19. Sated
Chapter Nineteen
SATED
~~Camden~~
I strip to my underwear and crawl into bed, but my mind won’t stop churning with recollections of the past few hours. Inez and I came so close to crossing that treacherous road of no return. I should feel relief, but all I can feel is extreme disappointment and despair at wanting what I can’t have.
How can something that feels so right be so wrong?
With risk there can be no reward.
A love worth having is a love worth fighting for.
But is Inez worth my career? Is sneaking around with her worth my personal integrity? Does the reward outweigh the risks?
My heart screams yes to all three questions.
Inez is worth risking it all.
There’s a faint tapping on the door. I sit up in bed and listen, certain I’m not hearing correctly. There it goes again. Definitely a tapping sound on the door. It’s after midnight, and one of the rookies is probably playing some stupid-ass prank. I’ll open the door, and something is going to happen.
I ignore it, but whoever it is won’t go away.
Irritated and ready to kick some rookie ass, I roll out of bed, stomp to the door, and fling it open.
“What the fuck are—” I stop in mid-sentence and gasp. Glancing up and down the hall to verify no one else is in the hallway, I pull Inez inside. Before I can ask what she’s doing here, she puts her arms around my neck and starts kissing me. I, in turn, don’t need any further invitation. I press her against the wall and kiss her as if my very soul depends on it, because it does. My hands roam freely over her body. I’m dressed only in boxers, and she has entirely too many clothes on.
Inez rakes her fingernails down my bare chest, and I groan. I’m already rock hard, and my sex drive is in drag-race mode and streaking to get to the finish line. I rein my libido in as much as possible. She manages to free herself and puts a few steps between us. We’re both breathing heavily.
“I want you. To hell with rules.” She peels off her tank top and tosses it aside. My gaze immediately goes to her lush breasts and hard nipples, as she isn’t wearing a bra.
“Are you sure?” I ask through gritted teeth, giving her one last out.
“No, I’m not sure, but I’m fucking doing it anyway.”
“Fuck rules.” An honorable guy would probably turn her down, knowing how badly this might end for the two of us, but I guess I’m not that honorable when it comes to turning down sex with Inez.
I swallow hard as Inez yanks off her jeans and unceremoniously kicks them across the floor. I barely notice. I’m too busy ogling her body, which is currently clad in nothing but a sexy pair of black panties, which seem so out of character for practical Inez. I’d have pegged her as the practical white cotton type. Either way, she’d be sexy as fuck.
She stands before me, hands on hips and shoulders back without a modicum of modesty. I love her boldness.
“You like, big boy?”
“Who the hell are you, and what did you do with Inez?” I croak, barely able to speak around the tightness in my throat that is echoed by the tightness in my boxers.
“I’ve always been here. You haven’t seen this side yet.”
“Show me more of this side,” I challenge with a calculating grin. Her return smile is downright sultry. My cock aches for what she’s so clearly offering. I’d love nothing more than to toss her on the bed and bury myself inside her without any foreplay, but I’m not that guy who satisfies himself and doesn’t give a shit about his partner’s needs.
“As you wish.” She curtsies as if I’m royalty and she’s my subordinate.
I start to laugh at her until she stops me dead in my tracks. I’m certain my eyes are bugging out of my face as she kneels in front of me.
Inez hooks her thumbs in the waistband of my boxers and pulls them downward so slowly it’s excruciatingly painful to do nothing but stand and watch, yet that’s just what I do. They pool at my feet, but I ignore them.
Her seductive smile reflects her satisfaction at what she sees. Inez strokes my rock-hard dick with one hand. With the other she gently cups and squeezes my balls. My tortured groan encourages her.
Her pink tongue flicks across the top of my cock. It jerks from the erotic torture she’s inflicting, and it wants more. I want more.
Her hot mouth closes around the first inch or so, and she begins to suck and bob her head. I bury my fingers in her soft, luxurious hair and beg her to take me deeper.
“Fuck, Inez, you’re killing me, baby.”
“Then prepare to die a happy man.”
“I’m completely prepared.” I gasp as she takes half of me inside her mouth. Her talented tongue only adds to the exquisite pleasure humming through my body.
I watch as her head bobs up and down, and she takes me deeper with each downward motion. My throat tightens, and my breathing is labored. The hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life has to be my dick disappearing into her mouth.
I’m not sure why my knees don’t buckle, but thankfully they manage to hold me up. She’s really good at this, and I can’t recall any other woman sucking my dick the way Inez is.
My cock prepares for its ultimate end game. I’m going to come if she keeps this up. While I love the idea of coming in her mouth, I don’t like the idea of our first time only giving me a release.
With great reluctance, I place my hands under her arms and gently pull her to her feet. She gazes up at me with a flushed face and moist lips. Those very lips that just gave me the best blow job of my life.
“What’s wrong?” She regards me with surprise, but she’s not done with me yet. One hand continues to stroke my cock.
“I don’t want to come anywhere but inside you.” My voice sounds foreign to my ears, as if it’s far away down a tunnel. I’m hyperaware of Inez and not much else.
I walk her backward until the bed is behind her and then push her down onto the mattress. Her smile invites me to have my way with her, and that’s exactly what I plan on doing, but first…
“Don’t move,” I order her, and she merely snorts, as if to say I’m only obeying because I want to, not because you’re in charge .
I scramble for my wallet and riffle through the compartments until I find a lone condom. It’s been so long I wasn’t sure if I still had one on me. I rip it open with my teeth and roll it efficiently onto my dick.
Inez giggles, and I turn to face her.
“I never knew watching a man roll on a condom could be so sexy.”
“I never imagined you watching me would be so sexy.”
“Come here.” She holds out her arms, and I take a few steps forward. There’s one more chore I must complete.
My control has worn down to a razor-thin edge ready to snap at any moment. I pull her panties off, and she responds by spreading her legs wide.
Kneeling before her, I slide a finger inside her. She’s wet and willing, and I make the immediate decision to give her a little of what she gave me. I add another finger and thrust while teasing her clit with my thumb.
“Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.” Inez tosses her head back and forth on the pillow. Her body writhes with unbridled passion. I enjoy my handiwork, as I’ve never seen her like this, and I savor the moment, but only for a second or two. My dick is on its own schedule, and it’s demanding I deliver what was promised earlier.
I sense Inez is about to come. If I sit back and watch, I’m pretty sure I’ll lose it too. I remove my fingers despite her protests and climb into position between her thighs.
She immediately wraps her thighs around my waist and digs her nails into my back.
My body shakes from the sheer pressure of holding back for so long. Only a few more minutes, I tell myself. Just a few.
I’d planned on going slow, but plans are meant to be broken. As soon as the tip of my dick poises at the entrance to heaven, Inez asserts herself.
“Fuck me. Now. Hard. Give it to me.”
I don’t need more urging than that. With one hard thrust, I plunge deep into her until I’m buried and lost in her body. She fits me as if she were made for me.
I drive in and out of her tight sex. With each inward motion, I lose another piece of myself until I’m an extension of her, and she’s an extension of me. There’s no more her and me. Only us and we.
I never imagined being this close to another person was possible. Physically, emotionally, and spiritually we’re joined as one.
Then my world shatters in the most glorious way. I’m no longer a mere mortal but a man who’s part of something bigger than himself.
Inez comes right after me, screaming out my name as she writhes underneath me. Together, we journey through a maze of emotions that come over us wave after wave until we stagger back to earth, exhausted, sated, and content.