Camden
Ineed to find ways to get Jessica to relax more often because she can be uptight.
Maybe it’s because of me and my lack of action recently.
I don’t know why I’ve been so hesitant recently when it comes to having sex with my wife.
Something about these last couple of days, though, has my body wanting more of her.
The way it felt to be inside of her this morning is one part that I’ve been missing all this time. I need to get better at ensuring her needs are taken care of, then I can focus on my own. I’m really hoping that being here for the week will allow us to get our spark back.
“For the parade later, is there anything I need to do to prepare?” I ask as we lie next to each other.
She normally has this big plan set out for the holidays, so I hope she has everything planned out for today.
“I don’t think so. We can throw out some candy and decorate the campsite, but I just want to chill and watch everyone go by. As I said, we should go with the flow today.”
“We can head outside in a little while and get everything set up the way you want it to. For right now… I could go for another round,” I say with a wink.
A sigh leaves her.
“Not happening. We’re not spring chickens that can just go and go. My lady bits need a break every so often. If you’re lucky, then maybe later.”
“Whatever you say, Love. We can just chill until it’s time for us to go get decorating.”
She immediately turns back over and heads back to sleep.
I know last night it was a bit of an adjustment getting cozy on these mattresses, but we made it work.
Neither of us got a full eight hours of sleep, so taking advantage of the time now is going to be important.
As I lay here, I look up more information about the Fourth of July festivities that happen here at Ironcliff Falls, when I’m met with some odd stories as I go down a rabbit hole.
A couple attended last year, and it was a normal experience when they first arrived.
When it came time to go to the bonfire, that’s when everything changed.
The report shows there were some questionable activities that went down when everyone got together.
There’s a report of two deaths that they witnessed firsthand.
A direct statement from the wife was listed.
“It was wild. There were two people who intentionally lit themselves on fire and ended up burning alive. I don’t know what made them do it, but it’s like a switch flipped in their brain.”
What the fuck.
I continue to scroll through social media and see similar stories from past years of different deaths that have occurred at the campground.
It’s so weird that this was never reported on by the news or the campground itself.
Maybe they like luring people in, having them act wild, and harming one another.
We probably need to be cautious when it comes to the festivities later in the day. I want to wake Jessica up and let her know what I found, but I don’t want to worry her. It’s possible we won’t have these experiences while we’re here.
Wishful thinking, right?
She looks so peaceful with her baby snores that are coming out of her mouth.
I know if I drop this news, she’s going to want to hop right out of here, which could put our relationship in harm’s way.
Being here is supposed to be a step in the right direction for us, so if we leave, I’m not sure if we can sustain us the way we should.
I could tell her before we go later tonight, or I can keep her away altogether. For now, I’ll just fall back asleep with her.