37. Lucy
CHAPTER 37
Lucy
“Me or Liam?” Cas asked, his question too vague for me to really understand in this state.
I stared at him as he slid his hand from my neck down my front, his eyes following until they snagged on my breasts. Cas pinched each nipple before tugging on the barbells, making me moan as the sharp pain tempered the pleasure and made me feel alive .
These sensations of pleasure and pain made me feel grounded in my own body for the first time since…
I didn’t want to think about the last time I’d felt this way.
“Lucy,” Liam whispered in my ear. “Who do you want in this pussy?” His fingers curled inside me, rubbing against my G-spot just like his secondary knot had – smaller than the primary, but it was better than his fingers.
Even still…
“Cas.” I leaned back against Liam and he adjusted for me automatically, one hand pressed to my stomach to hold me in place and the other grabbing one of my legs to spread me wide. “I want Cassius.”
The relief in Cas’s eyes turned to hunger and it felt like we’d come full circle. The first time I’d looked up into those psychotic blue eyes, hunger was all I could see, but he’d buried it so fast I thought I’d imagined it.
But here it was again, that hunger for me .
“Your scent drives me fucking insane,” Cas admitted as he gripped his cock, pressing that pierced tip to my clit. He rubbed it around, making me feel like I might just come from that sensation alone, but it wasn’t enough and he knew it, the bastard. “I plan to prove just how fucking insane you make me, little omega.”
Liam and I watched as Cas bent down, pressing an infuriatingly gentle kiss to one of my nipples, his tongue flicking out to tease the piercing before he bent a little farther to kiss the skin just above my belly button.
Why was he torturing me? Why was he dragging this out instead of taking what he wanted – what I was practically begging him for? Maybe I should beg a little more. Alphas could never deny a needy omega, right?
Well…how would I know?
Apprehension started to burn through the haze of lust, and I felt myself hesitate. But then Cas dragged his canines over my stomach and his eyes looked up at me with that burning hunger once more and it all disappeared.
Those teeth made red lines on my skin that were parallel to Liam’s scratch marks and I couldn’t stop watching him, even when Cas pulled back to press his hand to my stomach where his teeth had been. “This adorable tummy, the way it curves, the strength it hides…I’m definitely going to leave my mark on it so everyone knows…everyone knows you belong to me.”
Before I could tell him to do it, Liam covered my mouth with his hand and yanked my head back so I was forced to look up at him, my head resting on his shoulder. “I get to mark you first, Lucy. Do you understand?”
Once again, I felt the full depth of his dominance laced in those words and all I could do was nod. No part of me even considered arguing with him. That was what he wanted so that’s what he was going to get. I could do that much.
Liam Valor was going to mark me first, but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t let Cas mark me too.
“Tell me you want to feel my teeth in your throat,” Liam ordered as he leaned down to kiss the side of my neck. The tender affection was such a sharp contrast to the viciousness of his order that I blinked as I tried to process, but I was too lost in all these sensations to really know what to say.
Cas’s hand covered Liam’s and suddenly his face was in mine, demanding my attention. “No teeth tonight, Lucy. If you still want it after your heat, we’ll discuss it then.”
That tiny part of me buried under all the pheromones and the haze of my heat felt relief .
No teeth tonight, even if it killed me to agree to that. I couldn’t deny Cassius even if I wanted to. Not when he looked at me like that and spoke in a tone that was just as powerful and commanding as Liam’s.
“Stop making me wait,” I mumbled against Liam’s hand as I wrapped my fingers around his wrist. “I can’t wait anymore. I need you both now. Please .”
“Don’t worry, Lucy, we’ll take care of you.” Liam let me remove his hand and I felt him slip those dirty fingers covered in my slick and his cum to my back entrance right as Cas slid the tip of his cock to my pussy, pushing in right as Liam’s fingers did the same in the back.
