Chapter Sixteen
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Finn
The door to Gem’s flat clicked shut behind us, and I couldn’t resist pulling him into a kiss now that we were truly alone. We’d spent the past hour chilling at the shop, sitting on the floor and chatting quietly about everything and nothing until we felt the urge to move. This hadn’t been my specific plan for the evening, but it felt like the natural progression. I loved how easy things felt with Gem—nothing felt forced or like an obligation.
We were here because we wanted to be.
Gem groaned against my lips as I slipped my hand under his jumper. His skin was hot against my fingers, and I suddenly found the layers of clothing between us annoying. I needed to see Gem naked again, and I needed to see him writhing in pleasure while I fucked him, moaning as I whispered filth into his ear. I would take away his stress with my body and my voice and make him think of nothing but me. Everything we’d done so far was a fantasy come to life, and it made the possessive monster in my chest purr with happiness when Gem responded to my words with broken pleas and desperate moans.
I’d used the same words on him as I used in my scripts since both scenarios were different extensions of me, and I loved being able to use them on a real partner instead of a nebulous listener I had no connection too. That didn’t mean I didn’t enjoy the power that came with my blog, but there was something heady about experiencing it in reality rather than just reading comments on a screen.
Even if I had started thinking about Gem more and more when I recorded my Fantasy and Filth scenes.
I cupped my hand around the back of Gem’s neck, holding him in place. “I want you,” I said. “I want to watch you strip down for me, then get on your knees and suck my cock because you look so perfect kneeling for me.” Gem groaned against my mouth, his fingers fisting in the front of my t-shirt. I couldn’t help chuckling at his desperation before pressing a slow, teasing kiss to his mouth. Just one. “Then I want you on your hands and knees for me, baby. I want to play with your hole and get you ready for me before I fuck you. I want to make you feel good, and that means you’re going to come for me while I’m buried deep inside your tight, perfect ass. And if I want to use you, you’re going to take it all.” Gem moaned, louder this time. “How does that sound? Do you want that?”
“Yes,” Gem said, his voice a harsh whisper laced with need. “Please, I want that. I want all of that.”
“Good.” I tilted my head back so I could look over his face. “You’re so handsome… so perfect for me… I’m going to…” I trailed off, the words make you mine lingering on my tongue. Would they be too heavy? If I said them, would they ruin the moment and destroy what we had? Even if I didn’t mean them in that way and it was only something I said in the heat of the moment, it could still change everything. Gem was looking at me with wide eyes, waiting for me to finish my sentence. I chose the safe option. “I’m going to make you feel so good.”
“Please. I need you.”
Gem’s words ignited a fire inside me, and I felt heat and desire burning in my eyes. The way he responded to my touch, to my words… it made me shiver. This man was everything to me, and if he asked, I’d give him anything he wanted. And that was more dangerous than I could possibly have imagined.
I kissed him fiercely, nipping his lip and swallowing his moan before I pushed him away. “Your bedroom. Now. Get out some lube and put it beside the bed, then I want to watch you strip for me. If at any point you’re not comfortable with something, you are to say so immediately. Fantasy is different from reality, and I never want you to do anything you don’t want to, even if you agreed to it in principle. Do you understand?”
“Yes.”
“Are you still okay without condoms? I know we haven’t been using them since we both had previous negative results, but this is another step, and I just want to be completely sure.”
“Yeah, I’m fine without them.” Gem nodded and swallowed, looking at me as if he wanted to say something else. Whatever it was, he changed his mind. Instead, he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards his room.
I watched as he did as he was told, digging out a bottle of lube before turning to me and slowly removing his clothes, his eyes never leaving mine. I was tempted to take over, to strip him down piece by piece and then shower him with kisses, but tonight, I was feeling horny and possessive, and I wanted to pretend he belonged to me.
