Chapter Nine
Perched atop the highest peak of the mountain, Zara dangled her legs over the precipice like delicate pendulums, slowly swinging them to and fro as she watched the listless clouds floating over her toes.
The vast vista spread before her was draped in a symphony of twilight hues, whispering to her soul the same sweet lullaby it had sung countless times before.
The world seemed to be holding its breath in anticipation of the darkness that would soon envelop it in the natural flow of one day to the next.
Sighing, she nestled her chin in the crook of her arm, resting upon her up-drawn knee, and savoured the cool kiss of the breeze against her cheeks as the sun’s final rays danced across the sky in a fiery display, painting the far-reaching horizon in brilliant shades of orange and pink.
Briefly closing her eyes, she smiled into the warmth, feeling a sense of peace wash over her like a gentle tide.
There was something inexplicably familiar about this place, as if the mountain itself were an old friend, its rugged peaks and lush green valleys etched into the very fabric of her being.
Her face crinkled in bemusement as the magic in the air caressed her.
Perhaps, she mused, this was a threshold between worlds, a harbinger of change in her life’s voyage.
Why was it that she kept finding herself perched all the way up here?
Could she make it happen, or was it purely providence that made it so?
Confused, she knitted her brow as she grappled with the reality of her presence on this aerial throne.
Was she dreaming? Could this be heaven? Or was it some other ethereal plane where love and loss intertwined like the roots of ancient trees?
She tried to rouse herself by pinching the soft skin of her arm, but the dream still clung to her, a persistent suitor unwilling to release his grip. ‘Wake up, Zara,’ she muttered to herself. ‘Please. You have many things to do.’
And with that plea she stood, and a force beyond her understanding beckoned her closer to the edge, just as it had many times before.
So she trusted it. Trusted the process. Trusted this was for her better good.
With her heart brimming with trepidation and wonder, she leant forward, and tiny little pebbles scattered over the edge, through the thick blanket of clouds and out of sight.
Something shifted. The atmosphere crackled.
What had been solid ground beneath her bare feet was now splitting, crumbling, way too quickly, until she was left standing on the only bit of rock with nothing but gravity surrounding her.
Arms extending outwards, she surrendered to the inevitable fall.
Mere seconds was all it took before she plummeted, a cascade of emotions and memories rushing past her in a blur too swift to decipher.
Faces of those she’d loved and lost, moments of joy and pain, days spent languishing and nights spent worrying swirled around her in a tempest of time.
All of it was too fast to grasp, too fleeting to hold onto.
A fiery agony lanced through her, as if every fear she’d ever harboured flared to blazing life, threatening to consume her.
But then, just as quickly, the horrific sensation was gone, to be replaced by an overwhelming numbness that enveloped her senses like a comforting cocoon.
Miraculously, her bare feet found solid ground, and she alighted as gracefully as a leaf upon the surface of a serene pond.
Blinking her blurry gaze into focus, she saw a park swathed in blossoms, a riot of bright colour that filled the air with the fragrance of new beginnings.
She quickly realised the place she stood as the park near their home.
The lush surroundings were teeming with life and the echoes of children’s laughter.
Fully awake now, fully present, she brushed a wayward curl from her face and steadied her breathing, taking in the splendour of the moment with the grass as her grounding.
Within this garden of earthly delights, so starkly contrasted with the celestial heights from where she’d just come, lay an unquenchable hope, a steadfast belief in the power of love to heal even the most tattered of souls.
And as she stepped forward upon the ground that was cushioning her, and she pensively wandered back towards home, she knew that somewhere out there, amid the beauty of the cosmos, the dreams she and Jay had for a family were waiting patiently to be realised.
* * *
Seven days after Zara’s descent from the mountaintop her heart was floating higher than it ever had before.
After all the waiting and planning, today was the day she’d finally become Mrs Maverick.
Standing before the full-length mirror, she took in her reflection with a mixture of nerves and excitement.
