November 4, 2022
Dear Jensen,
I won’t lie…
I honestly thought I would have heard from you by now. I’m trying to stay positive. I’m making every excuse I can for you in my mind. I know I said to take your time…get yourself together, do whatever you needed, but after five months I expected something and not complete radio silence.
I hope you’re okay. I hope you’re getting these letters. I’m still holding out on hope you pick us in the end. Just know I am a little hurt though. Not even a birthday text? I guess you can make it up to me next year, or maybe I’m just delusional at this point. You could probably take all these letters to the police and get a restraining order against me. Keep in mind, Carrie Underwood taught me it’s okay to slash a man’s tires if he cheats, and I feel like the same rule applies here.
Anyway…
I hope you have a good Thanksgiving. Tell everyone I said hey!
Next letter in December.
With all my love,
Your Serenity