Cessation

Yani #2

I must’ve dozed off waiting on his arrival. As my eyes adjusted, I looked into the face of the man that had my mind, body, and soul going crazy. I couldn’t help but return the smile he was giving me. He was one fine ass specimen.

Sitting up completely, I noticed a table full of treats. My excitement had bolted through the roof.

“You do love me!”

“That never stopped baby. My mother made a cake earlier today, so I just stopped by there and grabbed the rest of it. The ice cream is from a local shop that’s slept on heavily. I took the initiative to get some fresh donuts and some snacks. Hopefully, that’s enough to settle your cravings.”

Knowing that he went out his way for me, I was back into a crying spell. Him showing emotions toward me was something he cut off for a while, but I was glad he still housed them for me.

“Thank you, Pax.”

“I forgot how emotional y’all were in this state. Come here.”

He took a seat next to me and I curled up under him. It felt good to be next to him again. I didn’t think we’d be here for a long time.

“You missed the appointment.”

“I know. I was pushing for time coming from somewhere else and just couldn’t make it. I’m sorry for that. Can you tell me what we’re blessed with though?”

“Girls.”

“I’m cool with that. How you feel?”

“I’ve been wanting one for years so having two… I’m just excited and anxious for their arrival.”

A silence fell upon us, and we sat there deep in thought. Paxton was welcomed in my home for several reasons, but I didn’t know where his mind was. You could tell he was comfortable being here, but he was also cautious. I didn’t want him to feel like he had to walk on eggshells while being here.

I grabbed the pint of ice cream and fumbled with the tray of cake sitting it on his lap so I could eat peacefully. He sat there and admired me for a minute before speaking up.

“I miss us, Yani. It’s something about you that has a hold on me.

I tried to push you to the back of my mind and get back to what I knew but it never worked.

I think about you constantly and always want to be around you.

You never made us official, and I understand why but we are starting a family and that’s not an option for me anymore. ”

I took another bite of cake and allowed the conversation to take place. It was one we should’ve been had.

“We are something that I think about every day all day. I’ve grown and learned a thing or two as well from that chaotic situation.

After we left the mall, Trust and I came back here and had a real conversation.

He’s back where he should’ve been the entire time.

As far as me and my heart, we’ve been attached to you since the very first time you walked into my office.

I know where I want to be, but it was hard to accept until you walked away. ”

“I needed a minute to digest all that was transpiring. We weren’t exclusive but you were the only woman I was dealing with as well as fell for. I’m not a fan of having multiple women.”

“Then who was that at your mother birthday party all up in your face?” I hope he didn’t think I was going to forget that.

He chuckled before delivering an answer. “That was the family attorney O. She has a great relationship with my parents.”

“She was a little too close for my liking.”

“She has a wife and husband, Yani. She’s just good people.”

“So, what are we going to do now that all of our cards are on the table? We’ve had time to reflect and make a conscious decision about where we want our time and space to be placed.”

“You right.” He moved the sweets back to the table and stood pulling me up as well. But his next gesture had me in tears for the fifth time of the day.

“Paxton.”

“Nah. You dictated how we moved the first time. I got this.” He shut me right on up.

“Yani Hart you are an amazing woman who has captured my heart. I didn’t think another woman could get the best of me again, but you changed that.

Spending time with you is one of my favorite pastimes.

I can give you everything you desire and that goes beyond material possessions.

We have a ball when we’re together and let our love flow naturally.

I want and need that in my life and the only way that can happen is if I make you my wife.

We’re pass the dating stage because believe it or not, I won’t receive everything you give me from someone else.

My heart won’t allow it. So, I’m asking, through the ups and down to come, will you be my forever? ”

His proposal was the one I should’ve accepted and not Trust’s. I was guided by memories with his but with Paxton, he expressed how I changed him and his view on love.

I made a decision the day he walked away that if we ever got back right again that I would become a permanent fixture in his life. I was glad that he wanted me to be that. Forever was a term that meant for all future time and that was what he saw with me. How could I turn that down?

“Yes. I will.”

No one was around to witness our love blossom. Call me selfish, but I didn’t want this moment to be shared by anyone but us.

He placed a ring on my finger that replaced how I felt about the ring Trust bought. It was stunningly beautiful. He was back on his feet and bringing me in for a kiss that I hadn’t endured since our night together in front of his fireplace.

Paxton Hughes asked for my hand in marriage and that had my body on fire. He was the right person; however, he entered my life at the wrong time. I thought clearer and made better decisions now. He didn’t have to worry about me wronging him again.

My heart sang as he picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. It had been entirely too long since he assisted me with exuding my fluids. I missed his touch and the more our flesh held contact, the more my control slipped away. I always seemed to submit to him so willingly.

He slowly undressed me then allowed me to do the same for him. With our bodies exposed, he could see just how much our girls had grown. He immediately placed kisses all over my belly while squeezing me tightly. This moment was for him. He stayed that way as I rubbed his head.

“Are you okay?” I questioned.

“Yeah. I’m good baby.”

His next location was the meatier flesh I held between my thighs. I was laid on the bed where I got comfortable on my back as he got comfortable in the middle of my legs. I was prepared for the best tongue I’d ever received.

