Chapter 22
Ryan
I didn’t sleep much that night either. Once again, Dom kept me awake until the wee hours.
The reasons were very different though. Instead of getting myself off alone to thoughts of him, we rutted together until we made a mess of the sheets.
Rather than lying awake wondering what he was doing, I lay on his chest, asking him every question I could think of.
And when I eventually did fall asleep, it was in Dom’s arms. They were locked around me like he was scared I was going to vanish into the night.
But that was his party trick, not mine.
Maybe that wasn’t fair. The whole point of this was to not exist outside the moment. But that was easier said than done.
Dom might have been afraid of me disappearing, but I’d lived through him doing that to me. The fear of that happening again…it was hard to let go.
I wasn’t in his arms when I woke up, but I didn’t need to worry about where he was. The wet suction on my cock made that pretty obvious.
“Fuck, Dom,” I panted, my hips straining upwards, pleasure zipping through my limbs. I threw back the duvet to see his dark head bobbing between my thighs. “What a way to wake up.”
He raised his head, kissing the tip of my cock before flashing me a grin. His tongue darted out daringly, catching a drip of precum. Fuck, the things this man did to me. “Sorry, couldn’t resist.”
“Don’t apologise for that,” I said, sitting forward to fist his hair. I steered him back to my cock. “Apologise for stopping.”
Heat smouldered in his eyes as he took me into his mouth again. I didn’t relinquish my hold, pushing him to take me deeper.
“Come on, Dom. I know you can do better than that.”
His nostrils flared at the challenge. Both his hands grabbed my arse. I moaned as he lifted my hips, encouraging me to fuck his throat.
“Oh fuck, baby.” My toes curled as my hips pistoned.
The hot, wet, feel of his lips tightening around me was almost too much to handle.
Once again, my fingers itched for a pencil.
I needed to capture Dom’s position between my thighs.
The purposeful way he hollowed his cheeks.
The hungry gleam in his eyes as he watched me gasp and writhe.
I knew how I’d portray him. Not as an angel, but a demon. One who’d been sent here to corrupt me. To show me pleasure I’d only ever experience with him.
It was never like this with anyone else.
Only him.
“Don’t stop,” I urged him, my neck straining at the effort of keeping my head off the pillow. I wasn’t looking away from him though. Fuck no. I wanted to burn this image of Dom’s temptation into my brain for the rest of time. “I’m so close, Dom.”
He doubled down, my cock hitting the back of his throat.
He gagged but didn’t stop. It drew an odd, high-pitched sound from my chest. A noise I was certain I’d never made before.
It didn’t stop either. Dominic had eroded my ability to control myself with every suck on my cock. I existed only for him.
All my limbs trembled as he pushed his tongue against the underside of my shaft. My skin was on fire. I wouldn’t be surprised to see literal smoke rising from the sheets.
Then, he went to the one place I wanted him. Where I needed him. His fingers skimmed along my crease, lightly pressing against the puckered skin, and it was all over.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I cried out as Dom swallowed everything I gave him. His tongue smoothed over my cock, catching every drop until I hissed and wriggled away. “Too sensitive.”
He chuckled, pressing a kiss to the inside of my thigh. “Morning, Shadow.”
The huskiness of his voice sent tingles through me. I’d done that. My cock. “And what a good morning it is.”
“How about we make it even better with breakfast?”
I raised a brow, my hand returning to his silky strands. “By breakfast, you’d better mean you feeding me your cock.”
Dom’s lips ticked up on one side. “You don’t have to feel obligated.”
“I don’t,” I said, tugging on his hair. “I want this. Now get up here.”
“So demanding,” he grumbled. The goofy grin ruined the grumpy effect he was going for. “Don’t know why I put up with it.”
I nudged him to straddle my chest. Grabbing his pillow, I shoved it under my head. “Because you’re getting orgasms out of it?”
“True,” Dom said, his erection leaking as it brushed against my lips. “And I love you, which means I’ll put up with anything where you’re concerned.”
My mouth fell open in surprise. Not that he still loved me—he’d made that clear already. But that he was able to say it so…casually. Easily. My love for him felt like it was being ripped from my chest.
Yet his for me… He accepted it as easily as breathing. How I envied him for that ease.
Dominic took advantage of my parted lips by slipping his cock inside. I opened wider for him, gagging slightly as he hit the roof of my mouth. Shit, it had been a while for me. I didn’t apologise though.
I knew Dom liked it when I choked on him.
Sure enough, his pupils dilated as he drove his hips forward. “Oh, I’ve missed you, Shadow.”
I closed my eyes briefly. I’d missed him too. More than I was prepared to admit.
Part of me wanted to take control of this, but a much larger part was desperate to let Dom be in charge. To just lie back and let him use me for his pleasure.
It had been a very long time since I’d let anyone do that.
Ten years, to be precise.
“You’re perfect,” he breathed as he gave shallow thrusts. “God, Shadow. The things you do to me.”
My chest swelled with pride. I didn’t need to show off for him, or try and drive him crazy.
I was doing that just by putting my mouth on him.
It was an addictive feeling, knowing how I affected him.
Didn’t stop me touching him though. I caressed his thick thighs, bunching with each rock of his pelvis.
The tight V that I wanted to see dripping with my cum.
My name, etched so beautifully over his heart.
“I’ve thought about this so much,” he babbled, his biceps flexing as he braced his weight on the headboard. “Too much.”
I grunted in agreement. At least, I tried. With his cock now in my throat, it was near impossible.
Dom understood, moaning loudly. “Oh god, knowing you have too. It fucking kills me, Ry. All the times I’ve remembered you on your knees for me. Taking me down your throat like you did the first time.”
I swallowed a burst of precum, drawing another groan from Dom. He opened his mouth like he was going to return us to the past, but I wasn’t ready for that.
So I decided it was time to explore other areas. I drew my head back until Dom’s cock popped out of my mouth.
“What are you doing?” he asked, his chest heaving as his green eyes stared down at me.
“Seeing how serious you were about me having your arse.”
I held his gaze as I sucked two fingers into my mouth. I laved my tongue around them the same way I had his cock.
Dom’s teeth sank into his bottom lip as he hungrily tracked the motion. “I was very fucking serious.”
“Good.” I tapped on his arse until he brought his cock forward again to brush against my lips. “Then just relax and enjoy.”
Dom might not have bottomed for anyone else, but thanks to Xander, I had topped. So I was confident as I ran my fingers along his seam before dipping inside.
I suckled on the tip of his cock while I sought out his hole. I mimicked the movement of my fingers with my tongue, aiming for a sensory overload.
“Shadow,” Dom gasped, his hips stuttering forward. “More. Give me more.”
I gave him just the tip of a finger, knowing we’d need lube for anything more. But it was enough. At the same time, I took him fully into my mouth and sucked. Hard.
It was too much for him to bear. His head fell back, veins standing out on his throat as he came. There was no sound, like I’d destroyed his ability to speak.
Fuck, that made me feel things.
I swallowed rapidly, drinking him down. Just like all those years ago, I felt an absurd burst of pride that I was the one who’d made Dominic Walker come.
“Oh my god,” he said, scooting down my body and collapsing with his head on my stomach. “When can we do that again?”
I laughed, tousling his hair playfully. “I’m going to need at least five more minutes.”
“Amateur.” Dom blew a raspberry on my abs, making me squirm. “Where’s your stamina? Guess you must be getting old.”
I propped myself up on my elbows and smirked at him. “I’ll show you old.”
We didn’t leave the bed for several more hours.