Chapter 9
Chapter Nine
Fiona
I don’t know if this is a good idea.
I see the dark look in his eyes, like he is going to end up doing something to me, but I have no idea what is going to come from it. It’s kind of scary if I’m being completely honest because I have never done this before but it’s like he has taken something over inside of me and is wanting to do a lot more. I don’t know if it is going to be a good idea, but it is making me long for him to be inside of me.
I know Dad might try to murder us, but I don’t care.
I don’t want to wait.
I know it is my wolf pushing me forward, longing to be with my mate but I don’t care about it there. I just wish to be closer to him and his wolf, and I want to be one with him. I don’t know if it is going to be a good idea but it’s pretty clear that it’s going to be a dangerous game that’ll be a hit or miss.
I don’t know if I can just accept him.
Can I want him?
I don’t know.
I know what I long for and I continue to ache for every part of him. He had released himself from the confinements of his pants when he was eating me out, jerking himself off in the process. It was a little scary and I can say that I didn’t know what I was going to do when I saw the sheer size of him. I have never seen something that big.
“I will be gentle.” He promises me, probably seeing the fear on my face when I realize that I’m going to be taking all of that inside of me, “I am pretty big, but I can promise you that it’ll only hurt for a moment. If you want to stop, just let me know.”
I know he is giving me the options, but I don’t want it to ever stop. I just want to be tempted to do a lot more with him, I want to be completely his.
Lucian rises to his feet, stripping off the rest of his clothes. If I was intimidated while he was dressed, I am more intimidated by his naked self. He is extremely muscular, showed off even by his naked body. There are scars on his body as well, but the most intimidating part is the appendage that is protruding from his body.
I’m tempted to draw closer, wanting to be one with him but I have no idea what is going to end up coming from it. Hesitantly reaching out, I wrap my hand around the sheer length of him, clearing my throat because it is like nothing I have ever experienced before. It’s beautiful and big, throbbing almost and it makes my heart skip a beat.
Oh wow, what is he going to do to me?
I don’t even know what is going to end up coming from it.
Licking my bottom lip, I hesitantly stroke his length, the temptation for a lot more. I have no clue what is going to come from it but the sheer look of pleasure on his face is enough to make me ache for a lot more.
“Is this okay?” I ask him finally, trying to not do too much, “Do you like this?”
His eyes flash and his lips curve into a beautiful smile, “of course I do. Your hand is perfect.”
He moves on top of me, his length brushing against my belly. My heart is pounding in my chest as his lips meet mine, kissing me like it is the last thing that he is going to do. It’s like nothing I have ever felt before, wrapping my arms around him. The feel of his body was enough to drive me crazy, longing for him to be closer but I have no idea what is going to come from it. I don’t know what is going to happen but all I can think about is going to happen.
“Do you want me to be slow or quick?” He asks me gently, a tiny smile on his face.
“Quick, I want you inside of me.” I whisper huskily, hoping that we’re going to do a lot more, “Please…”
I don’t know how I’m begging him right now, but I’m tempted to do a lot more. It’s like nothing I have felt before and as he presses against my entrance; it makes my heart skip a beat almost. The craving inside of me is tempted to do more but as he presses inside of me, the sheer size of his cock is enough to make me crave a lot more.
“It’s so big.” I whimper, just clinging to him, no doubt leaving marks on his shoulders, “please, Lucian.”
His lips are pressing against mine, his tongue dancing with mine as he is distracting me. He is gently thrusting inside of me, making me feel like I’m going to go nuts. I have no idea what I’m going to do here, just needing to get closer to him before it ends up biting me in the butt. It’s not too painful but it’s also too much at the same time, my body trembling as I’m trying to hold back.
Oh crap, what is he doing to me?
After what feels like forever, he is finally buried deep inside of me.
“You’re so tight.” He groans against my lips, “Are you okay?”
“I’m okay.” I assure him, my entire body trembling as I am falling into the temptation that is him, “You can start moving.”
I don’t know if it was a good idea to basically beg him for this, but he must have decided that he didn’t want to wait.
He starts to move inside of me, the slick sounds of our bodies connecting like music to my ears. Nervous whimpers pass through my lips as I cling to him, scared about what was going to happen next but I have no idea what is going to come from it. He is holding back but also not enough at the same time, slamming deep within me.
“Right there.” I mewl, my entire body feeling like it has come to life, “oh, Lucian, right there. It feels good. I don’t…”
He really is moving inside of me, his hips connecting with mine and driving me crazy at the same time. I have no idea what was going to happen, but I just held onto him, accepting him. He keeps pressing against this one spot inside of me that is making me feel weird, my heart almost skipping a beat. It is a beautiful feeling, his cock slamming inside of me, brushing against my womb.
I feel like we’re one.
That he is mine.
That he is going to claim me.
Feeling a little bold, I turn my head and I bite his neck, marking him as mine. He growls and if possible, grows even bigger inside of me. He is slamming inside of me, the sheer force of his thrusts sending the bed straight into the wall. It’s like nothing I have felt before, the adrenaline coursing through my veins that is enough to drive me crazy. I know it might not be a good idea but I’m trying to keep him at a distance, worried about what’ll end up coming next. I have no idea if this is a good idea, but I wrap my legs around him.
Be damned the consequences.
“You’re mine.” He growls lowly in my ear, sending an electric current through my body, “I want the whole world to know you are mine. I don’t care who has a problem with it, they can kiss my ass.”
His words make me smile and I know I’m just completely at his mercy now. His lips meet mine once again in a wild kiss that shocks me straight to my core. It is like nothing I have ever felt before, and I would never dare to feel it again because all I can think about is how much more I ache for it.
I long for him.
How I need him to be closer to me.
“I think I’m going to cum.” I whimper needily against his lips, the pleasure almost too much right now, “Lucian, I’m…”
I’m done for.
The orgasm rips right through my body, sending a wave of intense pleasure through me that is enough to knock me down. It’s like nothing I have ever felt before in my entire life as I clamp down on his length, forcing everything from him. He curses under his breath, holding me close as I should have known this would be a dangerous game. An ache fills me on the inside, and I know there’s only so much that I’m going to be able to do now.
Thrusting deep within me, I could feel the throbbing of his cock, enough to make me tempted for a lot more. I don’t know what he is going to do to me but it’s like everything is screaming inside of me for so much more. With one smooth thrust, he slams deep within me, and I feel the thrum of his cock filling me to the brim with his seed.
I should have been mortified. How dare he burst inside of me like that?
Of course, though, all I can do is hold on and hope for a lot more when it comes to wanting Lucian and I know he is the only one who I want to remain by my side.
I just keep hoping and praying that this won’t bite us both in the butt.