Chapter 3
Trill-Land, ‘LoLux Estate
Tonight, Toni pussy was wetter than usual, and I was slurpin’ it up like I needed it to quench my thirst. While I laid on my stomach movin’ my tongue in slow circles over her clit, I pushed her thighs back and let my fingers dig into the softest part of her skin.
I wasn’t thinkin’ about shit else.
All I cared about was how sweet she tasted, how warm she felt and how her pussy kept twitchin’ every time my tongue dragged across her.
Pressin’ her thighs farther back, I wrapped my lips around her clit and sucked her slow, lettin’ my tongue rub circles on it while her body reacted to every stroke I gave her.
“Yes, baby… yes,” she moaned, runnin’ her nails across the top of my head, her breath already gettin’ shaky.
The sound of her whimperin’ damn near sent me over the edge, so I licked her deeper, long slow stripes that had her gettin’ wetter with every pass. When I felt that gush hit my tongue, I slid two fingers inside her and curled ‘em just right.
“Oh my God, ‘Lo…” she cried, rollin’ her hips straight into my face while I finger-fucked her and sucked her at the same time. My mouth was messy, my chin was drippin’, and her pussy kept clenchin’ around my fingers like she was beggin’ for more.
“Yeah… give me that nut, mama,” I moaned into her pussy, my voice vibratin’ against her clit.
“I’m cumin’,” she cried, her voice soft and vulnerable and sexy as hell, and that shit lit me up.
The second she said it, I pulled her hips higher and sucked her clit harder, lettin’ her ride every inch of my face. Her thighs was shakin’, her pussy was throbbin’ around my fingers, and the way she kept gaspin’ had me lickin’ her deeper and slower, like I was coaxin’ that nut straight outta her.
She gasped, her back arched, and she grabbed my head like she needed me locked right there.
“‘Lo… I— baby, I’m—”
“Let it go,” I groaned against her. “Give me all that shit.”
Her orgasm broke right into my mouth, warm and thick, runnin’ down my tongue while I kept suckin’ and fingerin’ her through it. Her whole body trembled, and the lil’ broken sounds she made had me holdin’ her tighter, lickin’ her until she couldn’t take no more.
When her thighs was still shakin’, I finally eased up, kissin’ her clit real soft like I was tellin’ it to calm down.
Toni’s breath was all over the room, her chest liftin’ and fallin’ while I kissed her clit again and again, slow pecks that made her legs twitch.
I dragged my mouth to her inner thigh and kissed her there too, suckin’ just enough to make her whimper without hurtin’ her.
“Baby…” she breathed, her voice barely there, her body still warm and jumpin’ under my hands.
I slid my palms up the sides of her hips and moved over her, lettin’ my chest brush against her stomach.
Her skin was sweaty and soft, and I dragged my tongue across it, lickin’ her slow from her belly button up to the curve of her ribs.
She shivered under me, her fingers sinkin’ into my shoulders while I sucked right under her breast before movin’ to her nipples.
I licked one first, then sucked it deep into my mouth, takin’ my time with her while she whispered my name. Toni arched into me, her body beggin’ for every touch, and I switched to the other nipple, rollin’ my tongue over it until she was breathin’ harder.
I never stopped touchin’ her.
My hands was slidin’ over her waist, her thighs and her sides, while my mouth traced every inch of her chest. I kissed her collarbone, sucked the soft part of her shoulder, then moved to her neck, draggin’ my lips up slowly before suckin’ a passion mark right where I knew she would feel it tomorrow.
She moaned, her nails diggin’ into my back, her whole body liftin’ to meet mine. That sound had me lookin’ right in her eyes.
I slid my hand behind her thigh and pulled her legs open, steady and slow, never breakin’ eye contact. Toni’s lips parted, her chest rose, and she grabbed my face like she needed me closer.
The second I pushed my dick inside her, both our mouths fell open.
Her pussy wrapped around me so deep and warm that it knocked the breath out my chest, and she let out the softest cry, pullin’ me in even tighter.
I leaned into her slow, feelin’ her take every inch of me, and the shit had my head spinnin’ ‘cause she felt too damn good.
“Baby… you feel how big this dick is inside you?” I whispered against her mouth, my voice low and rough ‘cause her pussy was squeezin’ me like she was scared to let go.
Toni’s eyes got glossy, her legs shakin’ around my waist while she nodded fast, her voice barely comin’ out.
“Yes…,” she breathed, her nails diggin’ into my shoulders like she needed somethin’ to hold onto.
Her pussy clenched again, tighter than before, and it dragged a groan right outta me as I pushed deeper, lettin’ her feel all of me.
“Yes?” I whispered against her lips, my voice low and dark ‘cause she knew better than to leave it like that. “Yes what, baby?”
