Chapter 19
Chapter Nineteen
SILAS
This probably wasn’t the best idea I’d ever had.
Tristan was on the other side of this wall, but I believed Kai when he said they weren’t together. I was confused about why he was here… Had they broken up? Or had they never been a thing?
These were questions that could wait until the morning, along with the thousand or so more I had for Kai. I’d meant it when I said I didn’t want to talk. If all I got with him was this night, I didn’t want to waste a second of it on words.
Especially not with the way he’d just sucked on my thumb. Despite my recent orgasm, my cock was taking an interest in the situation again.
Reluctantly, I pulled my thumb from between his lips, not wanting him to think I was a needy mess for him.
Which, to be fair, I was.
He watched me from above, his body still pinning me to the bed, a slightly awestruck look in his eyes. “You’re so beautiful.”
My breath caught. I’d never been called beautiful before…but coming from Kai?
It felt like the most perfect compliment I’d ever received.
I didn’t know what to do with the emotions bubbling inside me. I was feeling too much all at once.
I needed to get control of this situation before I broke down and started demanding answers from Kai. I didn’t want that. Not if he was going to break my heart all over again.
I put my finger on his lips. “No talking.”
His tongue darted out to lap at the pad of my finger, making me shiver. Jesus, what was with Kai and his mouth?
If it felt this good on my finger…how would it feel on my cock?
On my hole?
I blushed furiously, grateful for the darkness. I’d stumbled on rimming during one of the many nights I’d spent getting off to gay porn.
He licked my finger once more before kissing it softly. “Okay, no talking. Can we shower though? I haven’t come in my underwear in years, and it’s…uncomfortable.”
Now that he’d mentioned it, I could feel the material of my boxers clinging to me. “Yeah. Shower.”
He jumped up before freezing beside the bed. “Umm…you can go first. If you like.”
No. That wasn’t happening. I was keeping Kai glued to my side for as long as possible.
Forever if I got my way.
I didn’t say a word, just grabbed Kai by the hand and towed him towards the ensuite.
The light seemed obnoxiously bright after the darkness of my bedroom. Suddenly, I was very aware that Kai was only a few feet away from me.
Barely clothed.
It wasn’t like I hadn’t seen him in the nude before…but back then, I hadn’t wanted him the way I did now.
Back then, I was a moron.
I tried not to stare at him as he shucked off his boxers, instead focusing on turning on the shower and getting the temperature right.
His breath hitting my neck was the only warning I had that he’d joined me. “May I?”
I realised he was toying with the waistband of my underwear. I swallowed before nodding, not trusting myself to speak.
With the speed we’d gone at earlier, I thought Kai might’ve been quick about it. I could not have been more wrong. His fingers skated around the entire waistband, flirting with the skin beneath. His lips pressed hot kisses along the back of my neck and shoulders.
I shivered as goosebumps erupted all over my body.
The spray from the water was making my boxers wet and even more uncomfortable, given they were covered in cum, but I didn’t care.
I wasn’t rushing Kai. Not when he was finally touching me.
My eyes closed, my head falling back as I basked in Kai’s attention.
He peeled my underwear down an inch, his thumbs smoothing over the top of my arse. I bit the inside of my cheek to hold back a groan.
Kai huffed a laugh against my neck like he knew exactly what I was doing.
He pushed my underwear down until they hit the floor.
I stepped out of them hurriedly, kicking them to the side and stepping under the spray.
Kai closed in behind me as soon as I was done, cupping my arse cheeks with his hands.
This time, I didn’t stop the sound that came out of me. It reverberated off the tiles, the shower doing little to muffle the noise.
Kai growled in response, his hands squeezing gently. He massaged and rubbed his hands all over my arse like he was memorising how it felt.
Suddenly, his mouth was at my ear. “You’ve got no idea how many times I’ve wondered how it’d feel to touch you like this. Especially when you’re on stage. Bouncing around in those tight fucking trousers. Do you have any idea what you’ve done to me, Si?”
I groaned, far too gone in lust to answer him. My hips pushed back, and I gasped when his erection brushed against the top of my crease. “Fuck.”
Kai gave a deep chuckle, his hand coming up around my throat as he held me tighter against him. His other snaked in front to wrap around my shaft. “Oh, we’ll get there, baby. Not now though.”
I whimpered as his cock brushed against me again. Jesus, how big was he? Would that even fit?
Like he could tell what I was thinking, he stroked his hand over my throat soothingly. He matched his movements with his other hand, driving me crazy with the gentle motions. “Everything moves at your pace, Si. We don’t ever have to do that if you don’t want to.”
“I want to.” I ground my hips against his, a more satisfying version of what I did when we danced on stage. Except now there was nothing between us.
It was glorious.
Kai’s hands froze on me before he resumed his movements. When he spoke, his voice was shaking slightly. “Fuck, Si. Is this really happening?”
I pushed his hands away and twisted so I was facing him. Grabbing his face with both hands, I forced him to look at me as I spoke. “It’s real. It’s happening.”
