Chapter 32 – Lana
I t’s been five days since I last talked to Kai. I’ve been staying with Liam. I don’t really understand what changed. Liam took me to his house that night and I just never left.
I know, I can’t avoid Kai forever and he does deserve an explanation. He deserves to know a lot. How I felt when I was with Blake. If we’re ever going to make things work, this is how it has to be. I do enjoy my time with Liam too, don’t get me wrong.
There’s just something about Kai. I’m drawn to him like a moth to a flame. I just hope that our talk tonight, will be good. I don’t want to lose Kai either, as a friend or as a lover. Both options are good.
I briefly wake up, I roll over onto my stomach, clutch my pillow and I bring one of my legs up close to my chest and I have my other one laying straight out. This is the comfiest position to sleep in, in my honest to God opinion.
I’m pretty sure I fell asleep like this in no time flat after adjusting. I’m still groggy when I feel my body tingling. I open my eyes and look up to see the covers bulging.
I sit up as best as I can. I feel hands squeeze my legs. I lift the covers and see Liam eating out my pussy. He pulls back for a second. “Good morning, baby.” He rolls me over onto my back and tugs me down to him.
I moan at the sight. He woke me up by eating me out? That’s a first and a good way to wake up. My pussy is throbbing, in a good way. I spread my legs. He gets back to it.
Flicking my clit in little circles with his tongue. I wrap my arms around my waist and bury my face in my pillow. He pinches my clit with his fingers. “I want to hear those beautiful sounds come out of your mouth.”
I bite my lip and turn my head away from my pillow. He clamps down on my clit, causing me to pant as I start to see stars. He lets go of my pussy and shoves his tongue inside of me. He tongue fucks me.
He has a tight grip on my thighs. I start to ride his face. He spells my name with his tongue. I gasp at the sensation. He loosens his grip on my thighs to slide his hands underneath my ass to lift my body closer.
It feels so good. I feel the orgasm building. He knows it too. He starts flicking my clit with his tongue again. He wastes no time, and shoves two fingers in and starts pumping them in and out.
I grind faster. He matches my pace and the sensation is almost too much. I feel my legs tighten. “Come.” He purrs against my clit. The word enough has me falling over the edge. I cum hard into his mouth. He lets go of my ass and holds my stomach with one hand as he laps up all of my juices.
Once I come off the high of my orgasm, he pulls away. “Best breakfast I’ve ever had.” He licks his lips and kisses my inner thighs. He gets out of bed. I’m in pure bliss after that. My whole body shudders from the amount of oxytocin that just exited my body.
Liam pulls on his boxers and a t-shirt. “Do you want to rehearse our lines before we head to the studio today for another production day?” I sit up and pull the cover to my chest. “I think we have the chemistry part down.” He turns around and smirks at me.
He walks back to the bed and pulls the covers off of me. I gasp from the sudden coldness. He puts his hands on my back and pulls me to the edge of the bed. He grabs my hair, tilting my hair back. “You’re not wrong.”
He kisses my neck and then he flicks each nipple with his tongue. I close my eyes. He grabs my hand and guides me to my clit. He flicks my earlobe with his tongue. “Pleasure yourself in front of me.”
I bite my lip. I haven’t ever done this before. Not even in front of Blake. “Does my little actress need help?” He sucks a nipple into his mouth. I let out a labored breath. I start to circle my clit.
He tugs on the nipple with his teeth and lets go. He pulls back to watch me. He loosens up his hold on my hair. I meet his eyes. I start to slow down on circling my clit.
He looks down at my hand. “Faster, Lana.” My breath hitches. I start rubbing my clit harder. I start moaning. He moves my hair to the side and kisses and licks my neck. “Insert a finger.” He tells me.
I love that he’s directing me. Telling me how to pleasure myself. I insert a finger and I start pumping it in and out. My pussy making a squelching noise from how wet I am. He sucks my earlobe into his mouth.
“Flick your clit with your thumb.” I start to do it, but it feels not enough. He sees it and places his thumb over mine. I gasp at the change of pressure.
“Push harder, Lana. Abuse that pretty little cunt.” I gasp at the sudden loss of his hand. But I apply more pressure and I start panting and grinding on my own hand. “Mmmmm, good girl.” He praises me.
I insert another finger and start pumping in and out a little faster. He watches intently. He gets down on his knees in front of my cunt. He looks up at me. “Now, curl your fingers in.” He makes a motion with his hand. I do that and can feel myself hit a spot on my wall that makes me moan out.
