Chapter 17 Xyleek #2
Attacking her clit with my mouth again, it only took her seconds to release, and I stuck my tongue deep in her flowing hole to catch every drop.
“Mmm!” I sat back, leaning against the wall.
“That cum is like liquid gold, Angel. It’s so fuckin’ rich, you can bottle that up and make a killing…
” I paused, thinking about my words before letting out a slight chuckle.
“Yeah right. I’d have to kill everybody, the fuck am I saying? ”
“Exactly,” she snickered, slowly lowering her quaking legs. “And don’t think because you made me nut, that I forgot you went to see Ken.”
Blowing out a heavy sigh, I nodded once. “I didn’t think it would. I really just wanted to taste you. I went to see her because I needed to.”
Our eyes met, and I instantly knew she wasn’t satisfied with that line. Reaching out, I pulled her onto my lap with her heat pressed directly against my dick. That alone was enough to get him going, but I at least wanted to get the conversation out before I fucked her into a coma.
“Because she matters to you, Angel,” I kissed the corner of her jaw. “And you matter to her, so I think if I’m gonna be better for you, then I gotta be better with the people that matter to you, too.”
She shivered, and her eyes became flooded with love. “So…what did you do? Go there to make things right with her?”
“Something like that,” I gripped her hips, my horniness ticking upward by the second. “To apologize and all that shit for how bad I fucked you up mentally. That shit ain’t cool, and I’m just tryna be better.”
“I’m so proud of you,” she whispered, deliberately grinding her hot box onto me.
“Don’t be proud of me yet, Drek.”
“Why? Is there something you need to tell me?” She lifted slightly, reaching down and releasing my dick from my sweats.
My teeth clenched hard as hell as she started to feed my length into her slippery goodness. “No, Angel. I just want to keep showing you, that’s all.”
Inch by inch, she lowered herself until she was sitting at the base, dragging a deep groan out of me.
Our eyes were steady on each other, and her fingernails lightly dug into my shoulders, almost as if she needed the balance.
She didn’t though. Drek rode dick better than any bitch I’d ever been with and was the definition of a dick jockey.
“Then show me,” she spoke with her lips against mine, raising up just a little.
Caressing the back of her neck, I thrust upward into her, making her gasp softly. “I am. I promise I am. Ima earn you back, Angel.”
“You already have,” she whimpered, wrapping her arms around my neck. “Xy, you already have.”
Hearing her words mixed with the way her walls were strangling my dick had a real nigga tearing up. My hands trailed down her back and gripped her ass, bouncing her against me the way I loved it.
“I love you so fuckin’ much,” Drek whispered in my ear, and that’s when I felt her tears against the side of my face. “Please don’t hurt me anymore,” she begged with her voice cracking.
That shit did something to me that I couldn’t explain, but it made my own tears fall. My arms tightened around her lower back, slowing her movements while I leaned back just enough to look her straight in the eyes.
“I’m not gon’ hurt you no more, Angel,” I said firmly, my fingers comfortingly massaging her skin. “I only want to protect you, even from me. Shit, especially from me. I got you, Rahdreka, and you have my word that you are safe in my hands now.”
“I’m t-tired of b-b-being scared t-to love you wholly,” she mumbled with tears dashing down her cheeks.
“You don’t have to be,” I thumbed her tears and cupped her face, pulling it close to mine. “I’m not going nowhere this time.”
Her eyes squeezed shut like she was trying to hold in years’ worth of pain and love. The soft sobs that she released broke my heart while fueling my fire to stop fuckin’ up with her.
“Look at me,” I demanded, rubbing my thumb across her lips until her eyelids finally lifted. “I love you, baby, only you. And I love you too fuckin’ much to keep doing the same shit to you. I got you, Drek.”
She nodded and her face landed in the crook of my neck.
Despite her tears, her hips started moving again, sliding up and down my dick.
It was the most poetic but fucked up thing ever.
She was trying to love me while fuckin’ me through the pain that I’d caused, and that made me cry a lil’ harder. I didn’t deserve this shit.
“Fuck, Drek,” I groaned into her neck when she started bouncing faster. “I love you, I’m sorry.”
“I love you, too.”
“Tell me you trust me,” I needed to hear that like I needed fuckin’ oxygen.
“I’m t-t-tryinnn’,” her lips dragged along my collarbone, and I could tell she was on the verge of unraveling. “I w-want t-to, Xy, but I’m scared.”
Sticking my thumb inside of her mouth, I let her coat it with her saliva before pressing it against her second opening. “I know, but you don’t have to be,” I pushed it all the way in, making her body tense and then relax. “Angel, tell me.”
Our tears dripped onto my chest while her pussy tightened. “I…” her voice wavered. “I trust you…I do… I trust you, Xy…”
In that moment, I felt her entire body surrender to me in a way it hadn’t before. “I love you, Angel.”
“I trust you. I trust you.”
“I love you.”
“I trust youuu.”
It was like a song, her saying one thing that meant more to me than she’d ever know, and me saying the one thing I knew she needed to hear.
Her pussy clenched around me, and her body melted against mine while our tears dripped together at a steady pace.
Drek’s were falling from pain and release, and mine were from knowing she chose me again despite everything.
The emotions that were bubbling in my chest were too damn intense, and it matched the orgasm that I felt about to erupt.
We were still repeating the same three words to each other when Drek’s body started trembling against mine.
Her cries turned into broken, high pitched moans as her walls sucked my dick into a vice grip, her ass clenched tight around my thumb, and her body shook violently.
Watching her fall apart like that because of me caused my own release to explode deep inside of her walls.
“I trust you,” she whispered, her voice starting to fade as her orgasm drained every bit of strength out of her. She collapsed into me with her breathing slowing into a steady rhythm.
“I love you, Angel.”
She released a soft sigh before her entire body went limp, indicating she had fallen asleep just that fast. Chuckling lightly, I kissed her temple repeatedly, easing my thumb out of her as gently as I could without waking her.
She trusted me after everything, and I could never break that trust again.
If I did, I knew there wasn’t gon’ be a next time, but I didn’t plan to give her any more reasons to walk away from me.