His warm brown eyes still looked uncertain. Words weren’t working. This is why I didn’t want us to talk.
Instead, I lifted my mouth to his, pouring out my reassurance with my kiss. I felt him relax under me, one of his hands gripping my hair as the other returned to my arse.
This position had his cock against my stomach. I pulled back and risked a glance down.
Yep. I was right. It was a fucking monster. Like me, he was uncut. His foreskin was pulled back, revealing a bead of precum at the tip. What would that taste like?
With a shaking hand, I feathered my fingers along his shaft.
His skin was tight and smooth, his cock throbbing under my touch.
Given I had my own dick, I hadn’t expected to feel such shock at touching him.
But this was a big moment for me. How many times had I laid awake at night, imagining how he might feel?
I didn’t get to do more than a singular stroke before Kai wrestled me back against the wall, his mouth devouring mine again.
“Can’t have you touching me yet,” he whispered into my mouth. “Not before I’ve tasted you.”
Oh my god…did he mean he was going to—
Apparently, he was.
I couldn’t tear my gaze away as my best friend sank to his knees before me. He eyed me hungrily, the water falling around him like rain.
He blinked the water from his eyes as he looked up at me. “This okay?”
I nodded so rapidly that I knocked my head back against the wall. “Ouch.”
“Muppet,” Kai said affectionately, his long fingers going around my shaft. He pulled back my foreskin, that small movement making me throb. “Try not to injure yourself when I do this.”
That was all the warning he gave before he ran his tongue around the head of my cock, lapping my precum with a small hum.
My head fell against the wall again, but this time I didn’t feel the pain. I couldn’t feel anything other than Kai’s mouth as he sucked my cock.
“Oh-my-fucking-god,” I babbled, my hands finding their way to Kai’s head. My knees buckled underneath me as a wave of new sensations rolled through me. “Kai, oh fuck. Don’t stop.”
He didn’t. If anything, he went harder. Hollowing his cheeks like he had on my thumb, he sucked me deep into his throat. The heat that was enveloping my cock was unreal. I’d had blowjobs before, of course, I had. But none had ever felt like this.
I thrust my hips forward without thinking, my body seeking more of what Kai was offering. The head of my cock hit the back of Kai’s throat, making him gag.
I backed off hurriedly. “Shit, sorry. Got carried away.”
Kai’s response was to loop his biceps under my thighs. With an impressive show of strength, he lifted my weight off the floor, his hands cupping my arse. “Get carried away. Make me choke on your cock. I need it.”
Then he dove forwards, taking me right to the back of his throat. With him holding me like this, I was helpless. Not only was he working me over with his mouth, but his hands were making my hips thrust forwards. All I could do was grip his hair and hold on for dear life.
Every time he gagged on my cock, it seemed to spur him to take me deeper. I wanted to check on him, going so far as to ask a couple of times.
But Kai would just glare hotly up at me, something that was both intimidating and arousing, given his mouth was wrapped around my cock. Then his hands would make me move again until I was happily fucking his throat.
Never before had I been in this position. Never before had I been dominated like this.
Never before had I been so turned on.
My orgasm built at the base of my spine. I fought valiantly to keep it down, not wanting this moment to end.
Then Kai did something unexpected. One of his fingers danced along the crease of my arse before slipping inside. He brushed it lightly over my hole and all my synapses began firing.
There was no hope. The orgasm I’d held back broke free. I didn’t even have a chance to warn Kai. All my limbs tensed as I shot my load into his throat, dots filling my vision as I rode out the waves.
Kai hungrily swallowed every drop. He held me in place until my body went limp. He licked my softening cock, nuzzling it until I became too sensitive and tried to wriggle away.
Fuck, was this what sex was like with all men? Or was it because it was Kai?
I didn’t honestly care. Nor did I plan on finding out.
Kai was it for me. And if this was an indication of how our sex life would be, I was kicking myself for not making this discovery years earlier.
We had a lot of time to make up for.
My limbs were still shaking. I had no idea how Kai had managed to hold me up during that. I mean, I knew he always liked to push himself on the bench press, but I’d had no idea that would translate into him holding me against the wall while swallowing my cock.
He lowered me gently to the floor. It was only when he stood up, his erection heavy between his legs, that I realised he hadn’t come.
I was about to offer to help him with it, but I didn’t get a chance.
Kai loomed over me, his mouth sinfully swollen. His hand shuttled twice over his cock before his orgasm hit him.
I think he meant for his cum to hit the floor, but as soon as I realised what was happening, I instinctively leaned forward. Hot white liquid covered my cheeks for a second before the water washed it away.
“Shit,” Kai gasped, bracing himself against the wall with his hand. “I didn’t mean for it to hit you in the face.”
A single drop was on his finger. I pulled it towards me, catching it on my tongue. It was bitter but not unpleasant. “I did. It was hot.”
Kai sank to his knees again and rested his forehead against mine. “Baby, you have no idea.”