Chapter 34 #3
“So fucking bad, Baby.” I hold his face in my hand when I dip my forehead to his. “So damn much.”
Pushing my other hand into the mattress, I roll onto my back, taking him with me so that he’s straddling my hips.
I have a moment where I tense. My hand grips his wrist, waiting for the dread to hit when the weight of his body presses mine into the bed. It never comes.
There’s just us and our need ricocheting between our chests.
Slowly, I release his wrist and move my hand to Jayden’s hip as he braces himself on my chest. I search out the lube with my other hand.
“Take out the toy,” I tell him, holding the lube between us.
While he does as I instructed, I squirt some lube on my hand and coat my dick thoroughly.
My emotions are at an all-time high with my pulse roaring so loudly I can’t hear my thoughts while I drizzle more lube on my fingers, rubbing my thumb over them to warm the cold liquid. When Jayden shifts higher over me, I trail my slick fingers through his crease to his hole.
Touching him there sends a thrill through me. It’s so intimate, and I can’t get enough of it as I press the tip of my finger inside, making sure he’s as slick as possible.
“Put me inside you, Jayden,” I tell him, hands anchoring on his strong thighs.
He’s beautiful with his chest rising and falling, the deep grooves of his muscles deepening with his movement when he reaches back and strokes my cock. His thumb rubbing the frenulum as he guides me to his hole and presses my blunt tip past the tight ring of muscle.
“Fuck, JJ,” I hiss as his asshole squeezes around my cock and he sputters, “Oh my God, Eli…”
The grip of his body is the most precious pain I’ve ever felt. Hurting so damn good, it takes everything in me to hold still as Jayden sinks over me so slowly it’s pure fucking torture.
“Fuck. Fuck, fuck… fuck…” Each curse is punctuated by a short, shaky breath as tears fill his eyes and his cock weeps onto my stomach.
“It’s okay, Baby.” I push to my forearms and kiss his jaw. “Take your time. You can go as slow and easy as you need. You’re in control.”
Because with him, I don’t need it all the time. I’m safe, and I need him to be safe with me, too.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” With another kiss to his jaw, I trail my lips to his ear as he bears down on me, taking me so fucking deep that the heat of him spreads all the way through me.
“I’m inside you, JJ.”
The realization slams into me so hard that my lungs all but give out.
“Yeah,” he whispers, tight voice matching tight body.
“You good?”
“Mmm…” Jayden nods, and as his face tips down, I catch his lips in a slow kiss.
“I love you,” I tell him while his hands grip my sides.
His fingers claw into my flesh as his body relaxes around me, opening up so that he sinks all the way down to the root of my cock.
Sitting up, I wrap my arm around his waist. My other hand strokes up his arm to his neck.
“You’re mine, Jayden.” With a light kiss to his nose, I meet his stare, thumbing the bite I left below his jaw. “You’re not mine because I’m inside you, you’re mine because you stole my heart.”
His fingers dig deeper into my flesh with a silent gasp as I grind into him.
“Not just the one in my chest. You won the one that taught me to love, and gave me hope, and kept me breathing.”
“Eli…” He groans into my mouth with a slow roll of his hips.
A shiver races down my spine, tightening around my balls as he lifts and sinks on my length.
“You’re not just mine, JJ. I’m yours, too.”
I’m completely lost to him. The rise and fall of his body on my cock. The guttural grunts and groans thickening in the air around us.
“Fuck, Jayden, you feel incredible.” I brace myself on one hand, keeping my other arm around his waist as I meet him thrust for thrust. “You take my cock so damn good, Baby.”
“Deeper…” Jayden sputters. “Harder…”
I jackknife my hips up into him, hitting that spot that makes him cry out as I fall back onto the mattress and watch him ride me.
He’s so damn sexy with his face all flushed and desperation pinching his brows. His body all tight and so needy that his veins are swollen, corded around his hard muscles as he braces himself on my chest and rides my cock with loud, echoing slaps of his flesh on mine.
I’m so close.
My whole body is buzzing.
The warning heat of my release pulls my balls tighter, throbbing up my shaft with a wild pulse of its own.
“Fuck, you’re gonna make me come,” he chokes out when I smear the mix of lube and pre-cum on my stomach up his balls. Kneading and pulling the way he did when I was watching him.
“Good, you’re gonna come with me,” I tell him, stroking his length and fisting the tip tight. “I’m going to make a mess of you, and you’re going to make a mess of me.”
“Fuck,” breath stuttering as I slam up and pump him harder, faster, matching his cries.
I feel him grow harder in my fist, his pulse pounding into my palm as I lose all control and yank him down by his necklace. My mouth slams to his, drinking every curse and plea.
I pour every shred of myself into our kiss. All my love. All my hope. All my dreams. I give them all to him.
My hand moves faster, matching my frenzied thrusts. Hitting that fucking spot again and again and again.
“Eli,” he cries out. “Eli, Eli…”
Every muscle in my body pulls taut. Coiling tighter with the clench of his body around me.
“Come with me, Baby,” I grunt into his mouth, searching out his gaze. “Give me your eyes. I need to see you fall with me, JJ.”
“Fuck, Eli…” Tears roll free as his cum paints my chest in thick, sticky ropes.
Scalding me all the way to the marrow of my bones as I slam into him one last time. My body shaking as I fill him up with my cum.
“You’re so fucking mine,” I groan into his shoulder as he collapses onto me, face buried in my neck. “All mine.”
Exhausted and boneless, we remain tangled together. His body stuck to mine. My cum dripping out of him onto my thighs as I stroke my fingers along each rung of his back.
“I love you, too, Sweetheart,” Jayden murmurs, kissing my jaw. “For as long as you’ll let me.”
Wrapping my arms around him, I hold him as tight as I can. For dear life. “Forever, Sunshine.”