Chapter 40
Dayyan
“Dayyan? What do you need two hundred tea lights for?”
My mother yells across the house and I want to sink into the ground. I ordered something else and I sincerely hope that it wasn’t in the same package.
“Wait, there’s something else in there.” Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Then I get up and race downstairs.
“Since when do you open my mail, Mom?” My mother is embarrassed, but if you ask me, not nearly enough.
“I’m also expecting something and it would’ve fit in terms of size. I didn’t look at the name, I’m sorry, sweetie. So, what do you need them for?”
“You’re in Frankfurt for the weekend... Jannis is coming over later.”
“Ah, I see, you’re planning a romantic night. How lovely. But what is this? Is it for a plant? For watering?” My mother turns a blue anal douche in her hands, with a lot more interest than I can handle.
“Yes, exactly for that, Mom.” Oh my God.
“But you don’t have any plants in your room?”
“Not yet. Thank you.” Before she gets any more ideas, I take my packages from her and flee to my room.
As soon as my family leaves the house, I place some of the candles on a large metal plate in the dining area and the rest on small coasters in my room. With an hour to spare, I go to the bathroom.
Jannis and I have been talking about sex a lot lately.
That sounds super unromantic and unspontaneous, but he’s a virgin, I have no experience with men, and I think we both needed to talk it through.
We googled and read together. Some of it was weird, some of it was funny, most of it was informative.
It quickly became clear Jannis would prefer to top, which is fine by me. I like it when Jannis plays with my ass, and even though it makes me nervous, I can’t wait to feel him inside me.
I didn’t realize beforehand how much preparation was necessary though. It’s probably much faster when you have some practice, but I manage to be clean and showered when Jannis rings the doorbell.
“Hey. Nice to see you, sunshine.”
“Hey. You look good. I like it when you wear sweatpants. And only sweatpants.”
I may have turned up the heat and taken my T-shirt off.
Not that I have the body for it, but Jannis likes it.
He runs a finger from my collarbone to my nipple, and a shiver runs through my body.
Fuck, it’s so hot when he stands in front of me like that.
He’s so tall it feels more like he’s towering over me.
“Are you hungry?”
“For you?” His gaze is innocent, but when I look closer, I see the hungry flicker in his eyes.
“That can be arranged. However, I’d have to serve upstairs, in my room.”
“Not a problem for me.”
I slowly climb the stairs. Jannis follows me.
Close. Just one step behind me. My ass brushes against his crotch and fuck, he’s hard.
My whole-body tingles with nervousness and anticipation, because intimacy with Jannis is a red-hot game, and it not only makes me incredibly horny, it’s also so much fun.
I can’t remember sex with my ex-girlfriends ever being playful and easy, ever being this much fun.
“I see you don’t meet the dress code. Unfortunately, I can’t let you into the location like that.”
Jannis grins. “Oh, is that so? Is there any chance to change that?”
“Actually, there is. Take off your clothes.”
Piece by piece, his clothes fall to the floor in the hallway until he’s standing in front of me only in his boxer briefs. Tight-fitting and black, with his thick, long cock straining against the tight fabric.
“That’s better, but unfortunately, I’m not allowed to make exceptions.
Get undressed.” In a quick and admittedly surprising move, Jannis pushes me against the wall and presses his upper body against my back.
His cock rubs against my ass, and fuck, I love it when Jannis is so horny that his wild side takes over. He’s excitingly sexy and uninhibited.
When he told me a few weeks ago that everything was going too fast with Danny, I thought he meant too much intimacy too soon. That wasn’t the problem. Danny got down to business too quickly. Jannis is a lion, he loves to play with his prey before he takes it down.
“Are you sure we can’t make an exception?” He whispers in my ear in a raspy voice, his breath tickling my bare skin and my ass pushing back into his crotch. Fuck, I want this.
“No, no chance.” It would’ve been nice if my voice had played along, but that squeak wasn’t particularly impressive. But Jannis takes a step back and removes the last piece of fabric off his body.
“Better?”
“Come in, please.” The tea lights bathe the otherwise dark room in a dim light and the flames flicker on Jannis’s body.
“You are so beautiful.” I know I’m breaking character, but I mean it.
“Unfortunately, I can’t give an overall assessment yet. Does the dress code only apply to guests?”
