Chapter 18 #2
“Is that right?” I grinned up at her, loving this confident version of Faelan, and then moaned as she rocked against me. I was already rock hard, needing desperately to be buried inside her, but for now I was going to let her set the pace. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt her in any way.
I groaned as she shimmied down my body and took my cock in her mouth, as I hadn’t been expecting that. Plus, I liked to be the one to serve, but the way she licked me was enough to have all the thoughts in my brain short-circuit. All I could do was feel.
Her breath, hot against my skin.
Her hands, gently brushing my hard length.
Her hair, tickling my thighs as she sucked me deep.
Hot, wet, languorous.
My hips bucked and my eyes flew open as I realized I was dangerously close to coming already, and I didn’t want that.
Not yet.
No, I wanted to savor this first with sweet Faelan, making sure all her needs were met, watching her bloom for me like the flower she was. Gripping her shoulders, I gently eased her back, laughing at the frustrated look that crossed her face.
“Easy, love, or this will be over before you know it.”
“Really?” A delighted look crossed her face and I chuckled, pulling her up my body again so I could kiss her some more. Idly I ran my hands softly down her side, enjoying her soft curves, her rounded bum, her muscular arms.
“Have I told you how incredible you are, Faelan?” I murmured against her lips, licking into her mouth, loving the feel of her breasts squished against my chest. My cock twitched between her legs, desperately wanting release, but I forced myself to slow everything down.
It was time to savor.
“Possibly, but I think it’s best I hear it again.”
“Incredible,” I said, turning my head to nibble at her earlobe. When she shivered, I kissed the silky softness at her neck, lightly scraping my teeth over her skin. “Moody soulful eyes. Lips made for a man’s.”
Faelan trembled against me as I continued my lazy perusal down her body, my lips finding her breasts once more. She arched back, still straddling me, and my cock leapt to attention, already doing a happy dance. Instead, I slid it against her wet heat, and her mouth rounded as she rocked against me.
Not yet, but soon.
I turned my attention to her breasts, needing to memorize them, the feel of them in my palms. Tracing my hands over her nipples, I thumbed their stiff peaks, while licking the underside of her breast, laughing against her skin as she jerked against me.
“Is that a favorite spot then?”
“I didn’t know it, but it might be.” Faelan’s voice held a note of awe as I spent more time licking and suckling every inch of both breasts until she was eagerly rocking against me, a thin keen of frustration coming from her lips.
“Have we found the spot then?”
“Bloody hell, Luch, but I need … I need.” Faelan dropped her forehead to mine, and I grinned against her lips as I brought one hand up between our legs. Reaching for her, I slid a flat palm against her, and she cried out into my mouth as I gently took her over the edge.
“Oh, yes, yes, yes,” Faelan moaned into my mouth, her hips rocking so hard as she came that I almost followed suit.
“Bloody hell,” I growled against her lips and lifted her, needing to be inside her as much as I needed my next breath. “Contraception?”
“I’ve got the coil,” Faelan breathed against my lips. “Testing?”
“All clear.”
“Me too.”
That conversation out of the way, we kissed deeply as I lowered her gently onto me, my eyes almost rolling back in my head as I was enveloped by her tight, wet heat.
“Damn it, Luch. This is so good,” Faelan whispered against my lips and then she arched backward, changing the angle. Her thighs gripped my side, and she piled her hair on top of her head, and helpless not to, I ran my hands up her body until I could cup her breasts.
“You’re magnificent, Faelan. A fucking goddess,” I moaned as she began to move, her hips rocketing forward. I could only feel as she rode me like she was running away from the law.
Hot waves of desire poured through me, and my vision pinpointed to only her.
This was it.
There was only Faelan.
Something feral broke inside me, and I growled again and roared as I came, bucking into her as she rocked against me, pulling her tight against me.
Her teeth sunk into my shoulder, muffling her cry, but I needed it all from her.
Over and over I thrust up, crying out as she met me, and when she clenched around me, throwing her head back with a silent scream, I found oblivion.
I poured myself into her, holding tight, and dropped my head to her neck, nipping gently at the skin there.
I wanted to mark her, to claim her as my own, but she had enough bruises on her delicate skin already.
Instead I pressed soft kisses into her skin, slick with a soft sheen of sweat, and laughed when she tugged my hair to pull my head back to look at her.
“That was …” Faelan paused, looking for words.
“Incredible?”
“Something more than that. I’d come up with a better descriptor, but I can’t think straight.”
“I’ll consider that a job well done then.”
“Hey now, I get to pat myself on the back too. You weren’t the only one doing the work here.”
“Not this time, no. But the next time? Och, that’ll be all me, darling.”
“Next time?” Faelan blinked at me as I rolled, still inside her, and her eyes widened as she felt me harden again. “Och, recover quickly do you then?”
“It seems you have the magick touch.”
At that she laughed, but then her eyes clouded briefly.
“Luch … do you—”
“Shhh.” I thrust lightly into her, and she blinked, her mouth forming a little O of surprise. “That’s for another time. Just feel, Faelan. Feel what I feel.”
I couldn’t say it.
Not yet.
My life was now splintered, into “Before Faelan” and “After Faelan.”
It was too soon, but I already knew.
This was love.
And there would be no other for me.