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I couldn't stop thinking about her.
The sounds she made, how she looks at me, the lustful gaze in her eyes, her body, her beauty.
I have been working from morning and I couldn't get a single thing done.
These last four days that Lauren and I have been together we got insanely close in a shot span of time. I know nothing about her but I was willing to take her out next week when things have settled between us some more.
When we kissed this morning, it felt like my entire soul had erupted into flames and left my body. The sparks that danced against my skin was inevitable. I have never felt a sensation so strong before throughout my entire years of living and trust me, I've been alive for a long while.
The confidence that she radiated yesterday had me weak for her.
Yesterday was when I found out I am into choking. Normally, I'd be the one doing all the top action, choking, teasing and all that but the energy was never reciprocated. All I've dealt with are submissive bitches– no offense to the women in my past.
I knew Lauren wasn't a top or a switch for that matter but she showed me something new, a different side to her. I guess with the right push the other side of you comes out.
It was a rare occasion in which someone had control over me— actually, it only happened three times and that was back in the 1700s and the eras before that when men were trending. Homophobia back then was the thing.
Back to the matter at hand—
Have I ever been horny and didn't get a release? No.
Have I ever been this edged? No.
I need her so bad.
It's not like I'm hiding the fact that I'd drop on my knees for her and beg.
My phone rung and I looked at it from the office desk and looked at the caller ID.
"Yes, Mateo?"
"We're coming earlier than planned and that means in the next ten minutes." He chirped and I sighed.
"Travel with your own food because I'm not about to eat the heads off my cooks to have a meal prepared for your unorganized ass."
"Food is the least of my worries. We can peel oranges with our teeth and have a walk in the green grass."
I laughed.
"I don't see anything wrong with that."
"Then it's settled. An orange date!"
"Get off my phone."
Mateo chuckled and I shook my head as I hung up the call. I was going to have something for them, of course. I'm sure they can wrap up something in twenty minutes. I knew Mateo wasn't going to be here in ten minutes because it's Mateo. Time isn't something he keeps track of.
I used my speed to get me downstairs and went to my head cook. Sometimes I forget her name, I swear.
June, I think.
"The plans of Mateo arriving this evening has changed. He's arriving in 30 minutes." I informed her and she nodded, getting straight to work. "I have a server selected already so don't worry about that part."
As I left the kitchen, I heard her yelling at the workers to bring more pots and seasonings. These are the type of workers that deserves raise.
I didn't see Lauren in the area where she would always be whenever she's hanging out with London.
I relaxed my body and let my ears and nose do their jobs.
"- feet are killing me."
"Joshua can get it."
"-uck. Yes! Yes! Don't stop, daddy."
" -I'll beat your ass. Get that snake away from me!"
Gotcha.
I was in the fields with London and Lauren within two seconds and Lauren laughed as she chased London with a snake dangling from her arm.
My eyebrows shot up and I stepped out of London's way as she ran towards me. Lauren grinned when she saw me and held her hand up showing me the snake wrapped around her wrist.
"You like?"
"Tell her to throw it away! It's a snake she picked up from the wild. One wrong move and it stings her." London yelled from somewhere behind me and I chuckled.
"Get rid of the snake."
Lauren stooped and the snake crawled off of her hand and slithered away back towards the forest. I looked at the beauty in front of me and she used the back of her hand to wipe a bead of sweat that trailed down her forehead.
London let out a dramatic sigh of relief as she neared us.
"I could've sworn today was the day I was going to die."
Lauren grinned and I saw the bunny hopped from out of a nearby bush as its mouth moved in the circles.
"Can I steal Lauren from you?" I asked London and she scrunched her nose at me.
"You're always stealing her. This time don't bring her back. I'm disowning her." I laughed and I took Lauren's hand in mine.
The three of us walked back to the house and I looked behind us and saw the bunny sitting there chewing grass.
"Aren't you taking Sebastian back with you?" I asked Lauren in confusion and she shook her head.
"No."
"Why not?"
She looked up at me as if telling me to shut up and stop asking stupid questions. I didn't question her any further, guessing why she left the bunny out there. London left and went back to doing her duties and I led Lauren to my room.
We entered and I closed the door.
"I want you to be our server for the time being." I told her as I went to my closet.
"Tonight?"
"In a few minutes. Mateo decided to come in earlier than planned." I told her and my eyes skimmed through my numerous dresses.
Hmm.
