19. Evan
CHAPTER 19
Evan
I look around at all the boxes and bags of stuff I just rather impulsively bought and wonder where on earth to start. It’s not that I’m trying to distract myself from thinking about three absolutely gorgeous men and what the hell to do with them next. Nope. I’m a grown man, a Daddy Dom no less. I know what the fuck I’m doing.
Yeah, right.
Logically, I know that making love with Tian and having him stay the night was one of those big, scary lurching baby steps that Jacob told me about. I cleaned him up after we had some of the best sex of my life, dressed him in his new pyjamas (which fit perfectly, thank the lord) and spent the evening baking. We had our dinner and watched a movie, then went to bed at a reasonable time.
The only time I faltered was whether or not we should sleep in my bed on the top floor. But my gut instinct told me that it wasn’t quite the right time. Luckily, the playroom bed is a double and we hadn’t messed it up at all, so we slept there.
And I do mean sleep. As wonderful as it had been earlier to share that intimacy with him, he seemed to sense that sharing a bed with someone who wasn’t Beau and relaxing enough to fall asleep was enough in and of itself. But we snuggled up together and I was surprised just how fast I nodded off. It was strange, and I kept waking up disorientated, but it was also wonderful.
On Saturday morning I made us breakfast and we decorated the gingerbread house as planned, and then Tian went back to Sai and Jude’s place. My heart definitely ached as I waved him off, but he’d left with a cheerful, “See you soon!” like it was inevitable.
Is it?
I feel like after I’d made such huge progress in sorting out my feelings and what to do with them, I’m back to square one again, worrying how to now move forward. If it was just Tian, I’d text him and make plans to do something next week. But I feel paralyzed with indecision. Do I invite all three of them over? What kind of dynamic would that be? Would they even want that? Should I just message Sai and Jude and make individual plans?
Rather than sort through all those questions like an adult, I’ve spent my whole Sunday shopping. But now I’m home again and just as intimidated by the sheer volume of stuff I’ve bought as I am my love life. There are even more bits being delivered over the next few days.
“Fuck,” I say with a rueful chuckle, rubbing my tense forehead. It seems like I’ve just replaced one problem with another and am nervous about tackling either of them.
When my phone pings with a text notification, it’s a welcome distraction from my other distraction. Especially when I realise it’s a message from Tian. My heart leaps in my chest like I’m a teenager with a crush. We didn’t have mobile phones when I was at school, though.
We certainly didn’t have video messages.
Glad I’m at home on the Wi-Fi, I tap to download it. The accompanying text simply reads “Get comfy, Daddy” with a winky face. Deciding to abandon my shopping altogether, I jog all the way upstairs and flop on my bed, eager to see what my baby boy has been up to.
No, not mine. He was for that day, and it was wonderful, but I can’t make that claim on him just yet. However, the idea that maybe it could be a possibility makes excitement bubble inside me like Champagne.
As soon as I snuggle down amongst the pillows, I press play. Tian’s face fills the screen, then he crawls back with an adorable smile and sits up on his knees, waving at the camera. I notice several things at once, and it causes quite a physical reaction within me.
Tian is dressed in a sparkly top and a white thong. His cock is clearly full where it’s trapped under the thin material. He also has glittery feathered angel wings strapped to his back with elastic around his shoulders. Nestled in his hair is a headband with a feathery white halo attached to it.
“Hi, Daddy Evan,” he says breathlessly. He stops waving and touches his chest with both his hands, his fingertips grazing over his nipples through the sequined material. “This is your Christmas present. We want you to unwrap us. Because you’ve been such a good Daddy, you get a sneak peek of what’s waiting for you under the tree!”
My heart is already thumping and my cock thickening when onto the bed crawls Sai and Jude from either side. I can’t help but bark out a laugh when I see that Jude is wearing a green and red elf hat, complete with jingling bells, and Sai has on a Santa hat to match. They’re both wearing black harnesses as well…and that’s it. Their free cocks are fully erect and leaking as they crowd Tian from in front and behind.
“Dear God,” I croak into the otherwise quiet of my bedroom as I watch Jude kiss Tian’s mouth and Sai his neck.
They run their hands over him as Tian reaches out, slipping his hands around both their lengths. He’s mostly just fondling them than actually trying to wank them off, but it’s still hot as all fuck.
“Baby boy,” I moan, my own dick already rock-hard. I palm myself through my trousers but stop there, wanting to give all my attention to what’s happening on the screen.
“Who are you thinking about, baby boy?” Sai asks Tian.
“Daddy Evan,” he pants in response, turning and looking into the camera. I gasp as if he can see and hear me back. “I hope he’s enjoying this. I’m being so good.”
“Yes, you are, Tee,” Jude says affectionately with a big grin. “I know he’s loving watching you right now. I bet he’s so hard and calling you his good, perfect boy.”
“You are, Tee,” I utter.
Sai also looks into the camera. “Shall we give him more?”
“Yes, Daddy,” Tian begs.
Jude and Sai shuffle backwards a little, still on the knees. Tian drops to all fours, and that’s when I realise he’s not wearing a thong.
It’s a jockstrap.
Jude and Sai waste no time in lining themselves up. Jude rubs his fat cockhead against Tian’s open, eager mouth and slaps his cheeks and chin noisily with his length. Tian moans as Sai pushes his cock inside Tian’s hole. I guess that they already stretched him before they started filming, just like Jude and Sai got themselves hard before, and fuck the realisation that they did that for me is both incredibly touching as well as scorching hot.
