Chapter Eleven Whip
I groan into her mouth and slowly walk us back towards the bed.
This is the first time she has initiated any kind of contact like this since we had that amazing night and morning around Christmas.
I gently lay her on the bed and come up where I am laying on the side of her, with her belly the way it is, I don’t want to do this where I’m on top of her in any way.
“Baby, are you sure? I don’t want you to do something you’re going to regret because you’ve been through a lot.”
She looks up at me and puts her hand on my cheek, “I need you. I need you to help me forget what’s going on for just a little while. I need you to help me get out of my head. Please.”
I nod my head and then lean down and capture her lips and begin to deepen the kiss.
While my hand wanders the curves of her body.
I move down until I come to her panties and I push them to the side and run my finger through her folds.
She is so wet already, I start to play with her clit and her chest arches up off the bed.
I move my mouth from hers and bring it down and proceed to slowly make my way down her jaw and her neck.
While I continue to play with her clit with my thumb and begin to insert one finger into her at first.
I move my way along her breasts and pull one of her nipples into my mouth and as I am giving that nipple attention, I insert a second finger into her glorious pussy.
“Fuuuuuuckk.” She moans and I feel her tightening around my finger already. I continue my assault on her nipple and bite down on it as I insert my third finger stretching her, getting her ready for what’s to come. I feel her clench down on my fingers and she squirts all over my fingers and the bed.
“Fuck, Cooper. I need you inside me. I need you to fuck me and fuck me hard.”
I remove my fingers from inside of her and I move them up to her mouth and let her lick her juices off of my fingers.
Groaning as she takes them and pretends like they are my dick in her mouth, swirling her tongue ring around them.
I remove my fingers from her mouth and stand up to kick off my shoes and my pants.
“Get on all fours, baby.”
She does what I tell her and moves to the center of the bed on all fours. After my pants are off I get up behind her and rub the tip of my cock along her folds.
“Is this what you need, Peyton? You need my big thick cock to fuck you so good you forget what your name is?”
She moans and I watch as her pussy drips more.
“Use your words, beautiful.”
“Yes, fuck me! Fuck me, Cooper! Please!”
I bend my head down so that I can get a taste of that beautiful pink pussy of hers and a taste that is only hers.
I begin to suck and lick like my life depends on making this woman cum.
I feast on her like a starving man, like a man that was caught in a drought and she is the life bringing substance I need to survive.
As soon as I feel her starting to cum again I stand up and ram into her.
As my cock enters her she explodes all over my cock.
I feel it on my thighs and that only prompts me to move and move hard.
“Fuuuuuuuuuuccccccckkkk. YEEEEEESSSSSS!” She moans with her face buried in the bed. I know she’s wanting to try and be quiet even though we are in the basement.
I pound into her, I know my girl likes it rough and I also know that nothing we do is going to hurt the babies.
I checked and I asked doctors because I was worried before I had sex with her the first time.
The girl likes it hard, she likes it fast and sometimes she does want it soft and slow.
But right now I know she wants to get out of her own head.
Is this a good idea for us to be doing this when she is vulnerable, probably not.
She might regret it in the morning. But when she looked at me and begged me to help her forget, I couldn’t say no.
“Fuck, baby, you’re so tight. Your pussy takes my cock so good.”
I can feel that she is close to cumming again so I reach up and begin to pinch and pull her nipples sending her over the edge and I groan my release right along with her.
Not wanting her to fall forward on her belly, I roll over and bring her with me so we are still connected and her back is against my chest.
We don’t say a word, I just hold her. I move to adjust the blankets so we are covered which causes my softening dick to fall out of her and I watch as my cum leaks from her pussy.
Not being able to help myself I push it back inside of her and bring my finger up to her mouth where she makes eye contact with me and takes it.
Cleaning my finger off with her tongue. I then lay back down where I’m still holding her back to my front.
We are now covered up with the blankets and I move one arm under her head and around to have my hand rest on her chest, then my other hand moves so it rests on our children she is carrying.
Finally I hear her breathing even out and I kiss her head and nuzzle my face into the back of her head.
It isn’t long before I fall asleep, holding everything precious to me in my arms.
I feel at peace and I feel at home. I know that we can help each other through all of this.
This horrible thing that happened, we will all get through it together.
I wake up to the door opening and have no idea what time it is or who the hell is just coming into the room.
When I look over I make eye contact with Knox.
He makes eye contact with me and then looks at Peyton and I feel her shudder, so I know she’s awake now too.
She hasn’t pulled away from me and I’m going to take that.
Knox begins to kick his boots off and places his cut on the other chair in the room.
He then strips down until he is also naked and climbs into bed on the opposite side of Peyton.
“Oh baby, I’m so sorry.” He whispers.
Peyton moves a little then so she can put her arms around Knox. I move my hand from around her belly, but keep the one that is on her tit. He scoots closer and we are sandwiching her in a beautiful hug. He gets as close as he can with her belly in between them.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t be here sooner. I’m sorry all this is happening. We are going to get through this. All of us are going to get through this together. Cooper and I, we aren’t going anywhere.”
He bends down and kisses her before resting his forehead on hers.
She lets out a sob and lays her head in his chest, crying.
He puts his chin on her head and looks at me.
“Thank you.” He mouths to me and I nod my head.
This is where I need to be. All my doubts and all the bullshit in my head don’t matter.
Peyton is worth everything and I’m going to do everything in my power to prove to her that I am here for her.
That what we’ve had is more than sex, that we are part of this weird three souls that were meant to find each other.
I’m going to make her see that I fucked up because I was scared.
Scared that I would rub my dirt all over her that I would impact her with all the terrible shit I’ve been through.
I thought that I wasn’t good enough to be a part of the family that took me on when I needed it.
That fed me, housed me and clothed me when my family tortured me.
The family that would keep me at their home most nights instead of sending me back to that hell hole and when I was finally old enough they took my brother and myself in and gave us a home and a family.
I didn’t think I deserved her, but now I think that I need to become the man that deserves her.
I know that Knox and I are going to help her through this time, this grief and we will move forward together.
She just needs to accept that picture. What happened between us last night was something I treasure, she leaned on me for support and to help relieve some of her pain, but I know with how everything is going with her it does not mean that she is ready to accept this.
She knows that Knox is only fine with me touching her and she used that.
For now I can accept that. But she has another thing coming if she thinks that is all this will ever be.
She’s my ol’ lady and I’m going to make sure she knows she’s been claimed.