingertips. Still inside her, even when I feel myself soften. I don’t want to move. “We fit,” I say, more to myself, but I do have this habit of blurting things out without realizing.
“We do.”
“So glad we don’t have work tomorrow.”
She presses a kiss to my cheek. “Oh, and why might that be?”
“Because I can stay in bed all day with you and feed you my dick.”
“Oh, my god,” she laughs. “Now you’re obsessed with me.”
“Didn’t you already know that?”
“I guess it slipped my mind. Tell me again.”
“I’m obsessed with you,” I breathe, kissing her forehead when she lifts.
Then I kiss one eye, then the other. “And these, and this cute little nose.” I kiss that too, my hands sliding up her arms to cup and fondle her tits.
“And these babies, they make me come undone like there’s no tomorrow.
I could just play with them day and night. ”
She groans, then I slide a hand lower, cupping her pussy. “Oh.”
“And this?” I love how I can feel my release all over her, mixed with hers. “This pussy is mine. I want you to know that, Nova. Mine.”
“Yours,” she yawns, kissing my neck. “It’s yours. I’m yours.”
I feel relief wash over me. It’s dangerous because whether or not she knows it, Nova has the power to break me. There is nobody like her, and I guess in the beginning we were both hesitant because of our strong bond. Sex changes things, but I hope in this case it’s for the better.
I don’t want to complicate anything, even if I am pondering what the heck I’m gonna say to the brothers. I guess we’re gonna have to come out with it, because I need to do the right thing and claim her.
“Do you know what it means?” I say, my hand still holding her down there. “To be claimed?”
She takes a few seconds to answer. “At the table?”
“Yes.”
“Uh, huh.”
“I want that.”
“Sawyer…”
I swallow hard. “Talk to me.”
“I-I want that too, but the Nomad Brothers… Brew and Haze definitely won’t understand, I’m like a little sister to them.”
“I’ll make them understand if that’s what you want.”
“I love being with you,” she whispers. “I don’t want anyone else, and I can’t do the ‘just friends’ thing anymore, not after this.” She juts her hips up and I laugh. “There is no going back after that.”
“So, we’re a thing?”
“Yes, we’re a thing, but we have to work out what to do with the brothers.”
I bury myself in her hair. “I don’t care about them, plus, Logan has my back, it’ll be okay.”
“Well, we are grown adults,” she adds. “They need to just chill. I’m not a little girl anymore, I’ve proved my worth at Nomad Security, and I’ve quit my bad ways.”
Our eyes meet. “Oh, I don’t mind you bein’ a little bad,” I muse. “But only in the bedroom.”
She doesn’t hide her smile, and I love how her eyes sparkle when she looks down at me. “I need to sleep now.”
“So soon?”
Her eyes widen. “Soon? We’ve been all over each other for hours.”
“Well, better catch some of those z’s,” I tell her, putting my arms around her as she closes her eyes. “Because there’s a heck of a lot more where that came from tomorrow.”
She wriggles against my chest, trying to get closer, murmuring something as her breathing evens out.
And that’s how the night ends. Us wrapped around one another, my dick still inside her as we both fall asleep happy and content.
I wake up with a start, not knowing where I am for a second. Then, I smell coconut and vanilla, and I realize Nova is draped across my chest, her hair in my face. At some point in the night I slid out of her, much to my disappointment because am I now a goddamn somnophiliac?
Not so much her sleeping with my dick inside her, just us not disconnecting. I can deal with that, what I can’t deal with is Nova leaving my side.
Maybe the claiming talk was a little too soon, but I need to make it clear that this isn’t something I want her doing with anyone else. I’ll kill anyone who touches her.
Nova murmurs against my cheek and then turns in my arms, her back to my front. My god. This is what real happiness feels like. Having my girl in my bed, naked with nothing between us. Her letting me come inside her, trusting me as I do her, it broke through to me. I have her to thank for it.
I kiss the back of her head, my dick pressing against her ass crack. She wiggles a little and I grip her hip with one hand.
“Sawyer?” she whispers.
“Yeah, baby?”
“Put it inside me.”
She didn’t.
She couldn’t know.
But she does know.
Her pussy is my fucking safe place, and that’s where I need to bury myself. I would never just do that, though, while she’s asleep. Not without her permission.
“Baby?”
“You heard me. Please, I need it inside me.”
Fuck me sideways.
I reach for my dick as she sticks her ass out farther, a groan leaving her lips when I find her entrance and slide inside. She’s still slick, the dirty little girl.
“Yes,” she says, snuggling back as I stay seated deep inside her. “Just like that.”
Holy shit. Has my girl got the same kink as me? We’re not having sex, and the way I observe her breathing steadily, she’s fallen back asleep. And here I am, inside my girl, where I need to be. Where I belong.
I can’t help it, but I pull out, then so slowly, I slide back in. The movement makes my eyes roll into the back of my head. Fucking her like this while she sleeps contently? Holy shit balls. That is something else.
I have to be gentle so I don’t wake her up, but this is reaching new heights even for me. I stay like that for a moment, buried deep inside her sweet pussy, then just as carefully, I slide out again.
She consented.
She’s asleep, but she said it was okay.
Retract thought about not being a somnophiliac.
And it is more than fucking okay. She is milking my goddamn cock in her fucking sleep. I keep the unhurried movement up as my cock swells, knowing she’s murmuring right now because she likes it.
“Such a good girl,” I mutter. I palm her ass cheek, spreading it as I continue my torturous ministrations.
How the fuck can she sleep through this?
But she does, and that turns me on. In and out, in and out, slowly, carefully, my baby’s pussy gripping me like a goddamn vice.
And then I’m coming, I still, emptying inside of her again as my release goes on and on and on.
My entire body is on fire for her, lost in the moment of us together like this, even in her sleep.
I want her.
I want her so bad.
My eyes flutter closed as I fall asleep once more, still inside her, where I belong.