Chapter 37
Ryan
Iam not a perfect man, but God I want to be. Just for my Ishika.
A thousand unsaid words linger between us. So many unresolved questions still need answers. But for now, this is where I want to be. This minute, all I want, is to devour her. Everything else can wait.
Kicking my bedroom door closed, I carry her to my bed.
Her mouth is demanding, her touch is sending ripples of hot desire directly to my already hard cock.
She nips at my neck and licks at my stubbled jawline moaning, hissing, and kissing voraciously.
When I reach the edge of the bed and drop her on the mattress, she pulls me down with her.
Her mouth is hungry as her fingers fidget with the buckle of my belt.
“I can’t wait any longer,” she says, working on the zipper of my jeans, her fingers trembling as she rushes to push the button open. I get rid of my jeans for her. I am now in my black boxers and white tee shirt. Our shoes and jackets are lying somewhere in the kitchen area.
I pull her top over her head and she hurriedly gets rid of her jeans. She bounces back in bed so turned on, yet coy, her eyelids flutter and her gaze lowers. Her teeth sink into her bottom lip, her body inviting me to take what is mine. The wet patch between her legs is prominent.
“Baby, I need those eyes on me. No more hiding.”
She gets off on my dirty talk. I know what turns her on. She is wearing her black lace bra and a little black lacy thong.
“You teased me last night, giving me a glimpse of that lace. Showing me your smooth stomach and that belly button. Do you know how hard I was the whole night? How many ways I imagined fucking you on that very couch. You tortured me last night, sweetheart.”
“The torture was mutual.” She gulps, reaching up to stroke the long column of her throat. Soon my tongue will replace her fingers.
“Strip those off for me, Ishika. Tell me what you want me to do to this beautiful body of yours.”
She squeezes her eyes shut tight, her fists curl into balls at first, and then she opens her eyes to look deep into my soul.
I am involuntarily holding my breath as she tugs her thong down her legs and then unhooks her bra.
When the cups of her bra fall low, my breath whooshes out of my lungs.
My cock stirs as she throws her bra on to the side of the bed.
My heart jumps when she spreads her legs.
“I want your kiss. Here,” she says gently, grazing her fingers on her puffy swollen pussy lips.
“Do you want me to lick your pussy before or after a kiss?”
“Yes. Whatever you said. Before and after. Just hurry up.”
I chuckle at her desperation. “Not so fast, my darlin’. I need my fill. I haven’t seen you in months.”
She whimpers. “Then look. Look how my pussy’s pulsing for you like it’s got a heartbeat of its own.”
“I want to see more, I want to see the core of your desire. Open those lips for me. Show me how much you need my cock.”
My woman is a goddess. I am her savage worshiper.
Her brown skin glows under the beams of sunlight that enters through the window.
Her hair is wavy, unruly as it falls down her back touching my mattress.
Her body is perfect, her waist, her full breasts, her long legs.
I am going to be licking every inch of her today.
Her legs fold as the heels of her feet dig into her ass and she spreads her thighs to reveal her intimate secrets. A frill of pink-and-rouge-colored petals surrounds her tiny hole. I am affecting her. The more I look, the more she pulses, the more her breathing becomes labored.
The hues of red from her pussy now spread across her navel and rise to her chest. From there it reaches the arches of her cheekbones as she gets wetter and wetter under my gaze.
I haven’t even touched her yet.
“So. Fucking. Beautiful. Do you know how many lonely nights I have fisted myself thinking of you like this? No matter how many times I jerked off, I was always starving for this sweet pussy.”
“God, Ryan, I need you,” she says, clenching her walls and lifting up her ass from the bed as her hands fist the bedspread.
“I need you more, sweetheart. All these months without you, I was in hell.”
“I ached for you too,” she says. “I ache for you now.”
“Show me how your pussy aches for me. Show me how wet you get when you patiently wait for my cock, like a good girl. I want you so wet that you soak my bed with your desire. I want the smell and visual of your greedy little pussy glistening and dripping to dominate all my thoughts.”
“I don’t know how? If you just kiss me, I can—”
“You’ll get your kiss once you give me what I want. Show me your pretty blushing clit. Show me how badly you want my praise.”
We are in an eye lock. Her breath shudders and she swallows.