I step very close to Jannis and put my hand around his stiff cock.
“Fuck, ah.” He moans and gets louder as I slide my hand up and down his length. Slowly and torturously, just the way I like it best.
“Upon request, this dress code can be extended to the staff.”
“How do I put in that request?”
“Orally.”
Jannis laughs snortingly. “Not bad.”
He leans forward and, expecting a kiss, I close my eyes. But his lips don’t find my mouth. They find my cock, because in one swift movement he falls to his knees and pulls my sweatpants down around my ankles.
I love it when he blows me, when he skillfully slides his tongue around my glans—it always drives me crazy.
“On the bed.” I step out of my sweatpants and try to walk backwards, but Jannis is quicker.
He grabs my ass, and lifts me up. To get a better grip, I wrap my legs around his waist. Doing so means our cocks rub together so exquisitely in that position.
Fuck, I didn’t know a cock could be so fucking hot.
As if someone had flipped a switch, Jannis’s mood changes. He still knows what he wants, but he is gentler now as he lays me down on the bed and covers my body with his. “You want this?”
I answer without hesitation. “Yes. Absolutely.”
“Okay. If you change your mind...”
“No way.”
Jannis starts slowly. Gentle kisses, light touches. He’s insecure. He knows our game, but this is new. Hesitantly, he pushes one leg to my chest, almost as if he’s never fingered my ass before.
“Come here.” I pull him to my chest. “The only thing new today is your cock in my ass, and I want that. We’ve done everything else many times before, you know what I like.”
His index finger is carefully circling my hole, and I’d love to hurry him up, but I don’t.
“Let me think. You like this.” Without warning, he pushes in all the way.
My muscle protests briefly, but the feeling of no longer being alone in my body is a relief.
When Jannis has played with my ass before, it was all about pleasure and the pursuit of a hot orgasm.
Today is different. He focuses less on my prostate and more on my muscle, stretching and pulling until he can insert a second finger and finally a third.
I am patient. “That’s enough. I’m ready.”
Very patient, in fact. “Jaaaaannis. Please. Now.”
I don’t put any pressure on him. “I’m coming if you keep this up.”
But it’s impossible to deter him while I melt beneath him.
“Do you want to stay like this, or change position?” Without answering, I turn around.
On all fours, in front of him, was my first sexual fantasy with Jannis, and I want it to come true.
I hear the foil of the condom, the click of the lube.
Jannis holds my hips with one hand. “Last chance to say no, ma lune.”
“Yes.”
Without hesitation, he guides his cock to my hole. My heart is racing, nerves flood my body. His tip is less pointed than his finger is, and the pressure feels different on my muscle. I exhale and try to relax. “Go on.”
Jannis pushes forward a little harder and my muscle gives way. I feel him inside me immediately. The pull is minimal; he has done a good job of prepping me and I want more. I push back with momentum and oh God, that feels good. “Ahh. Keep going, more.”
“I’m afraid of hurting you.”
“You’re not, it feels incredible.”
He obviously takes pity on me, because with small but quick movements, he rolls his hips and penetrates me deeper and deeper with short thrusts until his pubic bone hits my tailbone and our balls touch. Fuck, that’s deep.
He slowly pulls out only to thrust back a little harder.
He’s searching for a rhythm and a position where he can hit my prostate.
Personally, I’d say fuck it, but Jannis is already too caught up in his own head.
Carefully, I raise my upper body until I’m sitting on his cock.
Jannis immediately wraps his arms around me, pressing his head into my neck.
The next thrust hits the spot. Everything goes black and fireworks explode in my body. Over and over again. I moan, I scream, I whimper until Jannis takes pity on me and puts his hand around my cock. I shamelessly thrust into his fist while he takes my ass. Nothing is tender and gentle anymore.
“How close are you?” Jannis’s voice is tortured, but I’m no better off. My answer is a lost cause at that moment when the fireworks in my body become a supernova. My ass pulsates, holding Jannis’s cock captive until he moans behind me. His dick twitches inside me, over and over again.
Completely exhausted, he falls forward and buries me beneath him. I can still feel him inside me. We are one, connected not only in our hearts, but our bodies are also fused, and I can no longer tell where I end and he begins. No longer Jannis and Dayyan, just us.