9. Chapter 9
Jinny
T he face on him tears my heart out. This man is full of hurt.
Here we are, having a normal conversation, and he feels inferior to me.
It’s sad. He doesn’t deserve to feel like this.
Whatever happened to him, whoever broke him, should pay.
And I’d give anything to find out who or what it was, but I know from experience that it isn’t easy to share that deep pain.
So, I do the next best thing. His lap is open, and I slide my knees over his thighs, straddling him.
My hands cup his face. “You are a noble man, Led. No matter what happened yesterday or whatever it is that you’re holding inside, you are noble.
Nobody works harder for their family than you do.
Nobody puts other people’s needs ahead of their own like you do. ”
His eyes search mine. He doesn’t believe me.
I kiss his lips. He kisses me back. Our skin glides over and over with wet and the heat from the steam.
He’s so vulnerable it’s intoxicating. I’ve never been with a man like this.
He’s strong, smart, hard-working, but there is a layer of him that I find most intriguing.
He’s like a little boy deep down, so innocent, so fragile, and yet the hard exterior hides that.
But I can see through it, and I like it that way.
It’s crazy to admit, but my heart still holds a torch for this man.
When we were young, he had the same qualities, and I liked it then just as much as I like it now.
His voice is husky. “You see me much differently than others do.”
“That’s because you’re looking at yourself through a blurred lens.” I kiss his lips. “But you’ll fix that. You’ll see.”
I search his eyes. I can feel his growing erection under me.
There is no point in him trying to hide it and I’d expect it, since I’m sitting on top of him, wearing my sexiest bathing suit.
Being in his presence makes me want him so badly.
Even more so than last night. He’s the first man to look at me like this.
Like he’s got nothing to give but yet he has everything to give, he just doesn’t know it yet.
I want to kiss away his demons. My tongue finds his and he kisses me so deeply it almost makes my heart burst. His fingers glide up my back, to the straps, and he pulls my bathing suit down, exposing my breasts.
He whispers through kisses. “You are painfully beautiful, Jinny.”
I smile against his lips. “Flattery will get you everywhere.”
As I stand up to slip out of my bathing suit, I pull his shorts down, exposing his gorgeous, engorged cock.
It’s so perfect that I have to talk myself out of pleasuring him with my mouth again.
Variety is the spice of life, as they say.
Instead, I impale myself with him, gasping as he fills me to the hilt.
We move in unison, fucking like we’re starved for each other.
His lips on my breasts brings me close to the edge fast, and I cry out, letting myself go, coming all over his cock as he continues to move with me, pumping faster.
His thumb finds my clit and I start to mewl, feeling so much desire for this man, it’s unnerving.
His lips are beautiful. So full, so wet, and always hungry to touch my skin.
Broad shoulders, six pack abs, biceps just big enough to embrace me, yet small enough to be adequately kept secret under his shirt.
Sexy. Led is sex in a suit. And now he’s naked and under me, and his even more perfect cock is inside me, touching every hungry spot.
As I feel myself climbing again, tightening around him, he quickly pulls out and expertly rubs his impossibly hard cock against my clit, making me come with him, as his seed spurts out, all over his and my belly.
“God, you are a fucking goddesssss.” He breathes as the final helping of his come is delivered.
“We’re dangerous together, baby.”
“You can say that again.”
“We’re dangerous together, baby.”
He chuckles.
“Let’s go take a shower and hop back into the pool.”
“You’re insatiable. Do you ever get tired?”
I frown. “Of arrogance and negativity, but never of anything fun.” I step off him, not bothering to pick up my bathing suit. He follows me, equally naked, as we walk to the shower and wash off. “Do you want to do some skinny dipping?”
He looks around. “You’re sure the neighbors won’t see anything?”
“Not a thing.”
“Well, what if someone uses that code of yours and comes by without notice?”
“Everyone that I know of gives me a heads up, usually. And it’s too late for anyone at this point.”
He lifts a finger, but his eyes are dancing. “If anyone in the media catches us, I’ll sue you.”
My eyes bulge. “Pulllease! Like I ever have anyone like that camped out on my front porch! I’m not you, you know! Besides, nobody saw you coming here, did they?”
