Chapter 16 #2
“I know, I have been thinking about what the reason can be. But maybe it is truly just a game they want to play, and this is part of the fantasy, the element of surprise.”
“You have the option to say no though right, you can use your safe word?”
“Yes, absolutely. Sandy said they’re offering me $500,000 to stay for five days and if I agree to all of the Red kinks they offer I could walk away with a million bucks. Think what that could do for us? Set us up for life.”
“I don’t know what to say Rosie, that is an awful lot of money for a bunch of rich fuckers. Why choose you out of all the playmates?”
“Sandy thinks it’s because of the Charity Job, I guess the members talk on the greens. It went well, they gave praise and here is my offer of a lifetime.”
“You said that last time.”
“And that was an offer of a lifetime. I’m flabbergasted I’ve been offered another so soon—I genuinely didn’t think I’d ever top $200,000k, that’s why I did it.”
“Has anyone else ever done a job where they didn’t know what they were walking into?”
“No, Sandy said this is the first.”
“And she’s ok with it?”
“Yeah, she’s fine with it.”
And there it is. My little white lie. The one that will appease James and allow me to talk him into allowing me to take this job.
The one that will bite me in the bum should it be the job from hell.
The one that will follow me for the rest of my life should this job mentally and physically destroy me.
If James knew I wasn’t being completely honest with him, he would never be able to trust me ever again.
“Still, I have my reservations. Do you want to take this job?”
“This question has gone around and around in my head since the minute I was offered it. James, how can I say no?”
“Absolutely you can say no, it’s your choice, it’s your body.”
“No, how can I say no and live with myself regretting passing up $500,000 and potentially a million dollars.”
“You know money isn’t everything. Those are your words.”
“Yes this is true. I would give the same advice to anyone. But I know myself and I’m telling you James, I could not live with myself if I didn’t take this job.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I think I am. I don’t need to give my answer until Monday. But I’m 90% sure.”
“I’m still worried. I’ll always worry.”
Softening, I reply, “I know you do. That is honestly the worst part of leaving you to do these jobs, knowing the worry I put you through. The Clarendon hasn’t done anything to give me cause for concern since I have been there has it?”
“No.”
“I don’t see why this job is any different.”
“It’s the money that is different, Rose Petal. It’s the money. No one forks out a million or even half a million bucks to kiss and cuddle you. This is serious money for serious kinks. Kinks that you will likely have never even heard of.”
“I know James, I know. But there is some dark part of me that seeks the thrill of what it might be, whether I can do it, whether I will like it. I want to know the unknown and see what it does to my body.”
“It will hurt your body, I can guarantee that. It might hurt your mind. Have you thought of that?”
“Yes, I have thought of that,” I reply, trying not to bite back.
I know this conversation and the very idea of me being at risk is hurting him.
I know I need to talk this through with him until we get to a point where he feels a tiny bit of comfort about me doing it or at least at peace with me doing it.
“I’m strong James, I know my mind and myself.
I will tap out; I will use my safe word. ”
“But will you though? If each kink costs you $100,000, will you? Because I don’t think so.
You are strong yes, you don’t like to quit yes, but is that to your detriment?
Jesus Rosie, I can’t even begin to think of the depraved things they might do to you.
What about if they break you?” he says in a small voice that pangs at my heart.
“They won’t break me, they will want to keep me in working order because they will want to play with me again. I will be like a drug to them, you wait and see.”
“Why would you be so sure?”
“Because I suspect the things they are going to ask me to do, not many others would do it. And they will enjoy it and they will want to do it again and again.”
“Not if they enjoy you so much, they break you,” he says in a low voice, almost hostile but I know it's worry lacing his words.
“Honey, I won’t let them. For you, I will not let them break me.
I will be fine, we will be fine and after five short days and nights, we will be more than fine, better than fine.
I am not in the slightest bit worried, and neither should you be,” I lie as I crawl closer to him and rest my hand on his tense forearm.
I just hope my words ring true in the end.
But I push that thought aside. “Come here,” I say, reaching for him and putting my arms around him to bring him into a hug as I squeeze him against my chest. James lets me, he’s thinking, he’s unsure how he feels about it and whether he wants me to take it, I can see the thoughts written across his face.
