Chapter 3
James
I am a bit groggy when I awake Saturday morning. When I rolled over I am shocked to find my very naked agent lying next to me. But then it all comes flooding back. The dinner, the dancing, the passionate sex twice last night.
I am smiling broadly when Roni opens her eyes and catches me staring at her. “Now that’s the James that I know and love with that big, beautiful smile on your face,” She purrs softly. “You have a way of making that happen,” I answer.
I am ecstatic when Veronica scoots down and sucks my cock into her mouth. The sensation of having your cock swell to erection in a hot watery mouth is incredibly arousing.
Once she has me fully erect, she moved up and mounts my cock cowgirl style. I revel in gazing at her superb 34D-22-34 naked body. I am still completely blown away that I am having sex with Roni after all the years of wanting her.
“Now she is someone I could fall in love with,” races across my mind while my eyes memorized every inch of her body. Who am I kidding? I have been in love with Roni for quite a few years but was too chicken to do anything about it.
“I think that I am in love with you,” I blurt out with her bouncing on my cock and my hands groping her tits. “Don’t be silly you goof. We have been in love for years,” she answered.
That statement made my heart palpitate. She just admitted that she is in love with me too. I flip her onto her back roughly. I drape her legs over my shoulders and impale her with my stone hard cock.
“Yesssssss, Taaaaaaaake me,” Veronica moans huskily. Again I stay lifted up so I can gaze at her nakedness. “You are so beautiful Roni so beautiful.” I moan gutturally.
Bam, Bam, Bam, Bam. The bed is crashing against the wall as I fucked her forcefully bashing against her cervix. She is moaning in a tone that sounds like some SyFy movie devil flick.
Hey eyes look like a thousand yard stare and her 34D tits are jumping up and down while I fuck her more savagely than I have ever fucked anyone.
“Take me James. Taaaaaaaake me. Make this pussy only yours,” Veronica cries out just as her body jerks violently into orgasm. I bury my cock as deep as
it will reach and spurt 6 wads of cum deep into her womb. “I love you Roni,” I gasp once I am spent. I love you too James,” she answered and then kissed me torridly.
After a nice breakfast Roni and I fucked again I her huge walk in shower. After emptying my balls into for the fourth time in the past 12 hours, I get dressed to go home.
It feels like it is time to test this polyamorous thing of loving two people at the same time. Though I think I still love Kira, I am not so sure about how deeply that may be anymore.
I was in a great mood as I started my drive from Queen Anne to my home in Bellevue but I felt a sense of dread as I neared my home. For me that is a sign about how dreadful my marriage has become.
Kira
James looks like he just lost his favorite friend as he comes in the house through the kitchen door. Even after spending all night away from home he seems as melancholy as always over the past year.
“What happened last night? Didn’t you have a good time last night?” I asked him as he approached the coffee pot to pour a cup of coffee for himself.
“I had the time of my life last night but now it’s today,” James answered. “One more reminder that my wife needed other lovers to be satisfied. That I was not good enough for her,” James added.
“But sweetie, I still love you with all my heart. You are still the one I want to grow old with,” I told him. But is that true? Is there still a deep love for him in my heart. Do I still want to spend the rest of
my life with James? “Do you? Is that how you really feel?” James askes as if he read my mind.
“Of course that’s how I feel. I am 38 years old James and I feel like I missed out on things by getting married so young,” I responded though I have my doubts that is true anymore.
“I married right out of college and I feel like I missed a lot by not living by myself for a while before getting married,” I pointed out. “You had lovers before me,” James stated.
“Yes, high school boys and frat boys who didn’t know how to satisfy me,” I complained. “And now I don’t satisfy you either,” James growled. He left the kitchen before I could respond.
“Don’t you dare walk away from me,” I yelled when I followed him into his writing den. “Why can’t
you just relax and let this work out for you like it has for me?” I asked in a raised voice.
“Yes, I see how this has worked out for you. I see that you spend more time with Brady these days than you do with me. I see how you dress sexy for him but not for me,” James shouted.
“I see how you have your eyes closed when we have sex. I see how you are thinking about him even when we are being intimate. I see how you call out his name when you orgasm,” James growled.
“What I see is that it won’t be long now before you leave me for him.” He yelled. “Then you will find out how happy Brady will be to share you with some new lover,” James snarled.
James ran to the bedroom and threw some clothes into a suitcase. “Where are you going?” I
Asked in confusion. “Away…away from this farce of a marriage,” Jame screamed with rage on his face. “I am sick of not being good enough,” he shouted. “Alone I can be okay with myself,” he added, Then he left the house and drove away.
Concerned and confused I call Brady for his advice as to what to do. “Maybe James is right. Maybe you should choose which one of us you want to be with,” was is advice.
After the call I am even more confused. Deep in my heart I know that James is the right choice. But will I ever be satisfied again if I stay with him? I am enthralled with the passion and excitement that I feel with Brady and yes, I love him deeply.
Maybe I should take a week to stay with Brady and see if we can really be compatible living
together, I know that I love being with him. But that has always been just for a day or two. How will he be during an entire week?
I am determined when I pick up my phone to call Brady back. “Listen up, if you are so bent on me living with you than take me on a weeklong vacation and let’s see how well that works out,” I announced the moment he answered his phone.
“Give me a few minutes to call my boss and see if I can take a week off,” he answered. That reminded me that I needed to call my boss Carl to see if he’d give me a week off.
I am pleased that Carl said he’d give me the time off.
I was even more pleased When Brady called back and told me that his boss also gave him the time off.
As I am packing my bags, I feel a deep sadness all of a sudden.
Is this the end of my life with James? Will this convince me to leave James behind?
Will he no longer be part of my life after all these years together?
But I have to do this. I have to find out if Brady is more important to me in my life now.
I have tears in my eyes as I pull away from our home in Bellevue. I left a note for James in case he comes back home.
James: I have loved you as long as I can remember. But now I love Brady just as deeply as I love you. I am taking a weeklong vacation with Brady to sort things out…I love you…K