“I don’t have the media following me at any rate. I was just kidding.”
I slap his delicious ass, prompting him to chase me into the pool.
We both jump in and chase each other around and around.
We’re making so much noise and laughing like children that we don’t hear someone approach.
When we come up for air, I see none other than my own mother sitting inside the gazebo.
“Mom!” I laugh out loud. “What the fuck are you doing here!”
“Oh....shit.” Led laughs nervously. “I told you!”
Mom waves. “It’s okay. Nothing I haven’t seen before.”
“What are you doing here?” I ask again.
“I was in the neighborhood and thought that I’d stop by. I’m going to the travel agent tomorrow, so I thought we could chew the fat on Cabo.”
“Oh, okay.”
“Um...would you mind...grabbing my shorts out of the sauna there, please?” Led asks sheepishly.
“It’s nice to see you again, Led.” Mom comments. “Although I never thought I would see this much of you.”
I laugh. “Mom. Seriously. Go get our suits from the sauna.”
“Alright, fine.” She rises, barefoot and all. “You two didn't just do the deed in the pool, did you. Because I was going to go for a swim.”
I pretend that her question is rhetorical, as she hands us both our bathing suits, and has the grace to turn around, so that we can put them on.
Led looks like he'd rather be anyplace else than here.
But, I'm so used to my mom, this doesn't bother me one bit.
We've both caught each other in the act more than once, and we're just grown up about it.
“I think I'll head back inside and change.” Led says.
Mom pipes up. “There’s no need. I should have called first. I knew you were home because I tracked you, but I didn't know that you had company. And I intruded. So, I apologize for that.”
“It’s okay, mom. We've already been swimming enough.”
Both Led and I get out of the pool. I grab two towels from the pool house, and hand him one.
After I squeeze out my hair and dab myself sufficiently dry, we go back inside the house, while my mother undresses behind us, completely oblivious to the fact that all we have to do is turn around to see her naked.
But that's mom. “I...I’m...sorry about that. If you ever wonder where I get my spontaneity from...” I trail off.
Led waves. “It was a little close, I'll admit. But it could have been worse.”
I'm teasing. “Are you sure? Because my mom just stripped down, buck naked.”
He shakes his head, smiling. “I don't seem to recall your mother being quite so reckless when we were kids.”
“She hides it well.” I gesture with my chin to the bathroom. “Feel free to use the shower if you like. I'll probably go into the pool again later, against my better judgment.”
“Actually, I think I'll just get dressed and head home.”
“That’s what I would have done in your shoes.
But know that there is nothing to be embarrassed about here, Led.
My mother wouldn't judge a soul, and there are so many secrets that woman will take to the grave, that you never have to worry that she'd breathe a word about anything that happened here tonight.”
“I’m glad to hear that you get your integrity from somewhere. But all the same, there is a reason for everything, I believe. I think maybe you misread your mother some, to be honest. Someone showing up like that, unannounced, in my book, is a sign of trouble.”
I counter. “If my mother had something important to talk to me about, she would be the first to say that she needed to speak to me in private. This is just the way that I have been raised. There are no closed doors in my life, Led. Remember that.”
His expression is unreadable. Dark. “That’s strange, because in my life, most doors are closed.”
“It’s a shame.” I take a step towards him, placing a hand on his chest. “I really hope that someday you'll be able to enjoy the pleasure of being free with your thoughts, free with your past, and free with your secrets.”
“Maybe someday I might. But not today.”
There's a distinct feeling of disconnection between us.
Like something is driving a wedge in the gap between his body and mine.
I know it's not all about my mother's impromptu visit.
There is still something deep in this man's soul that bothers him greatly.
And I've learned through the years that there is no use trying to force somebody to let go of their demons.
Most people will let go when they're good and ready.
I was an exception. The difference with me is that the connection and the love that my mother and I have for one another was strong enough. Not everybody can be so lucky.
“Do you mind getting my clothes out of the pool house? I don't exactly want to interrupt your mother's skinny dipping.”
I lift a finger, eyes dancing. “For the record, my mother isn't skinny dipping. That would be weird.”