No matter how big Liam and his knots were, it hadn’t prepared me for the sheer size of Cas’s dick. He stretched me so much I felt tight enough to burst, like my skin would split at the seams and when I smelled the slightest hint of blood, I started panting.
He’d really torn into me, but it hurt so fucking good .
“Yes, give me everything ,” I whimpered against his lips.
I clung to Cas as Liam pushed my shoulder to force me to stick out my ass for him, my entire body pulsing around that massive dick as I took a second to get used to it.
Cas’s psychotic blue eyes looked wild and desperate as he pushed down on my hips to give me more of him. “ Fuck , it’s still so tight.”
“Tight enough to make you feel alive,” Liam whispered, sliding another finger in my ass. He stroked that thin wall inside me and I heard Cas mutter a curse, but I was so far gone I could barely pay attention to them when my entire body was this tight.
When they triggered another release, I knew I would clamp down on them like a steel trap and make them just as fucking crazy as me.
“Your pussy feels so fucking good,” Cas told me in that delicious deep growl of his. “So fucking good I could die.”
He forced the rest of his cock into me with a deep thrust, holding himself inside of me and I felt more skin split, but it was almost enough to send me right over.
“Oh, fuck .” I pulsed around him, breathing hard as my nails dug into his shoulders. “I think I’m gonna come.”
Large hands on my waist lifted my body and then shoved me down again until I could feel Cas’s knot pressing against my pussy, trying to force me to stretch even more.
“Oh, god, I’m gonna come.” I was sobbing against his chest now, but it just felt too good like this. It hurt in all the right ways and Liam’s fingers in my ass were sending me into outer space with each gentle stroke against that thin wall.
Cas had to feel it too, but he held me tight like he was trying to hold me together – so I wouldn’t break into a million pieces and leave him with nothing.
“Don’t you dare come yet,” Cas growled into my ear, grinding me against him like he was daring me to disobey him. “If you want to come, you have to beg for it, Lucy.”
Oh, my fucking god. These two were killing me and I loved it. This slight edge of cruelty from Cas…I’d wanted it ever since I’d first noticed it was there, even if I’d never admit it.
But I could beg. I knew I could do that. It was one of the few things I’d been able to do well as an omega, and I wasn’t going to disappoint them, not when I needed them to hear how badly I wanted this again and again.
“Please,” I managed, trying not to press back into Liam when he chuckled and slid a third finger into my ass, stretching me even more. “I need it, Cas. Please let me have it?”
I groaned when he pulled me up again just to slam into me hard enough I almost screamed, but I buried my face in his chest, my entire body shuddering as I tried not to come from the pain of him forcing more of his knot into me.
“That was pathetic,” Liam teased, his entire body pressed against my back. I could feel his hard cock against my waist as he started to slide his fingers in and out of me. “I know you can do better than that, baby.”
Oh, god, he was right and I hated him for it. I hated him for somehow knowing so much about me without ever asking me a single thing. I fucking hated Liam for finding a way through the cracks in my armor when getting close to someone new was the last thing I wanted.
But I…
“Please,” I whispered, feeling hot tears rolling down my cheeks for the first time in years. “Please stop fucking around, Liam. I’m going to die if I have to wait any longer. I’m so close…”
“So nasty when you’re desperate,” Cassius praised, tilting my chin up so he could kiss the tears from my cheeks. “You’re so fucking perfect, aren’t you, my little omega?”
I wasn’t perfect, but I’d do whatever he wanted if he kept saying that. “Whatever you want…I’ll be whatever you want.”
Cas pressed down on my hips again and held his pulsing cock deep inside me, promising he’d breed the fuck out of me with just how deep he could go, but he didn’t try to fit his entire knot inside just yet and I sobbed as I writhed on top of him, trying to force it.
“You’ll be ours,” Liam declared, his fingers deep in my ass as he pulled back, making me feel cold without his warmth suffocating me. “You’ll be our perfect, dirty little omega, won’t you, baby?”
