Chapter 10
Fap, Fap, Fap, Fap…As soon as I got back to my condo. The condo I am just beginning to be okay with being alone in now. I strip naked and jump on my king sized bed. With visions of Abby’s bra covered tits in my mind, I am jerking off like a smitten teenage boy.
Fap, Fap, Fap, Fap…I am shocked at how quickly I am approaching climax.
It has been over six months since I have had sex in any manner including masturbation.
It is a shock that I am fantasizing about the girl who used to be the most important person in my entire life.
And yet it makes sense that she could be the one I could think about and not feel guilty about it.
Fap, Fap, Fap, Fap…As my dick begins to spew a massive load of jizz all over my stomach, I envision that Abby had spread her sexy athletic legs wide open and I saw her bare pussy because she wasn’t wearing any panties.
“Oh my gawd, Abby…I want you,” I bellowed into my quiet room while my dick jumped in my hand and spurted three huge wads of cum all over my belly.
I felt like a goofy teenage boy as I took a hot shower to clean off the evidence of my fantasy. Part of me felt embarrassed slightly. But the other half of me felt more alive than I can remember feeling since Megan was in my life.
Abby had given me her cell phone number in case I get overwhelmed by what we discussed today. She said she wanted to be available any anytime day or night.
“Do you do this for all your clients?” I had asked with a smile on my face. “Only for the ones I feel safe enough that they won’t stalk me,” she had laughed. It was 9pm when I sent off a message to Abby out of curiosity.
Jack: Are you going to be working for the FBI from now on?
I was surprised when she answered immediately.
Megan: I don’t work for the FBI. Just filling in…on loan from the NSA across town.
Jack: Wow…The NSA?
Megan: Yep…They recruited be straight out of my master’s program
Jack: Wow! You didn’t even have to go to jail
Megan: Bahahahaha…only you could pull that off
Megan: You never did tell me how or why that happened
Jack: How it happened is I got caught hacking
Jack: Why it Happened…I had a lot of time on my hands after you left and college bored me. I already knew more than any of my computer science classes offered
Jack: Since I have been employed by the agency, I got my bachelor’s degree on line. It was a requirement for me to officially be promoted to a full agent.
Abby: Wow…I’m proud of you Jack
Jack: Is that allowed since you are my counselor for the next four weeks ;)
Abby: That will still hold true when I go back across town
Jack: Okay…Guess I should let you go now
Abby: Goodnight Jack
Jack: Goodnight Abs
As I backed out of my message box, it occurred to me that this was the first time that I called her Abs since that night I turned her down for sex.
When I went to bed that night, it was the first time in six months that Megan that wasn’t on my mind while I waited for the Trazadone to take me off to sleep.
As I was slowly dozing off, I envisioned Abby holding me in her arms this afternoon when I fell apart. As I drifted off to sleep, I realized that it was the first time since Megan’s passing that I had felt alive inside.