CHAPTER 31
Helena
Helena was on all fours on Becky’s bed right now and knew it would be their bed again tonight.
Becky had Helena’s legs spread, and her mouth was buried between them.
She was sucking on Helena and giving her the one thing she had never asked another woman for.
Becky had her pinky finger in her ass, her mouth on her clit, and two fingers from her other hand buried inside her.
That was as much as she’d ever wanted to try, and she couldn’t believe that she’d asked for it tonight, their second night together.
They’d agreed to try new things while they were here, though, and so far, she was very happy with that fact.
“I’m going to come,” she said. “Fuck! That’s so good.”
“Should I stop?” Becky asked.
“No, I’m ready.”
Helena had also asked Becky not to let her come right away, but to make her wait for it. She had no idea how long Becky had been sucking on her, pressing gently in with her pinky, and thrusting slowly with her other fingers, but she couldn’t take it anymore. She needed to come now.
“God, yes,” she let out, never having felt this good in her life and not wanting it to end.
Her hips moved on their own, and Becky appeared to be trying to keep up with them, almost catching Helena’s clit every time she pushed back against her mouth, and something about that made it all the better.
Eventually, Helena couldn’t handle it anymore, and she collapsed onto the bed face-first, trying to catch her breath.
“That was so fucking good,” she said.
“Yeah?” Becky asked.
She sounded far away, so Helena turned her head to see her wiping both of her hands on a small towel they’d grabbed from the extra towel pile in the closet before they’d started this round.
“Get back over here. I want to feel you,” Helena said.
Becky smiled at her, dropped the towel on the bed, and moved to lie on top of her.
“Like this?”
“Yes. I like you pressed against me.”
“I like it, too, but I’m ready for another one.”
“I can barely move right now. Can you give me a few minutes?”
“No,” Becky answered and shifted until she was straddling Helena’s ass. “Sorry, you turn me on so much, I can’t wait. I need to take… what I… want.”
Helena turned her head back again and noticed Becky rubbing her clit against her ass cheek.
“Yes, take whatever you want. God, that’s so hot. Can you come like that?”
“After getting so hard from what I just did to you, I can definitely come from this.”
“Please,” Helena begged. “Rock harder.”
She slipped her own hand between her body and the mattress, finding her clit a little sore and very sensitive but not caring.
“Are you touching yourself?”
“Yes,” she replied. “Press me down into this damn mattress and make yourself come.”
“Fuck. That’s hot, Helena.”
“Me telling you what to do?”
“Yes,” Becky said, rubbing harder. “I’ve never been into that before, but coming from you, I fucking love it.”
“One more new thing to try. Rock faster, babe. I’ll come all over this blanket.”
“Yes,” Becky said, and Helena rubbed her clit in time with Becky’s rolling hips. “Yes! Yes!”
Becky’s hands appeared on either side of Helena’s head then, and she was really rolling down into her body, taking everything she could to prolong her orgasm.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” Helena said and bit down on the blanket.
She could hear Becky’s heavy breathing in her ear, and it spurred her on to one of the best orgasms of her life. She stopped rubbing her clit when Becky began tugging on her arm. Helena gave it to her and watched through somewhat blurry vision as Becky sucked on her fingers.
“I love the way you taste,” Becky said and licked them. “I want you again.”
“Five minutes?” she begged.
Becky laughed and let go of Helena’s hand to climb off her.
“Five. That’s all I can agree to. I have wanted you for months, Helena.”
“I know, babe,” she said and rolled onto her back to be able to look over at her. “You’re beautiful.”
Becky shook her head a little and said, “I’ll get us some water.
” She then rolled out of bed, and Helena watched her walk naked over to where they’d brought in bottles of water and some of the other things they’d borrowed from the den before they’d gotten to the bed.
“Want to do those cards for fun? She still set them up for us.”
“Sure,” Helena replied. “Nice way to pass the time before I touch you everywhere all over again.”
Becky smiled at her, opened a water bottle for her, and handed it to Helena before she walked back over and grabbed a second bottle for herself as well as their pile of note cards. Then, she returned to bed, took a long drink from her water, and focused on reading the top card.
“Oh, interesting.”
“What?” Helena asked after taking a drink herself.
“It just says, ‘Wedding. Big or small?’”
Becky turned the card to Helena.
“I haven’t proposed yet.”
Becky smiled at her, set the card down, and said, “You are right: not something we need to talk about now.”
“No, that’s not what I meant.” Helena sat up and faced her. “You heard that I said yet, right?”
“Yes, but it’s been two days, so…”
“No, it’s been months.”
“Helena, we–”
“Rebecca, it’s been months. I’ve wanted this for months.
You’ve wanted it for months. I’m not saying we change our anniversary date or anything, but we’ve been getting to know one another since we met.
That was a while ago now. I know your coffee order because I watched you make it.
I know you like Long Island Iced Teas, for some reason. ”
Becky laughed a little and said, “They’re good.”