“Yes,” I cried, digging my nails into Cas’s shoulders, but the bastard still wouldn’t move. “I’ll be yours, so please . Please, please, please, fuck me harder. Fuck me until I scream.”
I felt teeth against the back of my neck, but this time Cas didn’t try to stop him. Liam didn’t sink his teeth into me though, he just held my skin between his teeth, taunting me with the bite neither of them would give me as he slowly removed his fingers. “I wanna hear you say it, baby. Call him your alpha. Make me believe you need him to make you come.”
“Please, Alpha.” I couldn’t look away from those glimmering blue eyes even if I tried. They were just too beautiful – too precious. Cas was letting me see too much even if I didn’t really understand what it was I was seeing. “Please let me come for you. I wanna come for you . Please, please let me come, Alpha. I’ll do whatever you want if you do.”
“There you go, baby,” Liam praised, his tongue caressing the sting on the back of my neck. “God, you’re so fucking perfect.”
Cas didn’t smile or even really react to my begging or my tears. His hand moved from my waist to my throat and I went completely still other than the panting and shaking I couldn’t control. Something had changed, and for a second, I was terrified I’d done something wrong.
“Is that right?” Cas tilted his head ever so slightly and narrowed his eyes like he didn’t quite believe I was telling the truth. “You wanna come for me? You wanna come on my fucking dick?”
“ Yes . I want to come for you, Cas.” Those sensitive omega instincts warned me I was in danger, but it was the kind we knew how to manage .
For whatever reason, I wasn’t afraid because it was nothing to reach up and pull his face toward mine so our breath could mingle. “Let me come for you right now, and no one else.”
That cruelty in his eyes didn’t fade, but a feral gleam joined it as he held me by my neck and waist, holding so tight there’d be bruises for days and days, but he slammed his cock into me over and over, faster and faster.
It was fucking worth it.
All of this insanity was worth it when he could make me feel like this.
My hair was sticking to my face and I was covered in sweat. My entire body was taut with tension as he brought me closer and closer without quite letting me have enough to give me what I’d begged for.
Then Cas smirked down at me and I knew I was in trouble, but honestly, what had I been expecting? I wanted his cruelty as well as his relief. I wanted it all.
I should be wrecked after so many orgasms and to some degree I was, but the incessant need to be filled kept winning out and it made my body feel so heavy I didn’t think I could hold it up anymore, but I didn’t really need to, did I? Not with Cas’s arm around my waist as he impaled me with his massive fucking dick.
Liam’s hand was on the back of my neck as he lined up his cock with my back entrance, waiting for just the right moment…
“Show me how good you can come, baby,” Cas whispered in my ear, holding me so tight against him I couldn’t move at all. His teeth scraped against my neck hard enough to sting right as he thrust the rest of his knot inside me.
My eyelids fluttered as the orgasm consumed me, my body absorbing the pain as well as the pleasure and my back bowed with the force of the orgasm, my nails drawing blood.
I wanted to scream but I couldn’t even breathe.
All I could do was cry, tears streaming down my face as I was forced to take the pleasure that hurt so much worse than the pain.
Blood dripped down my chin, and it took me a moment to realize I was biting my lip hard enough to break the skin.
Cas’s eyes followed the small trickle of blood before he grabbed my face, yanking me forward to lick it from my lips before kissing me so hard I was pretty sure I’d never be able to breathe again.
Just when I didn’t think I could take any more, Liam pushed inside me.
Cas swallowed down my scream and I ripped through his skin with my nails as he crushed me to his chest, forcing me to stay in place as Liam’s dick slowly slid inside, stretching me so fucking far I was sure I would split in half.
I was going to kill Liam. I really was. He’d timed this too perfectly, waiting for me to come before pushing inside, prolonging the most excruciating orgasm I’ve ever had until I was positive I was going to die.
“Oh, god.” I was sobbing even harder now.
