Chapter 3 #2
“For me, in some cases you would. For this situation we were talking about, my handling an erection I got because I’m enjoying watching you and being with you is different from a random one, so I want to take your feelings into consideration.
” His slow nod really didn’t give me enough to go on, so I kept going.
“If we were discussing me jerking off without any thoughts of you then it would be my own decision to make.”
“That seems fair.” His face scrunched up like his thinking had either started going too fast or had slowed too much. “You’re the Dom, though, so you’re supposed to be in control of penis-based decision-making.”
Did he think that was how it worked or did he want it to work that way?
“Tell me what me being in charge of penis-based decision-making looks like.” If he had thoughts about that I needed to know them. “It can look different for each person, so I want to make sure we’re looking at this the same way.”
I could see his brain whirling behind his eyes, but nothing said it was a bad thing, so I snuggled him closer again and nodded when he rubbed his face against my chest and settled back into position.
He might not be getting aroused in the average sense of the word, but he was thoroughly enjoying being held and getting to touch me.
But he’d kept his hand right where I’d put it, barely moving as his fingers explored in a small oval on my chest.
With his brain caught up in the who controls the penises discussion, I stroked my hand along his arm and gently moved it so his hand ran over my shoulder and around to my neck.
What would he do?
That felt good.
His soft touch was now making lazy strokes along the back of my neck, barely teasing the hair that’d gotten just a bit too long. I wasn’t sure if he realized what he was doing, but his soft, pleased sound said he approved of the shift.
It must’ve been relaxing in some way because he wiggled, trying to get closer and started nuzzling against my chest. “These really are very comfortable.”
Was that just a practical observation or was it more?
He was the wound too tight type that I always associated with muscle worship, so I couldn’t help wondering if he’d discovered something new about himself and hadn’t been able to process it yet.
“Then when we get more privacy, tonight or the next time we meet, I’ll take my shirt off and you can see if that makes it even better.” It seemed like a reasonable step, but he went still for a few seconds.
“Do you have significant amounts of body hair? Your shirt is thick and I can’t tell.” His fingers kept moving but it seemed like his brain had shifted gears. “I don’t. I don’t know if that’s genetic or not, but there’s nothing I can do about it.”
“We’ve learned a variety of ways to remove it but adding it hasn’t been something scientists have been very successful at.
” My slightly odd but technically logical response made him sigh and nod.
“Yes, I have a bit of chest hair and in the traditional places, but I keep the hair around my cock trimmed and I waxed when I was younger and fell into bodybuilding for a while. I don’t do that anymore, though. ”
“That’s interesting. I might have questions on that later.” Going back to wiggling and snugging seemed to mean he was more confident again, so I wasn’t surprised when he circled back to the last topic that’d caught his attention. “What about your feelings on my body?”
“I don’t have strong preferences either way, but I like us being so different, so I think I’m going to enjoy it.
” It was just a bit too easy to imagine running my hands over his body, but I wasn’t sure this was the right time to mention that.
“You just need to let me know if you figure out any limits around it.”
“Like what?” Rubbing his cheek against my pec, he let out a quiet, happy sound I knew he hadn’t realized he’d made.
“One example would be if I comment on how beautiful your skin is and it draws attention to our body hair differences in a way that makes you uncomfortable. There are also kinks and verbal erotic teasing that could come into play, and we won’t know how you’ll react until that moment.
” He hadn’t explored anything, so there was no way we could predict how he’d react to everything.
“I read that it’ll be helpful if you decide to restrain my penis in some kind of cage. Body hair can make that more difficult because of cleanliness issues and hair getting trapped.” His adorably logical response said he was educated about the subject but not how he felt about it.
Probably because he didn’t know.
“That is correct, so we won’t have to worry about those kinds of issues when we explore cages.” The assumptive response got a nod from him, which actually told me a lot. “Is that what you meant when you talked about my being in control of penis-based decision-making?”
Because I still had a lot of questions about that topic and I wasn’t going to let it go until I’d gotten enough information to help him to either explore his body or to jerk off to later.
Or both.
Yes, probably both.