Chapter 46
ANASTASIA
Pendejo
I’m so sorry.
Baby, where are you right now?
Pendejo
I know you’re mad.
I know you hate me right now, but please talk to me.
Pendejo
Vorona, please.
Bestie
Bestie! You, Me, farmers market! we have a date
Even Roman wants to join us
Barbie
Coffee today? Haven’t seen you in class
At least tell me you’re alive
Barbie
You don’t even have to talk, just send a or something
Code Gremlin
So I think I found more info, need your help though
I’m two seconds from showing up at your dorm with food and dragging you out
Bestie
Soooo… did you die or just forget I exist?
Bestie..please answer us
Code Gremlin
If you’re hiding from me, you’re doing a terrible job
Bestie
No, seriously, I’m starting to get worried
If you don’t answer me by tomorrow, I’m pulling the fire alarm in the building
Pendejo
Nastasya.
You’ve been ignoring me for a week.
Bestie
Princess
It’s me, you can talk to me
Barbie
Please don’t shut us out
Let us help please
Code Gremlin
We’re here for you Stass
Anything you need
Just let us know you’re ok
Pendejo
If you’re trying to punish me, fine, but at least let me know you’re safe.
You have no idea what’s going through my head right now.
Unknown
I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from right now
But I need to know you’re okay
Pendejo
I’m sorry.
That day is the biggest regret of my life.
The moment I found you…
Please talk to me. I need to know you’re ok.
Unknown
I’m still your friend, Stass. That hasn’t changed
Roman
Anastasia.
He didn’t know you were going to be there that day. He didn’t know who he was.
None of us knew. We were just given a name.
My brother…
My brother cares deeply for you. He loves you, even if he hasn’t said it yet, he does.
Finding you in that wreckage broke something in him.
I know you’ve just been handed a bomb. But all I ask is that you give him a chance. Hear him out.
They knew. All three of them knew. And they let me get close to him. They let me get close to them. Let me tear my walls down, make myself vulnerable again. Let me fall in love with him.
They are the reason for all of it. They let me believe Thoren was dead. He let me believe he was dead. After I opened up to him. Told him all my fears, everything I’ve been through. And he sat there, knowing he was a playing accomplice in my own downfall.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
I love him.