26. Kane
KANE
Three words from Abby are better than all of the drugs they gave me at the hospital.
“I’m really horny.”
She’s sitting next to me in the back of the SUV, plastered against my side, tucked inside my jacket, her hands up underneath my sweatshirt, as if she can’t get close enough or touch enough of me.
I’m, of course, completely fine with this. The more of her that is against me, the better I feel.
But those three words make every single ache and pain instantly disappear.
I look down at her. “Are you now?”
She’s looking up at me with wide eyes. “I really am.” She nods.
“I was so worried about you. And being away from you and not being able to be with Benjamin and Dash while we were all worried, made it so much worse. I just need to be with you. I want to be naked with you, be pressed up against you, feel you and know you’re okay.
” She glances toward the front seat where Benjamin is driving, and Dash is in the passenger seat. “All of you.”
I lift a hand and stroke it over her soft hair. “You know that we can arrange that.”
She’s not horny exactly. She needs to be made love to. And to make love to us in return. And that’s fucking amazing. She needs to connect with us. Feel how much we all love each other.
We all need that.
And I am very happy to prove to her that I’m fine in whatever way she needs me to.
Her hands continue to stroke up over my stomach and chest, and by the time we get to the house, I am definitely horny. I’m sporting a rock-hard erection, and I need my girl naked and spread out.
“Do you guys want something to eat? Tea? Cocoa?” Benjamin asks, leading us into the house.
“Guys—” I start.
“I want to go to bed,” Abby says, shrugging out of her jacket and tossing it over the nearest chair. She bends and unlaces her boots, toeing them off and kicking them to the side.
Benjamin nods. “Yes, it’s been a long day. Do you—”
Again, she cuts him off. “With all of you. I need all of us to be together.”
Benjamin pauses in the midst of opening the refrigerator. Dash freezes, his gaze locked on her.
She looks from them to me. “Will you all come to bed with me?”
“You know we will, Lollipop,” I say. “You always get whatever you want from us.”
She pulls the sweater she’s wearing over her head and tosses it on top of her jacket, leaving her in a simple, fitted tank with her jeans.
“I am so sorry I left,” she says. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t here with you all.
And not just because Kane got hurt, though definitely that.
I just can’t believe I ever thought there was anywhere else I would want to be.
Anywhere else I should be. You all are home now.
You’re where I want to be always no matter what is going on or how any of us are feeling or what we’re going through. ”
Benjamin blows out a long breath while Dash sucks one in.
“We love you so much, Abby,” I say.
“So much,” Dash agrees.
I know they’ve already had a mini reunion when they met up on the road before coming back to the hospital, but there will never be a time when we’ve all said I love you too much.
“Tell us what you need,” Benjamin says to her.
“All three of you. Together. At the same time.” She pauses. “In my room with me.”
That even makes me pause for a moment. We’ve been giving her that space to get away from the overwhelm of having three men in her life all at once. And it’s worked out great. We have plenty of other places where we can be together, sexually and otherwise.
Her inviting us into that space is meaningful. And awesome.
“Are you sure?” Dash asks.
She gives him a gorgeous smile and reaches out a hand toward him. “Completely sure.” She reaches for me with her other hand. “Take me to bed.”
Dash takes her hand and lifts it to his mouth, kissing the back. “Gladly.”
“What the fuck are we waiting for?” I ask, bending and swooping her up into my arms.
She gasps and giggles, then Dash steps forward and says, “You were just in the hospital, idiot.” Then takes her from me.
I protest. “I’m good. She’s completely healing me.”
Dash laughs. “Oh I’m sure you’re not feeling anything north of your fly, but how about you let us exert most of the energy?” He squeezes Abby. “I think we should let Kane lay back and have the three of us do most of the work. What do you say?”
She gives me a flirty, sexy smile. “I think that sounds amazing. How about you Kane?”
Equal parts lust and love surge through me, and I start for the door leading out of the kitchen. “I think you’re going to have to show me what you mean.”
Five minutes later we’re all in Abby's room, and everyone is naked.
I love that. We don’t feel the need to drag things out or tease. We all know what we want and need.
Her room smells like her—strawberries and cream—and I know my two best friends are just as hard when they take big deep breaths.
It’s soft and pink and comforting and sweet everywhere I look, just like our girl.
And we might have to get a bigger bed in here eventually.
But if we’re going to do what I think we’re going to do tonight, I think we can make this size work.
