Chapter 21
Levi
I nearly jumped off the bed again when Phoenix’s mouth closed over the entrance to my body and he kissed me much like he’d kissed me on the mouth moments earlier.
My inner voice once again reminded me how wrong this had to be, but the argument was falling on deaf ears.
Because the second Phoenix’s lips touched my skin, electricity shot up my spine and out to my limbs.
My toes involuntarily curled and my dick jumped against my stomach.
Heat pooled in my belly as I waited for what he would do next.
Another kiss, then another. Phoenix’s hand moved up to rest on my stomach, bypassing my dick.
I waited for him to close his hand around my flesh, but instead, he pressed his hand down on my abdomen with a small amount of force a split second before the flat of his tongue brushed over my hole.
“Jesus, God!” I shouted as I slapped my hand over Phoenix’s where it was resting on my skin. Another lick had me fisting my other hand into the bedding. By the third lick, I was pressing my ass against his face, not caring how it might look. I just wanted more.
I lost all sense of time and space as he continued to lick me.
I reached for my dick, but was surprised when Phoenix grabbed my hand and pressed it to the bed.
He did the same with my other hand…it wasn’t enough to actually restrain me and if I wanted to get my hand free, I could.
But the message was clear. He wanted to continue the sensual torture, but he didn’t want me to come yet.
I wasn’t sure how long I’d last because the need to come was wreaking havoc with my senses.
I felt too hot and too tight all over. Like I wanted to bust out of my own skin.
I dug my fingers into Phoenix’s hands, not caring about anything else but hanging onto him…
like I was afraid if I let him go, I’d drift away from him, from this moment.
Phoenix continued the licks and kisses, but when I felt his tongue probing the entrance to my body, I froze.
No way! He couldn’t be planning to…
But that was exactly what he did.
I didn’t move for all of five seconds as Phoenix’s tongue thrust into my body and then pulled back out before pushing in again.
But as soon as his tongue entered me again and he licked my insides, I lost it and spewed cum all over myself as my orgasm wrenched through me without any kind of warning.
I instinctively jammed my hips up, even though there was nothing to fuck but air.
My dick didn’t care, though, because seed kept shooting from it, hitting me on the chest, the chin and God only knew where else.
And the whole time, Phoenix kept fucking me with his tongue.
When my body was spent, I let my weight sink into the bedding as the euphoria covered me like a warm, soft blanket. I was staring at Phoenix’s ceiling, but for all I knew, it was a soft white cloud.
Because I had to be floating.
It was the only way to explain the weightlessness.
I was dimly aware of Phoenix shifting his weight as he released my hands, but I couldn’t move.
A warm, wet tongue slid up my dick and then closed around the tip and sucked gently.
I moaned at how sensitive my cock felt, but luckily Phoenix knew to keep the pressure light.
His mouth moved up my body, licking me as he went.
Collecting every drop of evidence that my body hadn’t had any issue with what Phoenix had just done to me.
And truthfully, my mind no longer did either .
He’d been right…the pleasure two people who loved one another could bring to each other’s bodies could never be wrong.
Because nothing had ever felt more right in that moment.
“You okay?” Phoenix asked when he got to my mouth.
I nodded. “More than,” I murmured drowsily.
He kissed me gently and I tasted myself.
I could have fallen asleep then and there, but the more he kissed me, the more my body began to come alive again.
No, my dick wasn’t joining the party just yet, but all thoughts of sleep drifted away as I wrapped my arms around Phoenix’s neck and kissed him back.
His cock was still hard where it was pressed against my hip.
I hadn’t even given one thought to his pleasure.
It was a testament to how well he’d loved me…
how well he’d used the trust I’d given him.
And he’d given me exactly what I’d wanted in return.
I’d chosen to let him pleasure me. I’d given him the power to do to my body what he had. I’d gotten to feel. There’d been no fear of what was coming next or whether he would hurt me or not. Because I’d already had those answers going into this.
He wouldn’t hurt me.