Liam finally stopped moving and held completely still against me, but I couldn’t stop grinding against Cas and making little circles with my hips no matter how excruciating the orgasm was. “Don’t stop— please don’t stop.” I don’t know how I got the air to speak, but both of them ignored my pleading as their chests heaved – their breathing synced perfectly as if they were one unit instead of two.
I was going to pass out, I knew I was, but I needed to feel it with the both of them inside me like this.
“Again,” I begged. “Make me come again.”
“Shh,” Liam murmured against the back of my neck. “I need you to relax. I can’t move until you do.”
“We’ve got you,” Cas promised, his lips moving against my hair as he held me tight. “All you need to do is relax and we’ll take care of the rest.”
I don’t know why that made me sob even harder, but I was really, truly crying now because I could feel it. I could feel it in my blood and bones. These two would take care of me – make sure I was safe and cared for while ruining me exactly the way I’d wanted.
Neither of them made me feel disgusting for what I needed or how much, and they would make sure I got through this with my sanity intact.
What was left of it anyway.
“It’s okay, baby, I know. I know.” Liam settled his hand on my throat and I finally drew breath, the sobs easing, and my entire body relaxing despite how tight my skin felt with the both of them inside, stretching me as they pushed against each other to force my body to make room. “But you’re doing so well, Lucy. I’m so proud of you.”
God, that only made me cry even harder and I felt like a fucking idiot, but Cas licked the tears from my face, watching me like he’d never seen anything more tantalizing. “I can’t believe you can take us both. It’s impressive, Lucy.”
I wasn’t expecting Cassius to praise me as well, and I wrapped my arms around his neck to hide my face, but he wouldn’t let me.
That massive hand of his held my jaw as he licked more of my tears from my skin. It was so weirdly erotic my body started shaking like a leaf.
Both of them were pulsing inside me and it was just too much. Even if they never started moving, I could come just like this.
Liam didn’t let me get there on my own though. He pulled out slowly before pushing back in and Cas cursed, resting his forehead against mine as his breathing became just as harsh and labored mine.
“Jesus, I didn’t expect it to feel like this,” he muttered, kissing me before I could think too much about that.
“He’s talking about my dick sliding against his,” Liam teased, reaching around to pinch one of my nipples so I jerked against Cas, making him curse again. “It feels so good inside you, Lucy, but every time I rub against him, I feel like I’m going to come all over again.”
“Yes,” I breathed as I shifted my hips just a little. “Come with me, Cas. Please?”
“Oh, fuck .” Cas grabbed my hips and pressed even deeper inside me, rubbing my clit just right against him. “I’ll come for you Lucy, but you better come on my dick so hard you black out, you hear me?”
I don’t know what I said in response to that, but I heard my voice crack as all that tension exploded into another orgasm that made my vision go black, white stars dotted the insides of my eyelids. I was too full to move, too full to do anything other than fall apart, shaking like they’d given me a seizure, or tased me with enough electricity to take out an alpha.
Their dicks pushed deep inside me at the same time—filling me so fucking full even as I was forced to stretch, accommodating them just like an omega should.
Liam’s secondary knot rubbed against me and Cas, his primary knot trying to fit all the way in too. I could feel them moving together, moving against each other, and I collapsed against Cas’s chest, no longer able to function let alone come.
The sensation of them fucking me hard enough I could smell copper mixing in with the pheromones was far away, but I could hear their growling and moaning as they came too, calling my name and kissing me wherever they could – touching me everywhere.
They kept telling me how well I was doing, how perfect I was, and this time I almost believed it.
Liam said something else against the back of my neck, but all I could hear was the ringing in my ears as I started to black out, just like Cas had told me to.
And I never wanted to wake up.
Because when I did, this feeling would disappear and all I’d have left was the shame. I’d wake up and remember why this never should have happened, but…
They said they’d take care of me.
If they meant it…
Then they’d be able to deal with all my psychosis as well, wouldn’t they?