As Gem unbuttoned his jeans, I reached for my own hoodie and t-shirt. Gem grinned, trying to watch me as he finished stripping off, and I snorted as he almost tripped over his own feet. “Careful,” I said. “Don’t hurt yourself. We can’t have any fun if I have to cart you to hospital.”
“I’m not going to break anything,” Gem said with a wave of his hand. “I might just bruise something.”
“Well, I don’t want you doing that either.” I moved closer to him, lifting his jaw with my finger. “You are… just… Please don’t hurt yourself. I’ll still be here when you’ve finished getting undressed.”
Gem frowned, and I wondered if he’d realised what I’d said hadn’t been what I’d meant. But how could I tell him he was precious to me? That he was too beautiful to see bruised.
I stepped back and finished removing my clothes while Gem did the same. I slid my hand down my chest and reached for my cock, giving it a few leisurely pumps. Gem licked his lips. I smirked and beckoned him towards me with one finger. “Is this what you want? Do you want to suck my cock?” Gem groaned and nodded, dropping to his knees in front of me and reaching for my shaft. I put my hand on his head, frowning at him as I held him just out of reach—not hard or with any real force but enough to make him stop.
“I didn’t hear an answer. I said, is this what you want? Do you want to suck my cock? I told you that you always need to answer me properly, so answer me, or I’ll stop.” I stroked my finger down his cheek, loving the way Gem looked up at me with awe and desire. He was so fucking perfect for me. “Do you need me that much, baby? Do you need to feel my cock filling your mouth, giving you what nobody else can?”
“Yes,” Gem said. “Please, I need it, Finn. I want to suck you, want to make you feel so good… want you, fuck, I want you to fuck me and fill me with your load. Please… I need you.”
“You’re so good for me.” I caressed his head, pulling his mouth gently towards my cock. “And you look so perfect on your knees for me. Open wide. That’s it… Fuck!” I groaned as Gem wrapped his lips around the head of my dick and sucked. “Oh fuck! Yes, just like that. Take it deeper, nice and slow… Take it as deep as you can.”
Gem moaned around me, the vibrations thrumming through my shaft and sending ripples of pleasure through my body. I gripped his hair slightly tighter than I’d intended, and Gem groaned again, his hand reaching for his own cock. Interesting. I was tempted to tell him not to touch himself, but as long as he didn’t come, I didn’t mind him edging himself a little. It would make it so much more fun when he was fucking himself on my cock and begging for release.
I pulled Gem deeper onto my cock until I felt the head bump against the back of his throat. Gem gagged but didn’t pull back. Instead, he swallowed around my cock and made me groan. I tightened my grip on his hair and Gem moaned around me, starting to work my dick with a desperate eagerness I’d not seen before.
“Oh fuck, baby. That’s… fuck, that’s fucking perfect. Just… just like that. You look so good like this,” I said, barely able to keep my composure as I let out a low, rumbling growl. “It feels so amazing. That’s it… show me how much you want it… Fuck!”
Gem’s mouth tightened around my shaft, groaning around me, and I heard the tell-tale slap of skin as he jerked himself off hard and fast. That was not going to work.
I gripped his hair and tilted his head up towards me, and wow… he looked perfect like that. His mouth was slick and red, stretched around my cock, and his eyes were wide and slightly wet where they’d watered from choking on my dick. Desperate need was written across his expression, and he was so beautiful that I wanted to remember this moment forever.
There was something about moments like this—where the other person was so beautifully vulnerable—that made my heart clench. Gem was giving me everything I’d ever wanted, and it was making me fall for him in ways I hadn’t expected. I’d never dreamt we’d click on such a deep, sexual level, but we were perfect partners, and it heightened every experience into something exquisite.
“Look at me,” I said, keeping my voice calm but knowing there was an edge to it that wasn’t to be disobeyed. “You’re doing such a good job, baby, but you’re not allowed to come. You have to wait until I’m buried deep in your ass for that and only when I tell you to let go. Do you understand?”