It was like he’d said…he’d cut off his arm before he raised it against me.
I brought my hands up to hold Phoenix’s face so I could have his complete attention. When his dark eyes met mine, I whispered, “What did I do to deserve you?”
“You were you,” he answered. His mouth moved over mine and I knew that even with everything he’d given me, I wanted more.
I wanted it all.
“Make love to me, Phoenix.”
He stilled and then leaned back enough so he could brace himself on his elbow. His fingers skirted through my damp hair, pushing it off my forehead. “We don’t have to do anything else tonight,” he said. “We have plenty of time.”
Time was one thing we most definitely did not have, but I didn’t tell him that. Even if I could have changed things so that there was a way I could spend the rest of my life with him, I’d still want him right now just as badly. It wasn’t an issue of time at all. It was much simpler than that.
I just wanted every part of him.
“I want tonight to be about us,” I said. “Just us. Nothing else exists outside this room, okay?”
Luckily, Phoenix seemed to understand what I was saying because he kissed me gently and then he started making love to me all over again.
But it wasn’t just him loving me. At one point, Phoenix rolled us so he was on his back and I took complete advantage and explored his body the way he had mine.
When I reached his cock, I didn’t hesitate to suck it to the back of my throat.
Even when he began fucking my mouth, I took pleasure in the act.
With T and Gun, my goal had been to get them off as soon as possible.
With Phoenix, I wanted to draw out the pleasure, so I purposefully kept him on edge.
And instead of cursing me or trying to force me to suck him harder or longer or faster, he praised me and told me how good it felt and how he just wanted more.
It was a heady experience and I was on cloud nine.
Until Phoenix rolled me on my back and his cock brushed over my hole.
And then I locked up tight and squeaked out a muffled protest as I waited for him to shove into me.
“Baby, open your eyes,” Phoenix said as his fingers skimmed my cheek.
I did as he told me, though I didn’t remember closing them.
“I’m sorry,” I said as I realized what I’d done. For whatever reason, that simple act of his dick touching my hole had made me forget where I was.
And who I was with.
“It’s okay, you didn’t do anything wrong.”
“I don’t want to stop,” I blurted, because I could see from the way he was looking at me that he was going to suggest just that. “I just got a little lost.”
“I know, baby, and it’s okay. We can keep going if that’s what you really want.”
I nodded, because that was exactly what I wanted.
I tried to push past the embarrassment, but it wasn’t easy.
But Phoenix seemed to be in no rush as he began kissing me again.
Whenever he shifted his hips, I tensed up, but as soon as he reminded me to open my eyes, I relaxed.
At one point, he levered off me and said, “Are you sure? You can still stop me whenever you want, but I just want to make sure you’re still with me, one hundred percent. ”
“I am,” I said. Yes, I was scared. I wouldn’t lie to myself about that. But I was also eager to take this final step with him.
Phoenix climbed off me long enough to get a condom and a bottle of lube from his nightstand drawer.
“Move up here,” he said as he motioned to the head of the bed.
He sweetly made sure my head was comfortably supported by a couple of pillows before he settled back down on top of me.
As before, he kissed me to get my body back to the edge and then kept me there by grinding our dicks together.
I tensed when he got the bottle of lube open and put some on his fingers, but I kept it together as his hand moved between my legs.
If he hadn’t been kissing me, it would have been harder for me to not react when his finger began probing my entrance.
But with every stroke of his lush tongue over mine, my fear over what was coming began to diminish.
It stung when his finger pushed into me just a little bit, but instead of ignoring my discomfort, he settled his arm around my shoulders and waited for my body to adjust. And the entire time, he nuzzled my ear and kept telling me he loved me and how beautiful I was.
When my body would relax around the digit, he’d slide more of it into me.
He never did anything that caught me off guard and he constantly reminded me to look at him.
The intensity in his eyes was overwhelming.
I didn’t think it possible, but I fell in love with him even more when I saw the effort he was making to make this good for me.
While I’d had the benefit of having had one orgasm already, he hadn’t.