Chapter 13 Jahmir
THIRTEEN
JAHMIR
Song: Omarion- I’m Tryna
Two weeks had gone by since I last touched Tatiyonna.
Besides my usual morning text, Apple pays for lunch and her weekly flowers, I had kept my distance.
My soul craved to be around her, but my heart was guarded.
Her mind was made up the moment she put that ring back on her finger.
There was a side of me that wanted to compete with that nigga, but it was no fun when I knew I could win.
“You’re sad,” my sister, Lonni, nudged me.
We were dropping the twins off for their first day of school. Just seeing them sitting at their desk and making friends already made my day. They had been through a lot, and I hoped that one day they would realize that they were surrounded by love from me and their auntie.
“Nah, I’m a proud uncle though.”
“How about you take your little sister to breakfast?”
“Bring your ass on,” I told her as we exited the classroom.
We were now seated at the pancake house since that’s what Lonni had a taste for. My appetite would come and go, so I only ordered a no-carb breakfast with an orange juice.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself for eight hours without the twins. Maybe I can go and find a job or something.”
I glared at her. It wasn’t that I didn’t want her to work, but I didn’t need her to be overwhelmed while taking care of the twins. It didn’t take much for her.
“How about school?” I told her as my phone went off.
My baby: How was the drop off?
Me: It went good. Of course, Reign was introducing her and her brother.
My baby: Little Miss Bossy. That’s my girl. I love how protective she is of her brother.
Me: Yeah
My baby: Are you okay? You haven’t been yourself lately.
Me: We good.
“Damn, I can’t even get a conversation out of my brother because you’re always on that phone. You got a thing for her, huh?”
“Sis, it’s well past a thing at this point. Shit between us is so deep, my whole day be thrown off if we don’t speak.”
“Damn. So, what’s the issue? I can sense a little reluctance in your voice when it comes to her.”
“She’s married.”
Lonni almost spit her juice out. “Now, Jah. You don’t move like that. What the fuck?” She whispered.
“Look, she was separated when we got involved. I just recently found out she was going to marriage counseling with the nigga. So, I’ve been trying to wean her out of my system.”
“That’s some deep shit. No wonder you’ve been in la-la land. What do you plan on doing?”
“Hold that thought,” I told Lonni.
Tatiyonna walked in with Detective Cole. I was putting two and two together now. He always spoke of how proud he was of his daughter and how successful she was. The resemblance between the two was evident. I waited until they were seated before I headed their way.
“Old man, what’s going on?” I greeted Detective Cole.
“Ah man, what’s good?” he got up to dap me up. “You’re not at the gun range this time, which means you’re levelheaded.” He raised his eyebrow.
“Yeah, for right now,” I stared at Tatiyonna.
“Oh, this is my precious daughter Tatiyonna.”
“Nice to meet you.” I held my hand out.
My jaw clenched when she reached out, and she had that nigga ring on. She caught on and shook my hand quickly.
“You want to join us?” Her dad asked.
“Oh, no! I have my sister at another table. I noticed you and wanted to come and speak. Listen, Tatiyonna, your dad saved me back in the day. You should let him tell you the story. I was a wild boy. Y’all enjoy your breakfast.”
When I made it back to the table, Lonni’s ass had a smile on her face.
“Ms. Muthafuckin’ Cole got your nose wide open.”
“Who said that?” I asked.
“Nigga, the way you got up from this table when she walked in told me all I needed to know. Y’all kinda cute together, though.”
“Shut up,” I told, as I paid the bill.
I let another week go by to make sure the twins had acclimated to school well before I booked a trip. When the tickets were secured, I picked up the phone and called Tatiyonna.
“Hey, I was just about to text you.”
I cut straight to the point. “You remember that trip you owe me. Just me and you and no distractions?”
“Umm, I guess.”
“Pack your shit, and I’ll be there to get you in the morning.”
“Wait, I can’t just drop shit when you want me to. I have to plan and move things around.”
“Move it around then. You asked me last week if I was okay? I’m not, and I want to talk about it out of the country.”
“Like, how am I supposed to pack, Jah? You’re not giving me details.”
“Bikinis, dresses, and no panties. Shit like that. And keep that fucking ring at home.”
“Let me see what I can do,” she told me.
“Tatiyonna, right now, I don’t need you to see what you can. I need you to make this shit happen for me, please.”
