Epilogue Roxy
Although Kaleb had to pretty much carry Kai up the stairs, Kai still made sure our hands were linked the entire time. His refusal to let me go makes me want to cry.
Everything makes me want to cry tonight.
And I do cry when we step back into the apartment. The place I ran from.
Silent tears roll down my cheeks as I look around, committing the bland place to memory. It is nothing but a shell of an apartment, yet nowhere has ever felt safer.
“I’m just going to duck to the toilet,” I murmur, trying to hide my tears, even though my voice is thick with emotion.
I need to pull myself together. Need to scrub Ethan’s blood off my face and hands and I really need to fucking pee.
The sink runs red. My eyes watch it lazily circle the drain before the water starts to turn clear again. The last of Ethan. The last of Isaac.
I don’t look in the mirror, unsure if I can handle who or what is looking back at me. It doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things.
Because they love me. Me!
Sitting on the toilet, my bladder cheers in relief. Something that is never talked about in fights is that there is never any time to use the toilet. Surely they should make allotted toilet times.
Okay, I must be tired.
I reach for the toilet paper, dreaming about crawling into bed between the two twins and holding them as tightly as I can. And then, sleeping for approximately three years.
I freeze. Red.
My heart stops as I glance down between my legs. Where am I bleeding from?
Oh.
Turns out, being around so much blood and violence, I expect blood to be from a wound and not from my period. Something that I get every fucking month.
A laugh falls out of me. An exhausted, unhinged snort that quickly turns into a sigh.
Of course.
Of fucking course.
Somewhere between killing my brother and thinking I’m about to die, my uterus apparently decided it was feeling left out from all the bloodshed.
Of all the nights to get my period...
“Perfect,” I whisper, dropping my head into my hands. “Really great timing.”
I quickly search the cupboards, but I don’t expect to find tampons in the apartment of two men who barely own enough furniture to make it seem like people actually live here.
Washing my hands, I stare at the bathroom door. Maddy will have some upstairs.
Both of them are waiting outside the door, watching the space like I might magically vanish in the small bathroom.
“I need to go,” I gesture up towards the roof. Towards Maddy’s apartment, “duck out for just a second.”
Kaleb snorts, stepping in front of me.
“I don’t think you quite understand what is happening here,” he murmurs softly.
My eyes fall to the ground, embarrassment heating my cheeks.
“I promise I’ll come back,” I plead.
“Where are you going?” Kai steps next to Kaleb.
“I have my period,” I whisper before peeking up at them.
I feel like a schoolgirl, getting my monthlys for the first time. Something about admitting it to these big, sexy men makes me squirm.
A rumbly growl sounds in one of their chests. Maybe both?
“I’ll be quick,” I add, moving to step around them.
A hand wraps around my bicep.
“You are not going anywhere, Black Cat,” Kaleb growls, stepping closer to me.
His arm is still secured to his body, and in the light, his face looks so sore. I gape up at him. They don’t even trust me enough to get a tampon?
His head drops into the crook of my neck, inhaling deeply. His one good hand releases my bicep before fisting my tights and ripping them down in one yank. I jump, trying to step away, but his grip is too strong.
Fingers find my core, and I whimper in embarrassment. With the blood there, two fingers slide easily into my pussy, and my mouth falls open at the feeling of them.
My hands find his cut, fisting the material.
“Kaleb,” I whine in a moan.
It feels good. Too good.
His fingers slide out of me, and he brings them between us. Slick with red. I nearly die on the spot with sheer humiliation. But he’s looking at them like a ravenous man. Before sticking the fingers into his mouth.
My mouth falls open.
Why is that so hot?
“If you are trying to hide this,” he grits out. “Then you don’t know us at all.”
Words fail me.
I’ve never seen anything like that in my whole life.
“On the bed,” he adds. “Now.”
I don’t move. Can’t.
Kai steps closer, limping. The fact that he is standing right now defies everything that the human body should be capable of.
“If I have to tear a stitch, wrangling you onto the bed, I will,” Kai murmurs. “Because that’s what's going to happen if you don't strip those dirty clothes off your perfect body and get on the fucking bed.”
I'm mortified. Yet I don't want to cause any more pain to Kai. I don't want him to lose any more blood.
Shaky hands grip the hem of my shirt, and I'm pulling it off my body before taking off the rest of my clothes. I can feel my period glistening on my thighs, and the urge to sprint into the bathroom and cleanup is strong.