Three sets of big hands roam over Abby’s body as we stand next to the bed.
She’s almost too small for all of us to be touching her at once, and we keep bumping into one another.
“Tell me where you want me, Lollipop,” I tell her.
“On your back,” she says breathlessly as Benjamin cups her breasts from behind and tweaks her nipples.
I immediately comply, lying back on her bed, my cock practically standing straight up.
Her gaze rakes over me, and she licks her lips. The little minx.
“Love your room, Abby girl,” Dash says. “Thank you for letting us be here with you.”
“I always want you with me everywhere,” she says, lifting on tiptoe to kiss him.
He cups her face and kisses her deeply, obviously giving her lots of tongue.
I wrap my hand around my cock, squeezing and stroking as I watch them.
Benjamin kisses the side of her neck, making her moan. “You’re such a sweet girl,” he praises. “You know how happy you’re making us just by offering yourself and your bed up to us like this.”
She tips her head so he has more access to her neck. “I want you all at once,” she says.
She said it in the kitchen too, but now I feel it’s important for us to clarify what that means.
Benjamin apparently does too. “Tell us exactly what that means Abby,” he says gently but firmly. “We’ll do anything you want. We want you to have everything you need. But you have to be specific.”
She takes a deep breath and then says, “I want you to fuck me together.” Her gaze finds mine. “You asked me about anal. Can we do that?”
All three of us groan simultaneously.
Dash, of course, is the one to ask, “Are you sure? Do you know what that means?”
She looks up at him with a smile that makes my cock and heart ache at the same time.
She’s not doing this just to make us happy. She wants this.
“I wish I could feel all three of you at once. But that way, I can feel at least two of you.”
“You can have one of us in your mouth and have all three of us at once,” I offer.
Benjamin’s gaze snaps to mine, and I see the heat there.
I shrug. “It’s true. We can all take her at the same time. Love our girl together.”
Even from where I’m lying, I can see the shiver that goes through Abby's body.
“God yes,” she breathes. “That’s what I want. To feel all of you together at the same time.”
The guys seem to hesitate, as if still not sure if this is the right move or if she really knows what she’s asking. “You’re safe word is carrot cake,” I tell her.
They all look at me.
“She told us at the fall festival that she doesn’t like carrot cake. Besides, why would carrot cake come up during sex?”
She laughs. “Okay.”
“If anything is going too far or too fast, or if anything hurts, or if you just need a break or want to ask a question, you say carrot cake and everything stops.”
She nods her understanding.
“Then we’re good,” I say, meeting the guys’ gazes. I trust them completely, and I know they feel the same about me. “Everyone good?”
Benjamin is the first to nod. “Yes.”
Finally, Dash agrees as well. “Yeah.”
I look at Abby. “This is gonna be great, Lollipop.”
Her grin is genuine. “I know.”
Then, when I expect Benjamin to take over, our girl steps up.
“Since we need to be a little careful with you,” she tells me, extricating herself from Dash and Benjamin and stepping close to the mattress before putting one knee next to my hip. “You stay just like that. And I’ll ride you.”
“Fuck,” I say reverently.
This is perfect. Not only did she invite us into her space, but if she takes over and leads things, everyone will fucking relax.
She was the hesitant one about the relationship. She was the one who pulled back and put space between us.
Now she’s back. If she’s the one to tell us what she wants, lead us through this first time of us all actually having sex together, Benjamin and Dash will both feel so much better.
I love her for understanding that and for taking this initiative.
She needs to take this power, and they need her to have this power.
She swings her leg over my hips, settling herself on my thighs, straddling me.
Her hand wraps around my cock, and I move mine out of the way. She gives me a nice long stroke.
“I’m so glad you’re okay,” she says softly.
“I’m feeling great,” I tell her honestly.
“I know you are at the moment,” she tells me, stroking me again. “But if that changes, you also say carrot cake.”
I grin up at her and wrap my hand around hers, making her squeeze me tighter and stroke faster. “The thing is, I fucking love carrot cake.”
She laughs. “What sweet thing do you not love?”
I shake my head. “Exactly. How about I say spinach? I am not a huge fan of spinach.”
She leans over and says, “Perfect,” just before licking over the head of my cock and making my eyes roll back in my head.
After giving me a few swirls of her tongue, and then a firm lick, she moves her sweet pussy up over my cock, rubbing up and down the length and showing me just how wet she already is.