Chapter Fifteen #3
Malice: Same. I don’t want my little pixie anywhere near what’s going to go down
Chaos: Fucking woman is gonna be the death of me
Me: Don’t act like you don’t like it
Me: Speaking of women
Sin: You ready to admit your feelings for a certain blonde locked in your room?
Me: Fuck off.
Me: But I want to do something nice for her to help her feel better here. She didn’t have the best childhood. Think your women would be down for helping me put something together for her?
Sin: You can keep your feelings locked up tight but this doesn’t help your case brother
Me: Fuck off Sin. Will they help?
Malice: Monroe would in a heartbeat
Sin: Same with Bristol once she’s home from work. I’ll send her your way. Bet Kins would too
Malice: Monroe is here. She said she’d love to help and she’s on her way upstairs. Keep your wiener in your pants. She doesn’t need to see it. Ever.
Me: What the fuck man? I have no reason to have my dick out.
Malice: Just making sure. You always have it out
Malice: Actually it hasn’t been out lately now that I’m thinking about it
Sin: Since Sienna showed up?
Malice: I want to say yes
Chaos: Saige said to let her know what you need and that she’s going to bring Morgan. They’ve been spending a lot of time together.
Me: You all can go fuck yourselves. Stop worrying about my goddamn dick and what I’m doing
I pull out a smoke and light it up just as Monroe bounds around the corner, with Kinsey hot on her tail. They are both wearing summer dresses, Monroe’s pink hair bobbing around her face, Kinsey’s tossed up high on the top of her head.
“Crew said you needed help with something for your friend?” Monroe asks.
Kinsey gives me a knowing smile. “Sienna, right? I haven’t seen much of her.”
“She’s a little shell-shocked. I want to give her an experience she’s never had before. It might be fuckin’ lame, so please tell me if this is ridiculous. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing.”
I spend the next ten minutes telling the girls my plan for an evening with Sienna, going into detail and taking their feedback. Everything is about to get insane as we hunt down Cain, and right now, all I want to do is help make this woman feel better about herself.
I check in with Sienna twice, bringing her lunch and eating in silence with her.
Then I went back to work, doing everything I can to make tonight as memorable as possible, while in the back of my mind, waiting to hear back from Saint so we can get shit moving.
As the sun starts to dip down past the mountains, I suddenly second-guess everything I’ve worked hard on to make tonight special for her.
Biker Bestie Group Chat
Me: I’m nervous as fuck
Me: What if she doesn’t like it? What if it’s too much? I don’t know how else to help her and now I’m second guessing the shit out of this
Chaos: What the fuck happened to my club? These women have softened the shit out of all of you
Malice: I’m telling Saige you said that
Chaos: I’ll tell her to her face. You think I’m scared of my woman? I know how to handle her.
Saige was added to the chat
Chaos: Malice, you’re gonna die today.
Saige: Hello, boys.
Sin: Pretty sure I can hear her sharpening her knife from here
Malice: Monroe can sew him back up. Saigie-poo, don’t go too deep and no vital organs
Saige: I know how to handle your president. If you hear him barking like a dog later, ignore it.
Saige: I’ll meet you in our room, Cam. Don’t be too long. Be ready to beg
Saige has left the chat
Chaos: This is why I fucking hate group chats
Malice: So you’re really admitting this is a group chat now? Because it’s always been one
Me: I guess fuck me then?
Sin: Sorry buddy. I think you’ve got to earn her trust and this is a good gesture. It was hard as shit to keep my distance from Bristol when she was engaged but becoming her friend first was an incredible privilege
Me: But you didn’t stay away from her
Sin: You know what I mean, I didn’t put any moves on her. Not really. Just needed to be around her, had to have my eyes on her
Me: I never thought this would be me
Me: I just want her to feel better
Sin: Glad you’re admitting it. That’s the first step
Malice: All it takes is the right woman and you’ve got yourself a queen
Me: You think she’ll like it?
Malice: It’s not a shit board, which worked for Saigie, but I think this is good for her
Sin: This is a good way to show her you care
Chaos: A big one
Sin: Leave it to you. You just got to one up all of us in every area?
Malice: Bad enough he has a big dick that’s pierced, by the way. Did you guys know his dick had jewelry? And more than mine! Do you think Rogue is piercing now or just tattoos? I want to add some more
Sin: Rogue doesn’t want to pierce your dick buddy
Me: You all care way too much about my dick
Sin: They’ll have fun
Chaos: So chill the fuck out. There’s gotta be good days with the bad. You did good
Yeah. This is good. She’s going to like this. I promised her one day she’d be more than fine, and maybe this is step one. Tiny moments of good that will eventually fill her days.