Gem nodded, and there was a muffled affirmative sound from around my cock. I chuckled and released his head, pulling him off my cock with a slick pop then groaning as I noticed just how wet and swollen his mouth was. “Yes,” Gem said. “I understand.”
“Good,” I whispered, leaning down to capture his mouth in a deep kiss. I wanted to draw this out, but my patience was starting to wear thin. “Get on the bed on all fours. It’s my turn now.”
Gem opened his mouth as if to argue but then thought better of it. Instead, he pressed a cheeky kiss to the head of my cock before climbing to his feet and onto the bed. He positioned himself in the middle of the mattress, lowering his arms and raising his ass until he was presenting it to me like a delicious feast. He looked so fucking tempting I could have eaten him alive.
I let out another low rumble, walking over and gently smacking one ass cheek then the other before retrieving the lube and a pillow to kneel on. “Move down a little so I can kneel on the floor,” I said. “Otherwise this is going to be uncomfortable.” Gem chuckled and then shuffled up the bed. I understood why most porn seemed to use king or super-king-sized beds; it just made it easier for both people to fit. Somewhere deep in my mind I made a mental note to look at replacing my bed one day soon. Just in case.
I dropped the pillow on the floor because I was not going to kill my knees on Gem’s shitty carpet, sank down at the end of the bed, and gazed hungrily at Gem’s ass. It was round and peachy and covered in dark, curly hair. I couldn’t wait to taste it. Sliding my hand up his thigh, I slowly caressed his ass. Gem pressed back into my hand, and I grinned before leaning forward to press a kiss to his cheek. Then I reached out with my other hand to pull his cheeks apart to reveal his dark, tight pucker.
“Look at you,” I murmured. “Such a perfect hole… so pretty… just waiting for me so patiently.”
“P-please,” Gem said. “Finn, please. I need you.”
“I know. You’re being so good.” I squeezed his ass cheek and then leant forward to flick my tongue over his hole. Gem cursed and moaned, which was just what I’d wanted. Slowly, I began to take him apart with my tongue, licking and teasing the sensitive skin until he was a whimpering mess. The sounds dripping from his lips were like a perfect symphony, and it made my cock throb knowing that I was bringing him so much pleasure. I might have been in charge, but the thing I wanted more than anything was to make Gem soar. Yes, I’d love an orgasm at the end of this, but that wasn’t my main goal. My main goal was to make Gem come so hard he forgot all his stress and all his worries so he had a moment of freedom from his real life, one that was filled with nothing but bliss.
“Mmm, you taste so good, baby,” I said. “I can’t wait to be inside you. You’re so good for me… my perfect, beautiful boy.”
Gem groaned, murmuring soft curses over and over. “Yes, please… I need it. Fuck me. Please, Finn, fuck me.” I opened the bottle of lube and poured some onto my fingers before slowly pressing one into his waiting hole. Gem gasped. “More… fuck! Yes, fuck, I want more.”
“Patience.” I pressed a kiss to his cheek as I worked my finger into him. “You’ll take what I give you when I give it to you.”
“Yes… but… ahh, fuck!”
I smirked to myself as I added another finger and started to stretch his hole. Gem groaned, and between his legs I could see his hard cock dripping precum onto the sheets. I let out a low, rumbling moan. “Mmm, baby, you feel so good. I can’t wait to get my cock inside you. I know you’re going to feel amazing, and I can see how much you want it.” I reached between his cock to jerk him slowly, and Gem cried out in pleasure at the touch of my hand, thrusting his hips desperately as if that would get me to give him more. “So needy for me. Don’t worry, I won’t make you wait long.” I pressed a third finger into his waiting hole. “I just want to make sure you’re all ready for me because I don’t want to hurt you. I want you to be able to take it all.”
“Fuck… oh fuck, please.”
