Chapter 7 Danny
“I’M SURE YOU did feel that,” Saxon said. “I wasn’t able to hide it.”
Saxon was hard. And I’d just felt it. Against my leg. That was the first time in my entire life that I’d felt an Alpha’s erection. Saxon was trying to move me off his lap, but I grabbed his arm. I didn’t want to move.
My stomach swooped. I’d heard that phrase before, but I’d never experienced it. I’d heard it used for being turned on, riding a roller coaster, or falling in love. I had zero familiarity with any of those, but I wanted more.
I shifted closer to him, and his hard length brushed against my thigh again.
My stomach swooped again. The fleeting sensation was like falling, then being caught, all while trying to catch my breath.
Saxon was still frozen in place, and my stomach wasn’t the only thing getting involved. My abdomen ached, way down low. That’s when I realized that my underwear were wet. My small omega cock was hard, just like Saxon’s. It ached in a way I’d never observed. I was turned on. This was my omega body, responding to his big Alpha cock.
Now it was my turn to go rigid. Was the dampness going to soak through and get his pants wet? Oh God. What if I got up, and there was a spot on his pants? The swooping sensation evaporated, and my stomach twisted up tighter than a braided rope.
I bolted. Saxon hadn’t shown me around his house. Of course it was big, he was a sugar daddy. I ran, passing a dining area, the kitchen, and office. Then finally, I spotted a hallway. I sped up, turning a corner too quickly and almost smacked into a wall. There. A bathroom. I pushed through the door and slammed it shut behind me. Lungs heaving, I pushed my pants down to see what the damage was.
My underwear were soaked. So were my pants. I stuck my hand between my legs. My small cock was no longer hard, but my hole was still leaking.
There was a quiet knock against the door. “Danny. Come out and talk to me. You don’t have to sit in my lap.”
“I know that.” I didn’t open the door. I tried to give myself a pep talk. You’re an adult. You’re a senior in college. People get turned on. Omegas get wet all the time. Stop acting like a child. It wasn’t effective. At all. What must Saxon think of me? I felt his erection, and I ran and hid.
“I’ll leave,” he said. “Then you can come out. I’ll get a ride service to take you home. Or I can get Gatlin or Haven to come pick you up.”
I yanked my pants up. “No.” I wasn”t going to put anyone else out because I’d panicked. “I’m coming out.” I checked my face in the mirror. I was paler than usual, and my cheeks were devoid of color. You’d think they’d be red, with how humiliated I was, but no. There was nothing I could do about it now. I exhaled and opened the door.
Saxon stood across the hall, putting several feet between us. My eyes went to his pants immediately, checking to see if there was a spot. Shit. I couldn’t tell and I didn’t want to keep staring.
Saxon held out his hand. “Would you like to try again?”
“Yes.” I let his large hand engulf mine.
He led me back to the couch. The lights were even dimmer. The room smelled of his masculine scent, which reminded me of a balsam fir tree. It was unique, and something I usually only encountered at the Christmas Tree farm near the university.
He sat and waited. It was clear that he wanted me to choose where to sit, either beside him, or on his lap.
My omega knew exactly what it wanted, and wasn’t worried about embarrassing us. I took a deep breath and I slowly lowered myself onto his lap. This time, my backside was directly over his cock.
My stomach clenched even as my mind reeled. I liked the way his cock felt. He wanted me. I wasn’t terrified. Not at all. His cock was already firm, but it hardened the longer I sat there.
“Danny,” he said. His voice was softer than usual. “I want to understand. Why did you run?”
“Because I got –” Christ, how was I ever going to say this out loud?
One of his arms came up to encircle my waist. “Because you got wet?”
I nodded.
“I don’t want to patronize you. But I do want to point out that your response was natural. Do you think I should be embarrassed that I got an erection?”
“No.” That would never have occurred to me.
“Then don’t be embarrassed about your own response.”
“I can’t help it.”
“I understand that.” His other arm wrapped around me, holding me tight. “If it helps, I thought it was really hot.”
“You did?” That did help. As he held me, my body responded. My backside grew slick again. I started to move, but he held me.
“Yes,” he murmured. “It was hot.” His lips brushed over my jaw. “I want to kiss you.”
“Please,” I said. My first kiss.
I had no idea what to do, so I waited for him to take the lead. He moved my body so that I was mostly facing him, but not quite straddling him. The move meant that his cock was even closer to my entrance. Separated by fabric of course, but still so close.
My body shifted without my permission and I rolled my hips. He groaned and clutched me close. “Danny,” he said.
He took my face in his hands and tilted it slightly to the side. “You’re gorgeous,” he whispered. He brushed his fingers down my neck. “And you smell so good.” He pressed his lips against my jaw and then moved to my mouth.
My hole spasmed. Now I could imagine why an omega would want an Alpha inside him. Fingers, toys, cock. I could imagine it all. I moaned, a sound I’d never heard before as my hips rocked.
He moved his lips against mine. I belatedly opened my mouth to meet his. Kissing. How was it this good? One of his hands migrated to my back. He pulled me toward him. Through his pants, his big cock pulsed.
His tongue entered my mouth. What would it be like if that was his cock? Oh God. My mind raced as my backside got wetter. I grabbed onto his shoulders as my stomach tightened.
“Saxon! I –” I didn’t know what was happening. I’d had wet dreams before, of course, but I’d never tried to have an orgasm.
“Let go,” he said, moving to whisper against my ear. “Let yourself feel good.”
He held me, kissing my neck as my body quaked. With a sudden burst, I climaxed. Inside my pants.
I rested my head on his shoulder as he carded his hand through my hair.
We sat in peaceful silence for several minutes, although he had to be uncomfortable. He was still rock-hard. I had no idea how to handle his erection. I’d learn, hopefully from him. I might enjoy academic research, but reading about sexual techniques on the internet did not appeal to me.
“What about you?” I asked. A languid drowsiness engulfed me. But I wasn’t going to leave him hanging.
“I can wait,” he said. “Tell me how that was for you?”
He knew I’d never kissed anyone. So I assumed he knew I was a virgin. “I took a shuddering breath. “Until I met you, I thought I was asexual,” I blurted out. Wow, my filters were really down.
His hand paused in my hair. “You weren’t interested in anyone?”
“No. Never. And I was okay with that. I had my brothers, and even though we’ve had a lot of changes recently, I still talk to them each day. And I’m going to be an uncle, twice over.” His hand was moving again, running through the back of my hair. I sighed and let myself go boneless. “And as you know, I’ve had some bad experiences with Alphas, so I tend to avoid them.”
“Right,” he said. “I’ll still happily kill all of them.” He kissed the top of my head. “You know sex isn’t part of our agreement.”
“I know. But now that this happened… I might want it. If that’s okay?”
“Of course it’s okay. We’ll take our time.”
I lifted my head to look at him. “How can you be so relaxed about that? I thought Alphas wanted sex all the time.”
“I –”
It wasn’t like him to hesitate.
“What?” I asked.
“I’ve had a lot of sex. But as I’ve mentioned, I’ve never dated. That’s the part I want with you.”
If I wasn’t already so boneless, I’d have melted into a puddle.