“Okay…okay. I’ll be ready.”
“And tell your husband don’t fucking bother you while you’re with me. I need this time with you.”
“I got it, Jah.”
“I’ll text you when I’m on my way to pick you up.” We both ended the call.
I walked into my closet to pack. This was going to be the first time I was going to be vulnerable to any woman.
My heart was telling me to let the shit between Tatiyonna and me be.
Just keep fucking her and staying in my place.
My mind wouldn’t let me keep going on with life like this.
Shit was affecting my mental health, not having her here with me all the time.
The next morning, I was loading my car when Tatiyonna pulled up. She got out with bags like she was about to be gone for weeks.
“I thought I told you I was coming to get you.” I grabbed her bags.
“It’s either I come here and go, or I stay home and don’t go because my husband is questioning my every move. He knows it’s a man, but he doesn’t know who. He’s watching my every move. At this point, he wants to know who it is.”
“I don’t want to fuck up y’all perfect little marriage, so I’ll let you put your car in my garage.”
“Jah, don’t do that,” Tatiyonna said, defeated. “I can go home.”
“Do you want to go home?” I leaned on my car.
“No, I want to be with you.”
“Aight then, park your car in the garage and let’s go before we miss our flight.”
We arrived in Thailand the next day. I knew the flight was going to be long, so I made sure to get the best seats on the plane.
I booked us a private villa with our own butlers and chefs.
I didn’t want to leave the villa much. All I wanted was to spend the time that I had lost with Tatiyonna the last few weeks.
Seeing Tatiyonna’s mouth drop when the driver pulled up gave me satisfaction.
“Jah! What the hell? This is beautiful. All of this space is just for the two of us?”
“Yep, we’ll have a chef come in and cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner. We don’t have to leave and do anything, but I do have some excursions booked. All we have to do is pick up the phone, and they’ll get what you need.”
“Do you see this view?” She dropped her purse and opened the big glass door.
We had an infinity pool that had a view of the mountains. It was secluded, and the next house was down the mountain.
“I don’t even know what to say. What did I do to deserve this?”
“I needed you somewhere quiet so your mind is clear. We both can use the peace. Why not do it together?”
Tatiyonna tiptoed and kissed me on my lips.
I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back.
We hadn’t touched like this in over a month, and I was trying to control myself.
I told myself this trip was going to be more than just sex.
Since it was the evening when we arrived, dinner was already prepared for us.
We both took a quick shower and went out on the balcony to enjoy dinner.
“That orange looks so sexy on your skin,” I told her.
“Thank you,” she blushed. “You look fine as hell yourself.”
“You better watch out. You know I’m easy for you. It doesn’t take much.”
“You easy for me?” Tatiyonna teased the fruit with her mouth.
“It’s been a minute, Tatiyonna and I would hate to fuck you through this glass balcony.”
Tatiyonna wore an orange sheer dress, and she wore an orange bathing suit under it.
It would be nothing to pull that shit to the side and dig that pussy out.
As soon as she stood up, I knew she was challenging what I had just said.
She grabbed my hand and walked me back into the villa.
Tatiyonna stared at me as she got down on her knees.
“Fuck! You sexy as fuck, baby.”
She reached her hand into my linen shorts and pulled my dick out.
A soft kiss was placed on the head of my dick before she opened her mouth and swallowed my dick.
I threw my head back and closed my eyes.
The feelings that I had for her had intensified.
I was a pleaser at heart when I had feelings for someone.
Having Tatiyonna pleasing me had my dick so hard the bitch was hurting.
I pulled my dick out, grabbed her chin to lift her head, and placed the slobbiest kiss on his lips.
“Look what you done started,” I slapped her face with my hard dick. “Get up.”
I scooped her up when she stood up. She started this shit, and I wasn’t trying to go there with her this early.
I sat her on the edge of the counter, running my finger down the side of her bathing suit and pulling it to the side.
I kissed her as I slid into her wetness.
We both gasped in between kisses. Her legs were placed on my shoulders, and we didn’t break eye contact.
“Fuck,” her eyes closed.
“Fuck what, baby?”
“It feels good.”
“You been giving that nigga my pussy?”
“No.”
“Look me in my eyes and tell me.”
“This pussy all yours, Jah.”
“I love you, baby,” I said as I nutted in her.
As my dick continued to jump inside of her, she looked me in my eyes, “I love you too.”