“You sound so pretty when you beg,” I said, kissing his ass again as I slowly let go of his cock and slipped my fingers from his hole. I poured some more lube onto my fingers and slicked up my cock, which was hard and aching. I was desperate to pound Gem hard until I came, taking what I needed from him, and I suspected he’d like me using him. But I also wanted to draw this out so I could hear him beg again because those sounds were wonderfully sweet, and I craved them.
“Fuck me, please Finn. Just… fucking get it in me!” As I stood, I saw Gem’s fingers fisting the sheets, his knuckles almost white. The sight sent another wave of possessive pleasure rolling through me.
I gripped his hips and tapped the swollen head of my cock against his hole. Gem pushed back against me, and I didn’t need any more encouragement. I pressed my cock into him slowly, watching as he took all of me inside him. “That’s it… slowly… don’t rush. I want you to take it all. Mmm… fuck you look so good taking my cock.” I leant down and kissed his spine, right between his shoulders. His skin had the faint taste of salt.
I filled Gem with my cock, giving him a moment to adjust and myself a moment to breathe. It had been a long time since I’d felt anything this good, and while I tended to have pretty good control over myself, there was a definite chance I’d come before I was ready, and I didn’t want that to happen. I had plans, plans that involved feeling Gem fall apart around me.
My hand tightened on his hip as I began to move, sliding my dick in and out of his perfect, tight ass. Gem groaned and started to rock his hips, fucking himself on my cock, and I growled. “That’s it… mmm, yes… God, fuck… that feels so good,” I said, leaning down and trailing kisses across his shoulder. “Just like that. You’re so perfect, and you feel so fucking good. Your ass is just… mmm!”
“Yes,” Gem moaned, the sound broken and beautiful and so needy . It was everything. “More.”
“More?”
“Yes! Fucking give it to me.” I was tempted to tease, but all I wanted was to bring him pleasure. And if that was what Gem wanted, that was what Gem would get. I pulled him onto my cock and started to fuck him hard and fast, tilting his hips and listening to him cry out as I hit his sweet spot with every thrust.
Another possessive growl slipped from my lips, mixing with Gem’s desperate moans. “Fuck, yes… I want… Jerk your cock for me,” I said, starting to struggle for words. “I want you to come for me… want to feel you come.”
Gem didn’t need to be told again, and soon I heard him jacking his cock as fast as I fucked him. I was already getting close, and I knew I needed Gem to come before I could give in to the building wave of pleasure deep inside me. “Yes… fuck, baby. That’s it. Come for me. I want to feel it… Come for me. Give me what I want.”
“Finn!” Gem cried out and his ass tightened around me, milking my cock as he came. I barely managed another couple of thrusts before he pulled me over the edge, and I came with a deep groan as my cock emptied inside him.
My heart was racing, and I felt sweat beading on my forehead as I pressed another line of soft kisses across Gem’s shoulders. I slowly pulled out, releasing his hip and running my hand over his ass. A bead of cum trickled from his hole and I groaned, ridiculously tempted to lean down and lick it up.
Gem flopped onto the bed with a groan and then rolled onto his back, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes and a loose smile. “Jesus,” he muttered eventually as I stretched out next to him. “I think I’m fucking dead.”
“I hope not,” I said. I reached out and interlaced our fingers together. It was probably one of those gestures that was too intimate and blurred the lines between us even further, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. “I take it that was okay, then?”
“Okay? Fucking hell, if that’s only okay , then the sex I’ve had for my entire life has been dog shit.” I chuckled, feeling a flush blooming on my cheeks. I hoped Gem would just mistake it for exertion. “Seriously, that was fucking amazing. Like… wow.”
“It wasn’t too much? The dirty talk and everything?”
“Nope. It was perfect… like genuinely.” He looked over at me and grinned. “It’s like you saw inside my head and pulled out all my dirty fantasies.”
“Well, I did ask you what you liked.”
“Yeah, but there’s asking and then there’s… that ,” Gem said. He squeezed my hand. “It was… Yeah.”
“I can live with that.”
He chuckled, then pulled me towards him for a kiss.