Knowing these boys, they'd have my hair in their fists before I could take a step in that direction. So I move towards the bed, unable to hold their eyes as I lean against the headboard. They stand at the end of the bed. Two pairs of hungry dark eyes devouring me.
I watch as they move in unison, unbuttoning their pants, taking down their zippers, pulling out their hard cocks. Both of them only have one usable arm right now, and fuck do they use it. Their fists close around their cocks, lazily stroking the thick lengths.
The way they move, like one body, is scary. The connection between the twins is unlike anything I’ve seen before.
Up and down, their hands work. My eyes glue to the motion.
“Open your fucking legs,” Kaleb growls.
“Fuck,” I whimper.
My legs open on their own accord, wanting so desperately to please them. Both of their eyes laser on to my pussy, sparking with hunger.
“Touch yourself,” Kai whispers.
I'm hypnotized by the way they play with themselves, by the way their hands flex and move over their soft skin. How drops of pre-cum are already beading in their slits. My hand snakes down my body until my fingertips brush over my clit. I feel arousal mixing with the blood.
“That's it,” Kaleb murmurs.
His praise sparks pleasure through me, and I press harder on the sensitive bud.
Heat flames through my body as they advance onto the mattress; the thing dips beneath their heavy weight.
They both fall between my legs. I'm stuck between wanting to push them away and hide myself and keeping them here forever.
Nothing about me seems to gross them out. Something that I used to hide, now in full display, and they're watching my fingers play with it, like it's the most beautiful thing in the world.
They really are depraved, and I fucking love them for it.
Their hot breath dusts over my wet pussy, and I continue to play with it until Kai bats my hand away and replaces it with his lips. I whine, back arching off the mattress as my hand slides through his silky hair and grips it.
His lips wrap around my clit and suck harshly before his tongue laps at the swollen bud. Kaleb's face is just an inch away, and he brings his hand up to sink two fingers into my pussy.
“Fuck,” I groan, one of my hands sliding through his dark hair.
His fingers pull out before pushing back in deeper; the wet sounds carry through the room. Kai's grunting and groaning, and I see his hips writhe into the mattress in a feeding frenzy, while licking my bloodied cunt. Undone in a way I’m not used to seeing.
I saw it tonight, though.
Saw it when he fell to his knees and screamed at his men to leave us.
For me.
And here now. Falling off the deep end for my blood and my pussy.
“Holy shit,” I cry as Kaleb and Kai work me in unison.
When Kai pulls back, his lips are stained red, and Kaleb delves into me, sucking the same spot that Kai just was.
He groans against my core, and the vibrations shoot through my spine, working me with his fingers and his tongue in the most perfect way.
Impatiently, Kai pushes his brother’s head away before diving back in, sucking and licking and searching.
He lowers his head towards where Kaleb is fingering me, sucking as much of me as he can before going back to my clit.
“I'm gonna come,” I whine to no one. Muttering nonsense. “Fuck, I'm gonna come. Feels so...Ugh fuck, good!”
Both of the boys are grinding their cocks into the mattress. Their hips moving on their own accord, like they're lost to my taste.
It's so fucking dirty. Yet it has my body igniting with heat.
“I don't fucking care,” Kaleb growls. “You're going to stay like this until we're done feasting.”
Not being able to wait another second, Kaleb joins Kai.
Both of their lips are on me, sucking and teasing, nipping and licking.
His fingers still pump in and out of me, and I clench around them.
Both of their lips and their chins are stained with my blood, and when Kaleb pulls back, his tongue slides over his lips, chasing the taste.
“And when we're done eating, we're going to take turns fucking this sopping wet cunt. We're going to stretch you out and ruin you, so you'll never fucking leave us again.”
He seems angry still.
I get it.
I nod my head because that's exactly what I want.
“Do you hear me?” he growls. “Never fucking again.”
“Never again,” I repeat, eyes fluttering closed. “I promise.”
His fingers curve in me, and pleasure sparks through my body like a blinding shock. Both of the lips suck at my pussy, and I scream as the orgasm detonates through my exhausted body. I scream as the two depraved twins suck my blood like a pair of depraved vampires.
If anyone saw us, they'd probably lock us away somewhere no one could find us. The three of us are fucking crazy, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
“Yes, yes, yes!” I cry out, hands pulling at their hair.
My hips grind into their mouths, chasing everything they have to give me, and as I fall off the edge, I know this is just the beginning.
I want everything they have to give me for the rest of my life.
Even if it terrifies me.