Chapter 18
Chapter
Eighteen
Theo
I turn so fast that everything that was on the end table crashes to the floor. I need to get to Aria. Standing to the side of her, I try to assess the situation. Aria is breathing heavier, and tears stream down her face. She has brought her knees up, making herself as small as she can.
“Baby.” I place my hands on her, looking for anything that could be hurting her.
“Daddy, please,” she begs.
“Please, what? What's going on, baby?” I brush her hair out of her face.
“Ple-please do-don't leave,” she stutters. I wipe the tears from under her eyes and place my hands on either side of her face.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“I couldn't hear you.” She swallows hard. I was too quiet from the couch. “I thought you were gone.”
“I'm still here, baby, I'm not going anywhere.” I use my thumb to wipe away a few of her tears. “I am so sorry I made you feel that way. Do you want to continue, or are you done?”
“No.” I shake my head, confused.
“No, what?”
“I want to continue.” I lean down and gently kiss her forehead.
“Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for letting me in to help you. You are truly amazing, Aria.” I try to speak calmly and comfort her.
She doesn't need dominance now; she needs care, and she's letting me be the one to provide it.
“Even when your body is turning against you, you trust that when you pull the safe word, I am going to listen.” Her breathing settles.
“I am going to walk around the bed. It's just you and me, and I am not going anywhere.”
I know that at the beginning of our relationship, she was very scared that I would leave.
She did eventually trust me and was able to be vulnerable.
Some of the accusations from her mom may have stirred up those fears of abandonment again.
In a little while, we will have to sit and have those hard conversations.
But for right now, I want Aria to take a break from the anxiety and only be able to think of the good. Because we are so good together.
“I’m right here.” I place my hand on the top of her foot. “I need you to relax, okay?”
She nods her head before taking a deep breath.
“Do you remember that night you missed check-in?” I ask softly.
“Yes.”
“How, when I told you to grab specific things, you did it?” She nods. Her breathing has calmed down, but it still stutters from time to time. “Why did you listen?”
“Because you asked.”
“You did do as you were told, but why did you decide to listen? Why didn’t you push back?”
She takes a deep breath before responding, “I trusted you.”
“What made you trust me?”
“You hadn't hurt me before.” I trace my fingers over a healing bite mark on her hip.
“But now I have.” Did we move too fast? She has pulled colors before, and we always check in and adjust. Does she think because of how rough we play, I will hurt her intentionally?
“No," she quickly argues. “I mean, you have, but never in a way I didn't want.”
Her breath hitches as I slide my fingers up her chest.
“So you trust me to not hurt you.”
‘“Yes, you have never pushed me past what I said was ok.”
“You now understand that even though you're scared, you trust me to have your best interest at heart?”
“Yes, Daddy.” I open the nightstand drawer and pull out the vibrator I know Aria prefers. I sit next to her on the bed and turn it on. It begins to buzz, and Aria immediately picks up on the sound.
I gently place it on her chest, dragging it slowly between her breasts, laying it on her chest as I grab the pair of nipple clamps off the nightstand.
The crop top she is wearing barely covers her tits as it is.
I barely had to lift it to expose her nipples.
I clip them on. She arches her back, taking in the new sensation.
I pick the vibrator back up and continue to drag it down her body.
I lay it on her stomach, letting her feel the vibration in her core as I slide her shorts down to her knees.
I could take them all the way off, but this also limits her motion.
I slowly lift the vibrator from her stomach and continue to drag it painfully slow to her cunt.
The moment it starts to slide between her legs, I freeze.
Her breaths quicken as she waits for me to put it where she needs.
“Please…” she breathes.
I lower it just enough, not quite on her clit, but close enough for her to feel some of the vibration. She lifts her hips, trying to get it that last little bit.
“Patience, baby.” I rub her thigh. She takes a breath and relaxes her hips.
I then lower it to where she has been wanting it.
It doesn't take long to see it already starting to affect her.
She moans as her abs begin to tense.
She pulls at the restraints, trying to find leverage.
Her moans fill the room, my dick hardening with just the sound.
Right before Aria is about to cum, I turn it up.
“Breathe, baby, you can do this.”
“No,” she pants just before I can see her body at its peak.
“Theo!” she screams out as she cums. I turn the vibrator down, but not off.
“Good girl.” I breathe against her neck.
I turn it up as I instruct, “Now give me another one.”