29. Chapter 23
Kaylynn
“What’s your name? I wanna know what your name is.” I keep getting this sense, this urge, that I have to know who he is. Why is he doing this to me and what does he want from me?
“You’ll find out soon enough.” Is all he says, before asking, “Now are you going to listen and speak only when spoken to?”
“I don’t know? Is the sky red?” I snark back.
He laughs a full belly laugh. “I like you all ready.”
“Sure, you say that now, but in the end, everyone gets tired of me.” I respond as I start to pick at my nails. I’m a mess, and in need of a good hot shower and a new pair of clothes. I try to avert my eyes, because I just can’t seem to look at him. It’s as if I feel a pull to bow to him.
“You know, my sons are morons. All of this is mine and I will always get what I want.” He waves his hands around, as he spins in a circle.
“What is it you want? Better yet, what do you want with me ?” I ask.
“Ahhh, that is the million dollar question. I want what everyone wants.” I look at him, his jaw is chiseled like a Roman god. He smiles at me, his pearly white teeth on display, only his canines are hiding, but I know they are there.
“Happiness?” I ask, because don’t we all want to be happy? That’s all I have ever wanted.
He looks at me and smirks. “Put this on, and I suggest we get you a shower.” He wrinkles his nose.
“You're the one that’s been keeping me locked away in a coffin. How was I supposed to shower?” He looks back at me, as he’s turning out to go to the door.
“Sometimes you have to do what you have to do in life, even if the things you do are wrong or they hurt others.” As he turns on his heels, I can hear the click of his pricey Italian loafers on the floor.
“My sons will learn, as will you. We all have a job in this society, and you’ll learn yours soon enough. ”
He glances at me one last time and shuts the door behind him.
What is that supposed to mean? I’m supposed to learn my place in this society?
No, I think they need to learn their place with me.
No one has really taken their time to get to know me, and honestly, I’m starting to question if I really want them to get to know me, because what if the real me is not what they really want.
‘Stop saying that about yourself and stop acting like that. Get your head out of your ass and let’s figure a way out of here.’
“ Who’s here?” I shout, spinning around the small room. All I can see is a back room with a light on, which I’m guessing is the bathroom. Other than that, there’s a coffin on the marbled floors, and blank slate walls. Honestly, this place is really boring.
‘Stop playing stupid Kaylynn. Wake the fuck up if you want us to survive!’
“ Who are you?” I must be going crazy. Have I been stuck here for so many days, I’ve gone insane?
How long has it been? I have barely been fed, and barely had anything to drink.
Maybe the lack of food and water is causing me to hallucinate.
My eyes scan the blank walls once more as I begin spinning around in circles.
I just want to double check to make sure no one else is in here with me.
‘It’s me, Kaylynn. I'm your Omega. I’m sorry, I should have been here before, but I was unable to get to you.
I was suppressed, which made me unable to come out.
There’s so much I need to talk to you about.
There will be time later to explain everything to you, but right now, we need to get ourselves out of this mess. ’
“My Omega? What is an Omega? And who is speaking to me?” I question but I am quickly cut off.
‘ Listen closely, we do not have much time. You’re playing a game, but it’s a game that we do not want to be a part of.
You were born into a world that was never shown to you, one where you were kept hidden.
You’re a very special Omega. I am your wolf, but unfortunately, you are unable to shift, so I am unable to come out.
But although we cannot shift, I am still a part of you.
I am an alter conscience being within you.
As you have seen before, wolves exist. All the things that you’re used to reading in those books, they’re true.
Well, the majority of it is true at least. But you, you are not any normal wolf, you are extremely rare and very special, and because of that, you were going to be used for others’ gain . ’
I start to think about all of the information that was just given to me, trying to quickly digest it. “Ok, so let me get all of this straight, you are my Omega, and you are technically me, but you are unable to come out into full form and shift as our wolf?”
‘Yes. Do you remember how father used to give you those tablets every day? Your vitamins? They weren’t really vitamins.
They were to suppress me, so instead, you ended up with an Omega that can’t shift.
You're still in an Omega and we are as beautiful as ever. I’ll show you that one day, but right now, we have so much more that we need to figure out. ”
My father caused this? He purposefully caused me to be unable to shift?
‘I need to tell you, this society you were brought into is a very dangerous one, with many games, and you, my dear, are in the biggest game of them all. You’re the prize.
And if you’re caught and put into the wrong hands, there’s no telling what will happen.
So right now, I think the best thing that you can do for yourself, is to pull up your big girl panties, Kaylynn, get your head on straight, and get yourself out of this self pity attitude you have going on. You need to be strong to survive.’
Easier said than done.
‘You are beautiful, you are loved, and you will be very cherished by your men. They are our mates, they’re ours, and we’re not gonna let anything happen to us or to them. So survive! Fight!’
With that, I get myself into the shower, and start to decide who I really want to be?
I no longer have a father who’s making decisions for me, who’s hiding me away.
I now have a decision, and that decision is going to be mine, and if people don’t like who I am…
Well, why would I even care in the first place?