Her thighs shook harder around my waist while she pulled me in even tighter, her voice small and needy when she finally said it.
“Yes, Daddy…”
The way she said it hit my chest and my dick at the same damn time.
Her pussy clenched again, tighter than before, and it dragged another deep groan outta me as I pushed even deeper, lettin’ her feel all of me.
I pressed my forehead to hers and slid in slow, deep strokes, lettin’ the moment wrap around us while she held onto me like she ain’t wanna let go.
I felt myself ridin’ the edge so fast that the rest of the world fell out my head.
“Kay’Lo…” she whispered.
I heard it, but my mind was too far gone. Her voice floated somewhere behind the heat rushin’ through my body while I kissed down her neck, suckin’ on her skin and lettin’ myself drown in the way she felt around me.
She tapped my shoulder, light at first, like she was tryna pull my focus back, but the pleasure had me locked in. I kissed her harder and kept movin’, chasin’ that nut that was pushin’ up my spine.
“Hold up, baby,” I moaned against her neck, barely hearin’ myself talk. “Let me… damn… just let me get this off. I’m almost there.”
She tapped me again, this time with more force, her nails diggin’ into me like she was tryna pull me back into reality.
But I was too deep in the pussy, too gone and too wrapped up in the feel of her body tight around mine, so I pushed in deeper and groaned again, lettin’ the moment take over.
“Kay’Lo…” she said again, and the sound of her voice finally cut through everything.
It wasn’t soft or needy no more.
There was somethin’ sharp in it, somethin’ urgent that ain’t fit the moment my mind was stuck in.
I still ain’t stop, though.
“Baby, wait,” I breathed against her skin, tryna stay focused on that release I was inches from. “I’m right there… lemme just—”
Her hands pressed into my chest.
She pushed me back in one strong motion, her whole body shiftin’ like she needed space right that second, and the confusion hit me fast ‘cause Toni never moved like that when I was inside her.
I lifted my head, tryna read her face, and tryna figure out what the fuck I missed—
And then she screamed.
“GET THE FUCK OFF ME!”
The way it tore out of her hit me so hard, that shit hit me like a gunshot.
She shoved me hard, panic all over her face, her voice crackin’ in a way I had never heard in bed, and my body reacted before my pride could even catch up. I pulled back immediately, my heart slammin’ in my chest, and breath knocked outta me like I had just been punched.
I just stared at her.
“What the fuck?” slipped outta my mouth before I could stop it, ‘cause my mind was tryna catch up with my body and neither one of ‘em understood what the fuck just happened.
Toni scrambled up in the bed, draggin’ the sheet around herself like she needed distance, or protection, and she was cryin’ so hard it didn’t even sound like her. She looked hysterical, breathin’ fast, her hands shakin’, and her eyes wild like she was somewhere else completely.
That’s when my heart started racin’ for real.
“Yo,” I said, my voice low but tight as fuck. “What the fuck was that?”
She couldn’t even answer me. She just cried harder, and that shit fucked me up ‘cause I was deadass confused.
I stayed where I was ‘cause I ain’t know how to move toward her without makin’ it worse. I didn’t know how to touch her without her flinchin’, and fuck… I ain’t wanna fall apart either.
My chest felt hot and hollow at the same time.
“Why you push me like that?” I asked. “What was that, Toni?”
She shook her head, tryna talk but not gettin’ the words out, and that silence started hurtin’ worse than her scream.
I swallowed hard, my jaw tight, lookin’ at her like she was a stranger and my wife all at the same time.
“You was tryna stop me from bussin’ in you?” I asked.
She ain’t answer. She couldn’t even look at me, and that was the moment my chest caved in.
Because I knew somethin’ was up.
I ain’t even need her to say the shit.
I felt it in the way she curled in on herself, and in the way she avoided my eyes.
I leaned back against the headboard, rubbin’ my face hard as hell, my heart beatin’ so fast it made my ears ring, ‘cause now my head was spinnin’ with shit I ain’t ask for.
I don’t even think I was pissed off.
I was hurt.
Hurt in a way that sat deep and quiet and heavy, ‘cause the one place I always felt connected to her just turned into somethin’ sharp and unfamiliar.
Toni cried herself tired on her side of the bed, her shoulders shakin’, and I stayed still with my fists clenched, starin’ at the wall like if I moved wrong I would break somethin’ that might not ever get fixed.
My pride was bruised and my heart was bleedin’, and I ain’t trust my mouth not to say the wrong shit, so I stayed quiet.
Layin’ here listenin’ to her cry herself to sleep, I realized I had just lost control of somethin’ I thought I had locked down forever.
For the first time since I been with Toni, I didn’t know if I could really trust her.