"Red, pink or black?" I yelled out to her.
"Yellow!"
I rolled my eyes.
"Pick one of the three colors, Lauren." I yelled back and she came into the closet.
"Let me see the shades you're talking and in what." She came closer to where I was standing which made me nod towards the three dresses that were of the same design but different colors.
Lauren took up one of the dresses and looked at it.
The dress was bodycon and it had a sideway shaped oval opening where the breasts were and a fabric to 'cover'. The straps were thin, spaghetti as people would like to say, and they had the adjustment things that are on bras.
The top of her lip pushed up slightly.
"The black." She placed the dress back and left the closet.
I raised my eyebrows but didn't question it.
I stripped from my clothes and started getting ready. I didn't wear a bra but I did put nipple covers over my nipples. I ran my hand over my waist and looked at myself in the mirror that was in the centre of the closet on the wall.
Damn, girl. You're sexy.
I pulled the dress up to cover my breasts a bit more but it just slipped back down.
I shrugged and put slippers on and walked into the room.
Lauren looked at me from where she stood by the bookshelf.
Her eyes lingered on my cleavage and I smirked to myself.
She looked away and I walked to the vanity and took up the lavender scented lotion and moisturized my skin.
I finished getting ready and I turned to look at Lauren.
"Aren't you going to get ready?" I asked her, slightly confused as to why she was still in her previous outfit. She didn't need to change but I thought she would.
"I wasn't aware it was a meeting where the dress code is dress to impress." She mumbled but I heard her perfectly clear.
"My love, you don't have to change. I was just asking—"
She hummed, cutting me off as she took a reading book from the bookshelf and rested it on top.
"I'll go change. How long do I have before I have to come downstairs?"
"About ten minutes."
"Okay. "
I didn't like how she was acting but I decided to leave it be and finished getting ready. I did my hair and put strawberry scented Vaseline on my lips before I decided to leave and go to my office to get a pen and a little notebook incase anything needed jotting down.
I smacked the comb harshly on the dresser multiple times before I inhaled sharply.
Don't break it, don't break it, don't break it.
I parted my hair in two and decided to just do my usual hairstyle: cornrows at the front and two at the back.
I did that, detangling not taking that long.
I used the extreme gel and did finger coils in the puff then combed it out to make the curls seem more natural.
I used a different scent then what Athena used and then headed downstairs after deciding I was finally ready.
I was in a simple blue dress with white slippers. I wasn't going to dress up to serve her and the alpha of the werewolf nation. I don't even know why she asked me to serve her when I told her I wasn't going with her in the first place.
Swear she just wants to be around me all the time.
To top all this off, she decided to wear something that shows a little too much cleavage for my liking.
Her showing days should be done.
She has someone to show at home already. Why is she trying to show those outside?
Then again, I can't really be upset because the first time I saw her, she was wearing something that showed a lot of cleavage and then the other times it was the same thing. That's just how she dresses and I shouldn't be upset over that. I can't change that.
Whatever.
I headed downstairs to the main kitchen and saw them placing the food on trays and I counted the amount of dishes there were. Four.
Four? Shouldn't it be two?
"You're the server?" The head cook asked and I nodded.
"What's your name?" I asked her and she stopped what she was doing, looked at me and then resumed her actions.
Okay, my bad.
"June." She answered after some time. "The table is already set so all you have to do is deliver the food and stay to be corner. They'll motion if they want their glasses refilled or whatever. You're not stupid, figure it out."
Is it because I'm black?
I'm very much stupid.
I took the two trays with the food and walked to the dining room where I knew they'd be. Upon entering the room, the four people were sitting down. Right timing.
I placed one of the trays down and started by serving the queen first. I felt her eyes on me and I ignored her as I placed the plate down.
For lunch, they were having curry shrimp and fried chicken with white rice, sided with pasta, mixed vegetable or macaroni and cheese.
The optional beverages were orange juice or some soda, I don't even know.
I served the man who was sitting down to the side of the table and then the girl beside him and then the alpha– or who seemed like to be the alpha. He radiates a lot of power. I can feel it.
"How are you doing, Titi?"
SIGH.
HARD FUCKING SIGH.
What's up with females calling her Titi? Is she a damn boob?
"I'm okay, Miles." She smiled.
What's so fucking funny?
I went back to the kitchen with the trays and took up the other tray that contained the beverages.
"I missed you. It's been so long since I've been here."
Oh this is going to be a long night.