Chapter 23
Consuming Passion
Lynn
“Maybe we should head back,”I say as I look out the windshield at the rain that’s pouring.
The sky just opened up out of nowhere and it’s coming down in sheets. The road is barely visible in front of us. I squint and still can’t see a thing.
“I’m going to pull over. I’m don’t think it’s safe to head back or keep going,” he says as he pulls off the road. “We’ll just wait it out.”
“Okay. It probably won’t be that long.”
The truck turns dark as the trees lining the side of the road cover us in their shade. I reach to turn the radio on. Trev laces our fingers together and lifts them to his lips.
The rain is pounding down on the truck as we sit and wait. His scent fills my head as I inhale. It’s comforting in the confines of the small space.
The cabin begins to chill. Trevor reaches to turn on the heat. He then turns to me to watch and see if I’m okay.
I look into his eyes and reach to run my thumb over his mustache. Cupping the back of my neck, he draws me into him.
When our lips meet, it’s like fire takes over us. I’m burning to have him closer. I climb across the console into his lap.
He grasps my throat and deepens the kiss. He kisses me with so much passion that I feel it throughout my body. I slide my hands under his T-shirt, savoring the feel of his smooth, warm skin.
Teddy Swims’s “Lose Control” fills the space. Trev breaks the kiss and looks at me with such intensity, I shiver. With his blue eyes locked on my brown, he reaches for the hem of my sweatshirt and tugs it up over my head.
I wrap my arms around his neck and seal my lips to his once again. He nimbly unclasps my bra and slowly peels it from my body.
I sit back, placing my back against the steering wheel. The hunger in his eyes as he looks at my breasts causes my nipples to harden. He palms my mounds as if testing their weight.
I moan and throw my head back when he begins to roll my peaks between his fingertips. I moan and start to grind in his lap when he wraps his warm mouth around one tip. I can feel him through his jeans.
“I want you. I want to taste you,” he groans against my breast.
I reach behind me and grab the steering wheel, using it for leverage to lift my upper body. Trev pulls my sneakers from my feet and tosses them over to the passenger side. He then reaches for the waistband of my sweats and peels them and my panties down. When my pants are gone and sitting in the passenger side seat, he leans in, bringing my pussy to his face to devour me.
I throw my head back and lock my legs around his head. My arms begin to tremble, but he takes my weight onto his shoulders. Between the song playing, the sound of his groans, and the rain pouring down, I don’t know what’s sexier.
He grabs my leg to loosen my grip and turns his head to lick and suck at my inner thigh. Then he looks up at me as he returns to feasting on me. I have one hand on the steering wheel behind me and the other in his hair as I ride his face.
Through my own panting, I hear him moving quickly to unfasten his belt. He lifts his hips to push his pants down. Then he wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me into his lap.
I sink down onto him as he holds his length up. We both groan as he fills me up. We find each other with our lips in a hot, hungry, fiery kiss.
Trev breaks the hot kiss to look into my eyes as he guides me up and down. His nostrils flare as he looks at me through hooded lids. His cheeks become flush as I bounce and cry out.
He’s so damn thick and hard. I grab the headrest and work my hips. He throws his head back as grunts leave his lips.
“Fuck, just like that. You feel so fucking good,” he groans.
“Trev, baby. Oh my God,” I cry out.
He grabs my ass painfully tight. The bite of his nails sends me higher. Just when I think it couldn’t feel any better, he dips his head to take my nipple into his mouth and starts to thrust up as best he can in our tight confines.
“I’m coming, I’m coming, I’m coming,” I scream.
My body begins to convulse as I cream all over him. And still, he doesn’t stop thrusting. Instead, he reaches for my legs and shifts our bodies, pinning my legs into my chest.
He removes the seat back all the way, then reaches for the steering wheel behind me and pounds into me while I’m trapped between him and the wheel at my back.
He’s fucking me like he’ll never get to again. I’m breathless and so turning on, I couldn’t stop him if I wanted to. I don’t know how long we stay in his truck fucking, but I know we make good use of the rain and this small-ass space.
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Trevor
I can’t takemy eyes off Lynn. This afternoon in my truck was amazing. I had wanted to take her to the family lake house, but we never made it.
Once the rain let up, we came back to the house. Now I’m sitting with my family happier than I’ve ever been. I might feel our shenanigans in the morning, but I can’t say I’ll regret it.
“Will you come with Daddy to our end-of-camp game?” Scoot asks Lynn.
She gives him a bright smile. “I’d love to. When is it?”
“Camp is for a month. It’s the last weekend before we come home.”
“What positions do you guys play?”
“Bam wants to be a quarterback like Uncle Brad. I play tight end. I’m still working on my hands to become a wide receiver like Daddy.”
I note that Bam has been rather quiet throughout dinner. Scoot and Snacks have been regular chatter boxes, but my youngest seems to have shutdown. Concern fills me and I begin to observe him more closely.
After about another twenty minutes of banter between everyone, Bam asks to be excused. I nod for him to go, but I get up to follow. He goes outside onto the porch and sits on one of the swing seats.
I follow him out and sit beside him. He’s silent as he stares up at the stars. I run a hand through his hair. God, when did my kids get so big?
“Everything all right, son?”
He looks at me with sad eyes. Then he scoots closer and leans into me. I wrap an arm around him.
“I don’t want to like her,” he murmurs.
“Oh, buddy. I’m not trying to replace your mama.”
“That ain’t it. I don’t want to like her because I don’t want her to ignore me like Mama. I don’t want to care about her for her not care about me.
“You’re the only one who cares about us. We don’t need a mama. We’re fine with just you.”
My heart tightens. I feel the rage building, but I push it back down. This is why I left.
Donna has only hurt these kids. Her selfishness has scarred us all. I’m always left to clean up her mess.
“Johnathan, look at me.”
He lifts his head and looks me in the eyes. “Lynn is not your mama. She’s someone I care a lot about.
“We’re not going to force you to feel anything you don’t want to. All I can ask is that you give her a chance. Get to know her.
“She’s not the type to hurt others, and if you choose to like her, she’s going to reciprocate that,” I tell him.
“Reciprocate?”
I chuckle lightly. “She’ll love you back. Lynn is going to love you either way. So if you want to like her, it’s safe. She’ll take care of your heart. If you don’t want to like her, you’ve always got me to give you all the love you need.”
He wraps his arms around my waist and holds me tightly. I rub his back and feel him relax against me. A few moments go by, and I realize he’s passed out.
“I love you, son.”