He licks his lips. “Get yourself as close as you can and I’ll force the orgasm out. You taste so fucking good, baby, I want your juices in my mouth again.” I nod. I close my eyes and once I feel lighter, I know I’m close.
My breaths become more and more labored the closer I get. My legs start to shake. “Now.” I pull my hand away. He grabs my wrist and sucks my juices off my fingers. I moan.
He pops my fingers out of his mouth and then he’s on my pussy in no time. Sucking my clit and flicking it with his tongue. I grab his hair and grind. I scream out his name as I squirt harder than last time. He moans against my pussy as he licks me relentlessly to clean me up.
He pulls away after the orgasm passes. “Get dressed, baby, or we aren’t ever leaving this house.” He flicks my nipples with his fingers and gets up. “You should consider getting your nipples pierced by the way. You have the perfect nipples for it.” He says.
I bite my lip. I’ve never heard that before. I get up and dress in my black tank top, fishnets and ripped grey shorts. I grab my boots and lace them up. Liam grabs a flannel out of his closet. This one is yellow.
It’s oddly familiar somehow. I try to shake the thoughts away as I put it on. I feel a weird sensation run through me. “You okay?” He pokes his head into the room as I stare at myself in the mirror.
“Yeah. I’m fine.” I smile at him. He smiles back and then we head out to his car.
Nothing really happened at production. Finn was having too much fun talking us into doing improv exercises and stuff. I also ended up wearing a completely different style for Cassie that oddly enough, made me feel comfortable.
Liam comes up behind me in my trailer as I’m changing back into my clothes. He wraps his arms around my waist. “You’re so beautiful.” He kisses my neck. I smile. Liam is constantly showering me in compliments. My smile drops when I remember we will be at Midnight Mayhem tonight.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” I meet his eyes in the mirror. “I need to talk to Kai tonight.” I mention. He looks at me confused. “Kai? What about him?” I avert my eyes. “So, I know we haven’t talked much about it since the night you brought me home, but I was supposed to choose between you and him.”
He turns me around and pins me with his arms at the vanity. “You’re joking.” His sudden change in tone makes me flinch. “I’m not.” His eyes flicker. A chill goes down my spine at the sight.
“He lost his chance, Lana.” He holds my gaze. He presses in. “I will handle him. I’ll make sure he knows not to touch what’s mine ever again.” I shudder. “Liam. Kai deserves to hear me out.” His gaze turns cold.
He pushes back away from me. “Let me know when you’re ready to go.” He slams my trailer door as he leaves. My heart begins to race. What just happened? My hands start to shake. I don’t know how to properly react to what just transpired. I try not to think too much of it.
I pull on my flannel and another feeling passes through me. The familiarity is back. I take in a shaky breath and clutch the flannel around me. I don’t know what this feeling is, but it’s comforting me at this current moment.
I look at myself one more time. Time to face Kai. I need him to know everything. It’s time.
The car ride to Midnight Mayhem was awkward. Silence stayed between us the whole time. I felt the tension like a rubber band about to snap. Towards the end of the ride, he put his hand on my thigh but it hurts. He put too much pressure on my leg.
I decided not to say anything. I don’t know how he’d react. I look out the window, so I don’t have to look at Liam. I don’t know what came over him, but something changed. It doesn’t feel right.
Once we make it to Midnight Mayhem, Liam gets out of the car as soon as we’re in park. He doesn’t say a single word to me. He slams his door, walks around and opens my door.
I get out and he pulls me out of the way, slams my door and then pins me in. I flinch. “I love you, Lana. I hope that you choose me. I don’t want anything to happen to you.” The tone in his voice is so ominous it’s freaking me out.
“What are you talking about?” I ask, unsure what he’s fully talking about. “Kai. He’s dangerous, Lana. I don’t want you around him.” He cups my cheek. “I don’t want to see you get hurt.” He leans in close to my ear.
My chest rises and falls with each breath I take.
“Kai wouldn’t hurt me.” I say, cautiously.
“Tell that to Tina.” He pulls back from me.
“Tina? What does she have to do with anything?” I follow him to his trailer.
“He hurt her. Raped her, Lana. Threatened to kill her. Why do you think she was always around him?”
He turns around and looks at me. I watch his expressions carefully. I don’t know when Liam is lying. I can’t tell. I have a gut feeling though, and I know that’s not wrong. “You’re lying.” I say, confidently.