Chapter 08 #2
A finger slid across the sensitive skin of my taint, and I flinched as a large fingertip touched my asshole, gliding over the sensitive tissue on a sea of slick.
Then there was pressure against my tight sphincter.
I’d never so much as played there before.
It was embarrassing to have this stranger touch me in such an intimate place, and I kept my eyes tightly shut as I felt the flush of heat on my cheeks.
My body responded to the alpha pheromones flooding the room, a rush of slick running out my anus and easing the passage of his finger.
O Goddess, now I had this man’s finger up my ass! It felt weird, though not totally uncomfortable. I kept my eyes shut. I couldn’t look at him. I tensed around the finger.
Darius continued stroking me with his other hand, making soothing sounds.
“Relax,” he murmured. “I don’t want to hurt you. Just breathe.”
I sucked in a shuddering breath. I kept my eyes closed and willed myself to relax. Let myself feel. And wow, yeah, that was better… good, even.
“Okay?”
“Yeah, that’s... that's good.”
His finger slid further then in, then almost out. He repeated it several times, fucking me with his finger. Then he did something and my brain just fried.
“Oh fuck!” I cried. “Do that again!”
I nearly cried from overstimulation, but oh, Goddess, it was insane how good that felt.
Darius chuckled. Then he murmured, “Gonna go for two now. Just relax.”
I felt the stretch and burn as Darius pressed in. Yeah, that was definitely two… I could hardly breathe again. I dragged in shallow breaths, struggling to adjust.
Think about something else.
Darius paused. His hand stilled on my cock, and his fingers slipped out of my ass.
“Are you okay?” he queried. My eyes were pressed tightly shut, but I could hear the concern in his voice.
I whimpered, desperate to be filled, but suddenly wondering if I’d be able to accommodate his cock. He was an alpha and so much bigger than me. I wasn’t a big guy. It was gonna fit though, wasn’t it?
“Yes, o-of course. I’m just, I can’t…,” I flailed for words. “You won’t fit.”
Darius moved up the bed and lay down on top of me, covering my nose with his chest. His scent was intoxicating.
As I pulled in heaving breaths beneath him, I felt myself relax.
It became harder for me to remember what I was worried about.
My brain felt buzzed, almost high. I kinda knew what was happening – stupid alpha pheromones – but I didn’t have it in me to care that much anymore.
My body went pliant beneath him. A gush of slick flowed out of me.
I didn’t care. I was an omega and I was underneath my alpha, what was there to worry about?
“Sssh,” he murmured, his breath hot against my ear. “I’ll fit. You were made for me. Tell me if it hurts and I’ll slow down.”
I barely registered when Darius moved away and slipped three fingers inside my hole.
It didn’t even hurt with the amount of slick gushing from me.
I whimpered as he withdrew, almost chasing him down the bed.
He held me against the mattress with one hand.
Then I felt a blunt pressure against my hole and the stretch as I accommodated the extra girth as he pushed in.
My eyes flew open and I moaned as he pressed further in, my breaths coming short and sharp.
When he’d entered me fully, he stopped moving.
I took a few deep breaths and felt my body relax and the pressure in my tunnel ease.
As I relaxed, I felt how deep he was inside me, filling me up, completing me, his heavy balls pressed up hard against my ass.
I dared a peek at him from under my lashes.
His pupils were blown and he was looking at me with the softest expression on his face. It took my breath away.
“Okay?”
Strangely, I really was. I nodded and he began moving, thrusting into me, slowly at first, then faster, his powerful thrusts driving the air from my lungs, my body arching.
His hand, this time slippery with slick, found its way to my cock again, and he stroked me in time with his thrusts.
Higher and higher we flew, straining for that release, teetering on the edge, and then I was coming hard, all over his hand and my chest, and I felt him emptying himself inside me, and with a cry he crushed my body with his.
I screamed as I felt the dual sensation of his teeth penetrating my skin and his knot forming inside me. The world exploded in a shower of stars, as he breached the mating gland. I barely heard him utter the ritual words and I was out cold even before he started licking the wound closed.
I woke to the sensation of being crushed.
I was momentarily confused, my brain still spinning with all the endorphins, and I had no idea where I was.
I tried to pull away from the heavy weight pressing down on me, but a painful tug brought me back to reality and my attention to the fact we were joined together… down there.
In a startling rush of clarity, I got it. The knot. I’d forgotten about the knot. It wasn’t uncomfortable, if I didn’t move, and it felt incredibly intimate. I felt extremely vulnerable and wonderfully safe at the same time.
Darius had dozed off, snoring softly on the pillow beside me.
My heart stuttered when I realized he had his arm wrapped across me, holding me tenderly to him, but I tamped down on that weakness.
It didn’t mean anything. As good as the sex had been, we were still strangers.
He was a young, hot, alpha. He’d probably slept with so many omegas that he didn’t pay attention to these things at all.
My eyes filled with tears. I’d achieved my objective, but at what cost? He was my first. How likely was it that I would end up with feelings, feelings he wouldn’t reciprocate?
I hadn’t expected this, and I didn’t want to admit it to myself, but I already wanted to mean something to this alpha.
Dammit, if I wasn’t careful I was going to get my heart broken, wasn’t I?
No way I was allowing that to happen.