20 — Noah Foster
“Then suddenly I'm in love
By a stranger
I can't believe she's mine,
Now I only see you with brand new eyes.”
Fresh eyes — Andy Grammer
The day dawns and I can't even remember what time I went to sleep.
The night before, I got home, had a shot of whiskey and was thinking about her, the reason for my hope. The reason for my sleepless nights. The reason for the life I have today.
Forget it, man. She's with Beni!
The good thing about being the CEO is being able to be late, even if that's not something I like. Actually, I hate delays, but in life, there are some exceptions and today will be one of them. I don't know if I can look into those eyes now, knowing that she is so close, but at the same time so far away. I check the time and realize I should have woken up an hour ago.
I head to the bathroom and start getting ready for the day, anxiously, in a strange way.
— You can't want her, Noah. No way. — I can only be crazy, talking to myself in front of the mirror.
I go into the closet, choose a three—piece navy blue Armani, along with one of my Rolex watches, which I learned to like and also collect from old Jack.
He is of the opinion that it shows a lot about a man's personality. I do one last check, go downstairs and give Iolanda a kiss, before walking to the car, with J. already ready.
— Directly to the company, Mr. Noah?
— Yes, J. and if you could get me a coffee and a croissant at Lola’s, I’d appreciate it. I'm already more than late — he confirms.
In fact, I didn't even want to go to the company today, but I needed to see her like a damn stalker, torturing me, watching what will never be mine.
I desire that woman like I have never desired anything in my life!
I need it, the same way I need air to breathe.
Only her. No others.
Damn it! I need to forget her, this is cheating with my best friend — my rational side insists on saying, while my irrational side tells me to give a fuck about everything.
I want to forget, just as much as I want to be close, protect her, have her with me in my arms, kiss her, worship every part of her body and never need to be away from those eyes again.
Damn!
Stop thinking shit.
She's with Benício!
SHE. IT IS. WITH. O. BENICE! — I reaffirm this in my head, so that my brain understands once and for all that it is prohibited.
Today, I will begin my journey to forget her.
I laugh just thinking about how stupid I am.
There's no forgetting something that never started.
I pick up my phone and send a message.
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Noah: Hey dude.
Are you still in town?
Dom: Bowl.
What are you catching?
Do you need a shovel?!
Noah: No, no shovel, lol.
Little party, in the flat.
10pm today.
Are you in?
Dom: It closed.
I call the girls.
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A good fuck will have to do, for sure. I can't give in to those eyes again.
If she were free, I'd take my chances.
Fuck, she isn't!
She's with my fucking best friend.
It's him, who caresses that silky skin when he sleeps, who touches that fleshy mouth, who must pull those damn blonde hair.
Shit, just thinking about it makes me angry at him!
And my dick is already harder than a rock!
I need her, she's my fucking girl!
Who's getting involved with my best friend's shit!
Focus, Noah! Focus!
When I arrive in my office, I send an email to Norah asking her to cancel the meeting I was having with Catarina and the rest of the team and let her know that from today onwards, she can leave anything related to the project in her care. All of this, because I don't know if I'll be able to control myself as I should, from the moment she walks through that door.
And I need my fucking control back!
I analyze contracts, reports and everything that is possible and urgent, however, nothing catches my attention, because I can't get it out of my head, I push the pile of papers away. I give up.
— Damn it! — I exclaim, throwing my head back.
I'm completely crazy, because for the first time in my life, I find myself doing something completely outside of my ethical standards.
I am accessing the company's cameras right now. I'm becoming a damn stalker .
What the fuck!
I look one by one, until I find that woman.
— Dumb! Idiot! Asshole! — I curse myself. — Nice plan to get her out of your mind!
Catarina is alone, in one of the elevators, dressed to make any man come instantly. Just admiring her makes my dick force the zipper of my pants, wanting to come out and I notice that my situation is worse than I imagined. Much worse!