I pull back and look into his pained eyes. “I know it’s a lot and you need time to think about it. I understand that. Let’s put it to the side, I want to ask you something.”
He looks back at me, his baby blue eyes stormy wondering what else I can be asking him.
“It’s about Matty,” I start. “When I get back from this job, how about we spend some proper time together, the three of us. Maybe take the weekend after the job to stay overnight somewhere?” I say, hoping it’s what James wants to hear but unsure of his reaction.
James’ eyes soften and he replies, “You’d like that?”
“Yes I think so, would you?”
“Yes, absolutely I would like that. My best mate and my wife, us all hanging out and fucking together— Getting to know each other better I mean.” He smiles wildly, the light has come back into his eyes, and I see now that that is exactly what he wants, there is no hint of a lie or discouragement.
“Look how happy that idea has made you,” I scoff. “Why haven’t you asked to do that before if it makes you happy like this?”
“I wasn’t sure if it was crossing a line with you. I wasn’t sure if me bringing Matty into the equation was something you wanted just because I wanted it.”
“James, you need to ask me. It just took me a minute to get my head around him and us. But every time he’s with us, he makes my body go wild.”
“I know, I see it. It’s what makes me want to do it again and again. Seeing you together, it’s so hot, it makes me feral.”
“I love it when you go feral,” I say as I run my thumb across his lips before he sucks it into his mouth.
I pull my thumb out to lean towards his mouth as he replies, “I would get him around this minute if I didn’t think the noise we would make would wake the kids.”
“Oh god, the things you two do to me,” I groan.
“The things you two do to me,” James groans and takes my mouth in his.
He kisses me heatedly as I kiss him back, matching him stroke for stroke with his tongue.
He pulls at my nightdress and raises it above my head, breaking our kiss for mere seconds.
He pulls me across to straddle him and I feel his hard length between my bare pussy lips.
Our teeth clatter as our tongues lap, the thought of all three of us again lighting a fire of need humming through my body. I grind my hips trying to get some friction against James’s cock in his track pants.
James lowers his mouth and takes one nipple in, sucking hard just on the nub whilst rolling the other with his forefinger and thumb.
I groan in pleasure and need as I try to move my hips more to build on the sensations James is creating, pulsing through my body.
When James switches nipples I begin to beg, “James, I need you inside of me, please.”
My words only spur James on as he sucks harder and pinches harder. I have no choice but to reach down and rub at my clit, crazed with a want, a need for release. It only takes a few circles of my fingers and I’m there, gushing with my orgasm and letting it flow like rivers throughout my body.
James unlatches from my nipple, rolls me over onto my back, pulls down his track pants over his leaking, angry cock and rails straight into me.
My pussy, slick with my arousal and orgasm, allows him entry straight to my back walls and we both groan in unison.
All my nerve endings are tingling with my climax, firing and loving the familiar way James’ cock thrusts in and out of me, the scent of him filling my nose as his mouth claims mine again as our bodies move as one.
James chases his release as he ploughs into my body settling it alight for a second time.
I curl my legs around his back to feel him deeper, to take him further into my body where I need him to be.
Breaking our lips apart, we breathe in gulps of air as James angles himself and pumps in and out of me, taking us to exactly where we both need to be.
I explode around his cock and he detonates inside of me, coating me with his pleasure as I coat him with mine.
James lowers himself onto my body, taking his weight on his forearms and whispers, “I can’t get enough of you and your pussy and the thought of you giving yourself to Matty on my command…
Does fucking mental things to me Rose Petal, you have no idea. ”
“I think I have a small idea,” I giggle and then follow with, “And I am so here for it. I’ll take it any way it’s given by you or Matty. I’m yours. And I fucking love it, all of it.”
“I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you both together,” he says as he begins to roll his body weight off me to the side of the bed.
“Well that’s good,” I say, “Because I’m getting kinda addicted to the idea of the three of us.”
“Is that so?”
“It is,” I purr back with heavy lids and a fluttering heart.
Together, we both rise to get cleaned up before climbing back into bed.
The thrill of our time with Matty is forgotten for a few moments as we lie curled up together quietly.
The secret job is all I can think about, my brain cycling between fantasies and fears and all I can do is lie there and hope sleep finds us eventually.