She is waxed and soft everywhere. She came to me knowing I would do dirty things to her sexy body. Her chest is heaving and she is breathless as her thumb presses and pulls on her vulva to show me her blushing clit.
“Good girl.”
A spark of pride shines in her eyes as her legs part wider.
“Now squeeze your walls like you would if I were inside you and pinch those sexy nipples, just like I would.”
“Like this?” she asks tenderly touching the tips of her nipples.
“More. Pinch them harder. Play with your tits, roll them between your fingers and tug them ‘til they ache. Make it hurt really good, baby. Make it hurt so much that your pussy weeps for me.”
Her dark lashes lower and her lips fall apart as she does as told, pinching both her nipples with her fingers and rubbing them with her hands.
I am trying hard not to blow in my pants simply by watching her like this.
I watch her entrance squeeze and clench in repetitions, and soon she is panting and struggling to hold back.
I didn’t tell her not to touch her pussy but she waits for my permission to rub her clit.
“Am I doing good, Ryan?”
“Yes baby, you’re doing so good. You’re so fucking sexy when you show me your desire.
I’m going to give you that kiss really soon, okay.
But before that I want you to place two of your fingers into your mouth and suck them.
Then with those same fingers, I want you to twist and pinch your nipples until they are sore.
I want you to imagine how good you’ll make me feel when you deep throat my cock as you pinch your nipples hard for me.
I want your pussy juice all over my bed, Ishika.
Now be a good girl and gimme what I want. ”
She does as told. Her legs open wider as her ass lifts off the bed, her head bows, chin digging into her chest, and her soft moans erupt as her fingers rub and pinch on her peaked nipples.
The skin around her brown nipples turns into the shade of rose.
I feel my precum leak when she sucks her fingers.
And when she pinches her nipple again, both her lips quiver.
Squirming her ass on the bed and throwing her head back, she stifles a desperate cry.
I watch the juices of her sticky arousal ooze and glisten her puffy pussy lips, her fingers don’t stop playing with her nipples until it drips and soaks my bed, leaving a wet patch.
The room fills of her scent. The perfume of her pussy travels to me, filling my lungs.
“Ryan,” she cries out.
“Fuck! Look at you. You’re such a good girl.
Your pussy is weeping all over my bed, baby.
You’re so beautiful. I want you to remember this moment, Ishika.
This is how our love is, raw and naked. I want you to remember who is responsible for this need, this powerful lust, this immense love that you feel for me.
You’re mine, Ishika. You’re my good girl. Never forget that.”
I pull out my cock from my boxers and a moan escapes her lips.
“Look what you do to me. See, I ache for you too. My cock is useless without your pussy.” I take my cock in my hands and tighten my fingers around it.
My cock is so hard and painful. “I have endured this pain too. I don’t want to ever take your love for granted, Ishika.
But I don’t wish to doubt myself and risk losing you again either.
This punishment is so we remember to never hurt each other again and fight for what we have.
So, when I touch you again, I don’t fall into my old cycle of self-doubt just because I failed as a son and a brother once.
Today, I vow to not fail again as your man. ”
“You are mine, Ryan. I’m sorry for not trusting you with the truth.
I learned my lesson. Now please don’t torture me anymore, look what you made me do.
I ruined your bedspread. I did what you wanted and I want my reward now.
” Her moans are louder and demands are urgent as she continues to stroke her nipples. She needs me to quench her thirst.
This is my limit too. I can’t stay away from her any longer. I can’t stand to not touch her. Getting rid of my boxers, I reach closer to meet her. She grips my forearms pulling me down. My kiss on her mouth is desperate and I slowly slide my middle finger until I am knuckle deep inside her.
Ishika cries out, her walls close on my finger.
She is so hot and wet for me. Flattening my tongue, I run a trail from her mouth, to her chin, to her chest between the valley of her breasts and farther down.
When I am down to her navel, my tongue fucks her belly button and my fingers pump inside her.
“Oh God, Ryan. I’m so close. Kiss my clit.”
Reaching the place that is driving her crazy, I kiss her clit as I curve my finger inside her, stroking a sensitive spot. Her eyes roll back as my tongue swirls around her clit, as I suck and lick her falling into a slow rhythm. Her nails are digging into my shoulders as she pulls my mouth closer.