Because it had been so long, the second I felt his warm tongue swipe across my folds, I lost it. My creamy fluids were seeping from my entrance.

“Mhmm,” was all he sounded off before diving in completely.

My back immediately arched once he captured my pearl.

I hadn’t felt that good in months. His loving was the best and I loved that it was sealing the deal for us.

Partaking in such a euphoric experience had to be one of the most rewarding things in life.

All of my emotions were bottled up and centered at the tip of my clitoris.

With the suction he had on it, he was balancing them out with ease.

“Oh God!” I screamed.

“What I tell you ’bout calling for him?”

“He ain’t got… Oouuu fuck… nothing to do with th-this.”

“Good girl.”

I felt him insert those award-winning fingers and massage my g-spot as he flexed his tongue against my clit.

Everything that man was doing, had been a part of my addiction.

He had no idea how his loving kept me locked in with him.

The first time I stepped out of my body was the last time I had control of it.

Paxton’s had it in his possession ever since.

As an orgasm inched its way to the surface, he held me captive to where I couldn’t move.

All I could do was buck against his face and allow the ride to flow through me freely.

My legs closed locking him in to where suffocation was the ending goal.

I released so much that the sheets were grabbed for better security.

Once the orgasm eased up, I slowly opened my legs giving him the chance to breathe again.

“Yeah. I’m murdering shit behind this muthafucka.”

I couldn’t help but laugh at his statement. He staked his claim over and over again, but I wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon or letting anyone else in. I belonged to him.

Rolling over, I got on all fours with my ass tooted up ready for him to finish the job. He slapped my ass sending a sting accompanied by a chill throughout my body. I was about to be filled up with the one dick that had me in a chokehold.

Feeling him at my door, he rubbed his fat head against my clit and in between my folds building up the pressure. I hadn’t been stretched out by this man in months and that feeling was one I yearned for. When she finally let him in, he pushed his way through to my base. Jesus Christ!

The slow pace he held while maneuvering against my walls was sending me to the edge. He was treating my body like a delicate piece of meat and if he handled me wrong, I’d fall apart. However, he didn’t loosen the grip on my hips.

With each motion, I had a hard time keeping my eyes open. The mirror displayed us in a perfect position, and I couldn’t stand to get a good look because of how great the nigga felt. The rubbing of my ass as he pulled in and out of me added on to it. I was losing my damn mind with each stroke.

“I like the way your pussy look swallowing my dick baby.”

He was bent over drilling me while speaking in my ear at the same time. I didn’t know how he was doing it, but he was putting in work and I couldn’t do anything but let him have his way with me.

“Babyyyy!”

“I feel it. I’m ready for it.”

I knew Paxton loved the way I tasted when he removed himself and ate my shit from the back so that I was blessing his tongue instead.

He knew how to satisfy me, and that kind of nasty shit was what got me from the beginning.

I gave him what I could, and he was back inside within the blink of an eye.

My walls were gently stroked with the veins on his dick gaining a new wave of love.

It was something about the way he touched me that no other man could ever do. He was feeding my soul with both his physical loving and emotional attachment. We were more than just participants in another round of sex. We were creating another link to add to our chain of intimacy.

“Fuck Yani!”

I smiled as he fed my ego. My name wasn’t called often but I guess he was letting it all out.

The strokes were no longer calculated. They had transformed to being rough but still satisfying.

I knew he was reaching his peak due to how my hair was now wrapped around his hand and my body was arched to perfection.

The more he pounded, the more cream I exuded.

Our climax was the moment I always looked forward to.

His warm fluid coated my walls as I painted his dick white. I knew then that I was willing to go to war for it. That shit felt too good to share.

“This why yo’ ass knocked up now.”

“I’m not the one with three billion kids swimming around in a sack. You are.”

“Yeah, but where you tell me to put them though?”

I smiled and eased off his shaft. I got a glimpse of it and saw the aftermath. I did my job and well.

“Come shower so I can finish eating my cake,” I said as I crawled off the bed.

He took control of the situation and turned the water on waiting for the temperature to rise.

I was admiring him once again and thought to myself about how much I loved him.

He didn’t have to come back but he did and for that I was going to give him a better person than he fell for. He deserved that.

“It’s ready.” He extended his hand, and we stepped inside together, with him cradling me from the back.

“Déjà vu,” he softly spoke.

“Seems like it. Thank you for not letting me off the hook so easily but also giving me another chance. You don’t know how grateful I am.”

“Mistakes are made, and we’re allowed a second chance. However, keep it as a mistake Yani. It won’t be easily resolved next time.”

I took heed to his warning. I was no fool and what he warmed me about wasn’t a surprise either. I felt it could get out of hand when he saw Trust and I together, but his pain took precedence over his anger then. Thank God.

“There won’t be a next time baby. I’m straight on all that. I have three kids and a husband to worry about. There’s nothing else out there for me.”

“I love to hear it, Mrs. Hughes.”

“And I love you, Mr. Hughes.”

With that, we shared a kiss that bonded us one. Paxton wasn’t what I was looking for, but he was everything I needed.