“Sure, they are,” she teased. “I know you drink merlot when you’re in the mood for wine and that you like pizza with pineapple on it, even though I think pineapple has no business on a pizza.”
“If you have it with ham, it’s sweet and salty.”
“So are you,” Helena joked and wiggled her eyebrows.
“Oh, no. You’re better than that.” Becky laughed.
“I know you love your family more than life and that you’re close to all of them.
I even know that you go over there every Sunday, whenever you can, for dinner.
You don’t go to church with them, though, and that took some time for your mother to get used to.
I know all your coming-out stories. I know your major in college and how you started your business.
” Helena smiled. “I know that you love to read and don’t watch much TV, but when you do, it’s guilty pleasure stuff like some reality show.
I don’t know everything about you, of course, and I never will, but we’re not exactly starting from scratch here.
So, I’m not scared to talk about the possibilities of what we could have one day.
I want this to work. And if it does, and we get there, we should know what the other person wants, right?
We’re already doing that with sex. Why not the other stuff, too? ”
“Small.”
“What?”
“I want a small wedding,” Becky revealed. “Just close friends and family.”
“Okay. What else?”
“I don’t think I want to wear white. I’m not exactly a virgin.”
Helena looked her up and down and said, “No, you are not.”
Becky laughed and said, “I don’t know what else. Um… Maybe outside, somewhere with a beautiful view and a good party after.”
“Sunset?”
“What?”
“Ceremony at sunset.”
“Oh, that could be nice,” Becky said with a wistful look on her face. “And then, the reception right after. Oh, and no awkwardly posed pictures that we look at later and wonder what sticks we had up our asses. I’d want a great photographer, and I’m willing to pay, you know?”
“You could never take a picture where you look like you have a stick up your ass,” Helena noted.
“You’d be surprised,” Becky replied with a little laugh. “Okay. What about you?”
“No carrot cake. And no red velvet.”
“No?”
“Carrots don’t go in cake, and I’m not a big fan of red velvet.”
“What flavor, then?”
“Maybe cupcakes,” Helena said more to herself than Becky. “Or different desserts, not one big cake that everyone has to eat or not get dessert at all.”
“What’s your favorite dessert?” Becky asked.
“I love a good brownie. Double chocolate with icing on top.”
“So, chocolate, then?”
Helena chuckled and said, “I could eat chocolate off your body, if you want. Melt it and lick it off.”
Becky’s jaw dropped, and she nodded rapidly.
“Yeah? I have the good stuff at home. The expensive kind I only use on the best fruit or ice cream. I could dip some strawberries in it and feed them to you, too.”
“God, yes. Are you the world’s most perfect woman?”
Helena laughed and replied, “Maybe for you.”
Becky smiled and said, “Okay. Enough fictional wedding planning. What’s the next question?”
Helena picked up the card and read, “What’s something you’re not willing to compromise on?”
“Kids,” Becky stated.
“Kids? How so?” she asked. “We talked about it before, but we should probably do it again now, huh?”
“I don’t want them.”
“Okay,” Helena said. “I don’t, either.”
“I just don’t want to risk it. I’m almost forty, so not only would it be considered a geriatric pregnancy and come with more risks, but I honestly don’t think I actually want to have a child, even if I didn’t have the baby myself.
I don’t know that I’d want to adopt, and I don’t think I’d want my wife to have one for us. ”
“I agree.”
“You do?”
“Yes. I am forty, and I’ve waited a long time to find one woman to spend my life with,” Helena said.
“I’ve had other relationships, but none made me feel like they could actually be forever, and if it’s forever with you, I want that: forever with you.
If you and I got married in that ceremony we just built for ourselves, and we decided to have a kid, then we’d both be maybe in our mid-forties by the time we had them.
I’d be exhausted, and it would be hard for us to have the time together that I want.
I’m not sure I ever wanted kids before, but I don’t want them now either way. ”
“One more important thing we agree on, then,” Becky said with a smile.
“Next one?” she asked.
Becky picked up the card and read it to herself before she said, “What goals do you have for our relationship?” She shook her head. “That Nia… I don’t know how she always knows what to do in these things, but she does.”
“What goals do I have?”
“Yes,” Becky said and set the card down on the small stack of ones they’d already read.
“Well, for tonight, I’d like to make love to you until the sun comes up.
That’s a pretty important goal of mine,” Helena told her, moving until she had Becky on her back.
The big stack of cards fell to the floor and scattered while Becky laughed, but she continued, “And tomorrow, maybe a threesome with Nia, but if not, that’s fine, too.
I’ll still make love to you until the sun comes up. ”
“And after that?” Becky asked and wrapped her arms around Helena’s neck.
“Dates,” Helena replied and went in for a kiss.
“Many, many dates. Nights at your place or mine. Later, nights at our place.” She kissed Becky again.
“And after that, maybe that sunset ceremony.” She leaned down and kissed Becky slowly this time.
“You?” she asked as she moved her lips to Becky’s neck.
“All that sounds pretty nice, actually. So, yes, please,” Becky said, causing Helena to laugh against her neck.