It doesn’t take Sai long to bottom out, and then he and Jude start fucking gorgeous Tian from both ends, grunting and groaning as they gaze into each other’s eyes. Sai grips Tian’s hips and Jude has his fingers thrust into Tian’s luscious hair. Tian’s eyes are closed, looking like the filthiest, most beautiful angel as his boyfriends spit roast him.
“Good boy, Tee,” Sai says, his voice raw. “You feel so good. So perfect for Daddy Sai’s cock. So good letting my slutty Jude fuck your pretty mouth. Do you like that, baby boy? Do you like being stuffed with two big cocks like a Christmas turkey?”
Tian practically screams, making the most noise he can with Jude sliding his dick in and out of his throat. Drool drips from his chin and he trembles as these two stunning men use him for their pleasure. He’s so still for them, just like he was for me.
I drink in every detail as Sai and Jude rock back and forth, their beautiful bodies slick with perspiration. “Can I come, Daddy Sai?” Jude begs, his breathing ragged. “Please, can I come? Baby Tee’s mouth is so good. Please, please.”
Sai nods, pounding Tian’s arse even harder. “Come now. Our good baby boy is going to drink it all down while I fill his tight hole.”
Jude looks down as Tian looks up. It’s difficult to see in the small video, but Tian seems to be crying as he takes everything they’re giving him so perfectly.
“I love you,” Jude says as Tian hungrily sucks his cock. “You’re amazing, Tee. I love fucking you like this. You look so stunning with Daddy Sai’s cock fucking you raw. You were made for us. You’re so perfect. God, oh, god! Take it, baby. Take it all, just like that!”
He bellows as Tian whines, visibly swallowing as Jude empties his load. Tian splutters and gasps, cum and spit spilling down his chin. Sai roars, snapping his hips and gashing his teeth as he also climaxes. I remember the way his hole clenched around my own dick when I was buried inside him, and I moan desperately.
For a few moments, Sai and Jude simply pant and look at each other as they come down from their highs, letting their cocks soften inside Tian. When Sai nods, they slide out at the same time, flopping back against the pillows, dragging a trembling Tian in between them. The camera is at such an angle that I still have a good view of their bodies and not just the soles of their feet.
Jude and Sai work to pull down Tian’s jock strap, discarding it as Tian’s gorgeous cock springs free. He’s hard and leaking and I can still practically taste him on my tongue.
“Daddy Evan,” Sai says, making me jump slightly. He’s looking directly at the camera as he wraps his hand around Tian’s neglected cock. “We’re going to make this sweet, good, obedient boy come all over himself now. If you’d like to wank off with him, I suggest you get your cock out now.” He smirks. “If you haven’t already.”
Unable to hold out any longer, I don’t need telling twice to do as he says. I drop the phone on the bed and crane my neck to keep watching as I unzip and yank my trousers down. Feeling ridiculously glad I came up to the bedroom initially, I pull open my bedside drawer and grab the bottle of lube that lives there, hastily squirting some on my hand and wrapping my slippery hand around my member, picking up the phone again with my free hand.
Whilst I was doing that, Tian drew his heels up to his bottom and Jude slipped two fingers inside Tian’s stretched, glistening hole, pulsing the digits in and out. Tian is shaking and panting as Sai strokes his cock, speeding up.
“Do you want to come for Daddy Evan?” Sai asks. Still with his eyes screwed shut, Tian nods frantically, but that just makes Sai laugh. “Are you going to be a good boy for him and look at the phone so he can see how badly you want him?”
“Yes, Daddy Sai,” he gasps. He lifts his head and stares directly into the camera, making me feel like he’s watching me as my hand flies over my aching cock. “I’m yours, Daddy Evan. We all are. P-please. Please! Come unwrap your presents. Don’t make us wait any longer. I’ve been so good for you.”
He’s writhing as Sai and Jude mercilessly use their hands to drive him wild. He’s a sweaty, tearful angel, even if his wings are getting crushed as he fights to hold back his climax, and his halo has slipped.
He’s perfect.
“Do you want to come now for Daddy Evan?” Sai teases. He and Jude are both watching their boy intensely, but Tian’s gaze is still locked with the camera.
“Yes, yes, yes!” he screeches.
“Such a good boy, waiting for permission,” Sai praises. “We’re all watching you, sweetheart. Daddy Sai and Daddy Evan and naughty Jude. Come for all of us. Show us you’re our good, sweet boy.”
His cock erupts, spurting everywhere as he jerks and flails, his orgasm ripping through him. I speed my hand up, tipping over the edge only moments later, spilling all over my hand as I gasp and tremble.
When Tian finally flops down, Sai and Jude gently withdraw their hands and hug him tightly between them. Tian blinks his eyes open and smiles sleepily at the camera. “Merry Christmas, Daddy Evan,” he whispers.
The video ends. The screen goes black.
I suck air into my lungs, sagging against the mattress and flinging the arm without the sticky hand over my forehead, staring at the ceiling in shock. My limp cock rests on my hip, my trousers pulling awkwardly at my thighs. I don’t move for the moment, though. My mind is racing too fast to coordinate my body anyway.
That was one of the most incredible things I’ve ever experienced in my life. And I don’t just mean the video that I’m sure I’m going to treasure forever. It’s like all the weight that had been lingering on my shoulders has been lifted.
They all want me. Together. I don’t have to choose. I can stop dithering. They couldn’t have said it any clearer that they’re inviting me into their lives. No, I don’t know what that ultimately might look like, but it’s time to seize today and stop letting the past hold me back. The future will bring what it does regardless.
We’ve been playing this game all month. It’s my move, and I have a feeling it’s time to overturn the board and throw out the rulebook.
I have three presents that need unwrapping.