The ivory lace of her wedding gown cascaded in delicate waves, hugging her curves and pooling at her feet like a waterfall.
The intricate beading over the bodice shimmered in the soft light filtering through the window, casting a kaleidoscope of patterns across the walls of the ritzy bridal suite her soon-to-be parents had gifted her and Jay.
With Suzanne over at the reception hall, making sure everything was in order — lord help the staff if it wasn’t — the two people helping her stay grounded right now were her dear in-laws.
Ones she thanked God for each and every day.
With her weathered hand extending and her silver hair gleaming like a halo in the soft light, Nadine Maverick offered a comforting touch. ‘You look absolutely breathtaking, Zara.’ Her warm eyes radiated love and support.
Zara managed a shaky smile, her anticipation fluttering like a thousand butterflies in her stomach. ‘Thank you, Nadine. I just …’ Her voice trailed off, her emotions almost too overwhelming to put into words. ‘I honestly can’t wait to become your son’s wife.’
‘Oh, sweetheart, you truly are beautiful, inside and out.’ With a tender smile, Nadine adjusted a stray strand of Zara’s hair, her touch gentle yet reassuring.
‘Joseph and I can totally understand how our son loves you as deeply as he does.’ She turned to her husband, her smile adoring. ‘Isn’t that right, Joey?’
‘We sure do, my darling.’ Bearing the weight of sixty-seven years on his sturdy frame, Joseph Maverick straightened from the chaise and smiled.
‘And our son is a very lucky man, having a woman love him like you do.’ With a gentle smile that spread to every corner of his distinguished face, he nodded at Zara as he came to her side.
‘You’re like a daughter to us already,’ he said in a deep voice that always exuded warmth.
‘Today marks the beginning of a new chapter for all of us.’
Zara felt a lump of emotion form in her throat at Joseph’s heartfelt words as the gravity of the moment settled over her like a soft blanket.
Everything felt so surreal, as if all of her dreams had come to fruition.
Not only was she about to marry the love of her life, but she was marrying into an entire family who’d embraced her with open arms. What a blessed woman she was.
Her love for Jay was beyond anything she’d ever imagined possible, and yet, day after day, the depth of her love only became deeper, stronger, immeasurable.
She could only imagine what the rest of their lives would be like, especially when they had the child they so longed for.
‘Are you ready, Zara?’ Joseph looked to his watch. ‘We don’t want to be late.’
‘Oh, Joey, relax, it’s fashionable for the bride to be a little late.’ Nadine pecked her husband’s cheek. ‘You’ve always been a stickler for punctuality, though, haven’t you?’
‘Indeed, I have,’ he chuckled, shaking his head, his gaze overflowing with tender love for his bride of almost forty-eight years.
‘But dare I say, I’ve learnt to be a patient man, with, how should I put it …
’ Offering Zara a wink to include her in the banter, he playfully rubbed his chin.
‘Your lack of time awareness, my gorgeous wife.’
Feigning shock, Nadine then giggled like a schoolgirl. ‘Oh, come on now, you love my spontaneity.’
‘I truly do, my darling, because it always keeps me guessing.’ He grinned then looked to Zara, offering the crook of his arm. ‘Now come on, let’s get you to your husband, shall we?’
Sniffing back an impending flood of tears, Zara accepted his arm. ‘Yes, let’s.’ If she and Jay ended up loving each other as much as his parents did, then wow, she’d die a very happy woman.
Walking arm in arm with Joseph towards the chapel where Jay awaited her, she couldn’t help but feel a surge of gratitude for her life, and how in spite of a childhood filled with fear and horror, it had brought her to this place, and to these amazing people.
Rarely did she think of the girl she’d once been, or the parents who had put her through things a child should never endure.
Instead, she contemplated that if she hadn’t been through all of it, if she hadn’t found herself lost in this world with an ache to find her way, then she wouldn’t have been lucky enough to cross paths that fateful day with Jay Maverick — her rock, her saviour, the love of her life.
Nor would she have gained a sister in Suzanne.