I'm lucky I don't have Gael here now, because I'm absolutely sure he would say formally, just to be more sarcastic:
“Noah Foster has been declared dead. Reason: your dick only wants a single and exclusive pussy and for lack of having it, it died.”
The day flew by, I dove head first into the company's affairs, after Norah charged me for some overdue things, bringing me back to the role I occupy in this company and, before I knew it, it's already past nine o'clock at night.
I grab my things and decide to go straight to the flat, without going home first as I usually do.
I want to have a drink before the girls arrive, so I send a message to let Dom and Gael know. I'm not a big fan of these orgies, of course, I'm not a saint either, but sharing is more their thing, not mine. However, in the situation I find myself in, today I need to overflow or I will have a serious problem with blue balls. I can't afford to masturbate like a fifteen—year—old boy.
As soon as J. parks in the private garage, I inform him about my friends' arrival and that I'm possibly going to spend the night here. The flat is the largest in its category, so I have a suite of my own, for eventualities, and two other rooms for our private parties. I take a shower, put on jeans and a t—shirt. I walk to the bar and pour myself a shot of whiskey while I wait for our night to begin.
It doesn't take long before I receive a notification that they and our guests are going up.
— Welcome, hotties. — Gael squeezes one of their asses as they enter. They really are fucking hot.
— And there — I greet them. — Welcome, girls. Do you want something to drink?
— Yes... — one of them says in my ear, while another one is already squeezing my dick.
And without further words, it all begins.
The blonde who was touching me, gets on her knees, releasing my cock, which is now completely ready for action, as the brunette, who was whispering in my ear, starts to suck Gael and the redhead, undresses for Dom.
The girl licks my dick, making me want more, driving me crazy with lust. I hold her by her hair and run my member across her face, outlining her lips.
— Open your mouth wide, I'm going to put it deep — I order and she obeys.
I put it in her throat, she's good, she can handle it and at the same time she tries to suck it. I need to control myself, I don't want to cum yet. I get out of her and pull her to me, without kissing. I signal to the guys, they understand and follow me to the room we usually use.
As soon as we get in, we finish taking off our clothes and I pin the blonde against the wall, fucking her with my fingers. Dom and Gael share the brunette, while the redhead sucks Gael. I remove my fingers from her pussy and slide them down to her ass, she moans asking for more and I give it.
I throw her on the bed, open her legs wide and take the lubricant that is close to the plug. I begin to penetrate her with the object, without difficulty. She squirms, still begging. I put on the condom and bury myself in her pussy, in one strong thrust.
— More, I want more... — she screams.
— Gael, she wants more. What do you think about sharing? — I said, without stopping digging deeper.
“Now,” he responds. — Entertain my friend, you bitches. — He knows that Dom loves two pussies all to himself.
I get out of her, and she mounts Gael, exposing her entire ass to me. Gael knows how to wait. I start to remove the plug carefully and my dick pulses with excitement. I look at Dom and he is buried, alternating pussies, while the two that are with him kiss and masturbate.
Cum!
As soon as I take everything off, I spread more lubricant and enter without mercy, slapping her ass. Gael starts to move, in sync. I pull her by the hair, arching her back and offering her breasts to him.
It doesn't take long for her to cum, so we pull out of her.
— Very well, hottie, you're going to suck Dom, and I'll eat your ass — Gael says, sinking into her. — And you, redhead, are going to give your pussy to my friend here. — Point at me.
We start fucking them mercilessly, the brunette mounts the face of the girl I'm fucking and that makes me even more excited.
— Suck her pussy willingly, I want to see you two cum together — I say, panting.
When I hear the brunette tell the other not to stop, I squeeze the redhead's clitoris and fuck! Her pussy starts to squeeze me and I push harder, going deeper.
The image of my girl in my mind is the trigger for me to scream and cum uncontrollably. I hear the guys screaming too. I get out of her, discard the condom and when I come back, I'm already hard again.
It's just beginning.