ONYX
Kruz was a beast on her bike. She smoked that other girl real bad, left her ass in the dust. I really thought I saw fire and smoke coming out the back of her bike. Now I understood why she worked where she did. She lived and breathed this shit.
That bitch ass nigga that grabbed her lost his fucking mind.
Not only did he grab on a woman in front of me, he did it to a woman I'm trying to get to know.
So yeah, I had to put his pussy ass on his back.
Kruz didn't look scared or even flinch when he approached her, but she was mad as a mutherfucker.
I could see her girls about to run up but they didn't have a chance cuz I got there first. I needed to make sure she was good before I pressed that bitch ass nigga.
After I threatened his ass, I grabbed Kruz to get her away from the scene.
I walked her to the side of the bridge, and as soon as we stopped, she grabbed the back of my head and started tongue-kissing a nigga down.
I was caught off guard at first but once I realized what it was, I kissed her back.
We kissed until her friends came over to check on her.
They were asking her if she was alright and what the fuck happened and how they wanted to beat his ass, but I had it under control. While she was talking to her friends, August came over to see what the hell just happened.
“Nigga what the fuck and how the fuck? See, people think I'm the crazy one out of this duo but nope it's really your ass.” He chuckled.
“Remember I told you about the rude mechanic that I got into it with at the shop. That was Kruz’s sexy ass. And then Emerald got in trouble today for drawing on their building and shit, it’s been a hell of a day today. But check it, you know who her pops is?” I asked.
“Nah who?”
“Mr. Kace, pop pop old friend from the neighborhood. He is cool as shit. I didn't know he had a daughter. I always thought he had a son. When I took the part over there, she barked on a nigga. Shorty is serious about her business. I think she hacked my damn computer system too.”
“So, who was the nigga that you put on his ass for her? You did that shit so fast, I was trying to watch you in action while making sure nobody did anything stupid.”
“To be honest, I don't know who the fuck he was. All I saw was him grab her and she didn't look too pleased about it, so I just handled business.”
Just then Kruz and another girl came over to where we were talking and the way she looked at me was a mix between lust and confusion.
“Hello I'm Mya, Kasey's best friend and you are?” she stuck out her hand but before I could give it to her, August ass took it first. This nigga. I laughed because he was about to start his shit.
“I'm August, best friend to Mr. beat a nigga ass over here.” Everyone busted out laughing. “Sooo Mya, do you have a man? And if so, I really don't give a fuck.” He said that shit with his whole chest and a straight face.
“What's your sign”? she asked. I thought it was a weird question to ask but hey I'm tuned in now, so let’s see where this goes.
“I'm a Leo.” Before he could get it out, she shook her head and said fuck no. “Don't get me wrong you are sexy as fuck and that print in your pants is waving at me on soft. That I can handle but all that Leo ass energy, nope I can't do it.” And with that she walked away.
I was laughing my ass off. This nigga done met his match and she just activated his crazy. He rushed after her.
Kruz came back over to me, looked me in my eyes, and said, “Thank You.”
Something about the way she said it did something to me.
“Kruz,” I started to say and she put her finger over my lips and said, “It's Kasey, call me Kasey.” I was shocked at that revelation.
“Oh? So, all I had to do was beat a nigga down for you to get your mean ass to talk to me, kiss me and call you Kasey? Shit, I would have done that sooner.” That got a smile out of her.
“The way you stepped up for me without even knowing the situation earned you the right to many things.” She smirked.
“I don't know if I should be happy or afraid.”
“Both,” she stated. “I want you to come to my house tomorrow. I want to cook dinner for you and thank you properly and no is not an option. I will text you my address.”
“But you don't have my number.”
She started typing something in on her phone and my phone beeped and damn if she hadn't texted me her number. Once again, I was stuck on how and she had some explaining to do.
“I'm about to go home. It has been an eventful night. I will see you tomorrow night at 8:00pm. You can take Emerald to my dad’s house. He could use the company.” She walked up to me, kissed my lips, and right when she was about to walk away, I heard a familiar voice say,
“Oh? So, this why I only got to suck your dick and you didn't fuck me tonight? Because of this bitch?” Sugar said. She was standing there seething.
I just looked at her like she was crazy because one she is not my girl and she knows this.
I have never taken this girl out on a date or anything.
All we ever do is fuck and most times she mainly just have my dick down her throat.
I guess seeing Kruz kiss me set her off.
Kruz backed away from me, gave me the sweetest smile turned to Sugar and said,
“I hope you enjoyed your last dick sucking of this man because hoe you will never get close enough to him ever again to even smell his fart wind. As of tonight, he belongs to me and I will fuck a bitch up about mine. So keep it cute hoe.”
She turned back to me and said, “tomorrow 8:00pm” and walked her sexy ass away. August was cracking up.
Sugar looked at me like I was dumb. Like I was supposed to come to her defense or some shit. But for real, she knew what it was and I ain’t have time for her bullshit.
“You gon move around or what?” I asked.
She sucked her teeth then stomped off like that shit was supposed to move me.
“Aye bro, you got something on your hands with that one. You sure you can handle that? Y’all not even in a relationship or fucked and already looney about each other.”
“I could say the same for you. Mya gonna challenge the fuck out of your ass.”
“Don’t I know it, but it will be all worth it. The crazy, stubborn ass ones have the best pussy.”
“You ain’t never lie. You ready to go? A nigga needs a cold shower because Kruz done fucked a nigga up with that kiss.”
“Let’s roll.”
August dropped me off, picked up his sister and they left. I slid her some money that she tried to refuse because I always looked out for her. I wasn't trying to hear it, so she gave up and took the money.
I took that cold shower, had a few shots, smoked a blunt and went to bed.
In the morning I woke up and decided to make breakfast for my little sister so we could talk. I feel like I'm losing touch with what is going on with her.
I made her favorite breakfast; girts with cheese and bacon, eggs, home fries, and butter toast, and some orange juice. My grandpa used to make us a big breakfast every weekend. He would alternate between both of our favorite foods. I miss my grandfather so much.
I could hear Emerald moving around upstairs so she would be coming down soon, which was good because the food was almost done. When she finally came downstairs, I noticed she was growing up so fast and getting so tall.
“Good morning baby sis, how did you sleep?” I asked
“It was okay. Thanks for having Amber come over here wit me last night. It was nice having another girl to talk to and to not be here alone.”
“I'm sorry that I left you alone. I really didn't think you would mind.
If something is bothering you, I need you to talk to me about it.
You know you can talk to me about anything, even if it's about something I did or made you feel some kind of way. I never want you to hold your thoughts. You can ask me about anything also and I will do my best to answer your questions.”
“I do have a question. How come you never talk about mom to me or grandpa? Is it because I killed them?” I could see the water in her eyes and the tears started to fall before I could even process what the hell she said.
I was stuck, in shock, I think my heart stopped for a second or maybe it broke for my baby sister for feeling like this. So many questions that I asked in my head but needed to ask her.
“Em, why do you think you killed them? How long have you been feeling like this?
“Mom died while she was giving birth to me and grandpa was yelling at me when he had a heart attack and died. I’m a serial killer and you might be next.
But I don’t want that I don’t want you to die too.
I took everyone that you love from you. I didn’t mean it, I’m so sorry”.
She began to cry so loud and hard and that is what broke me.
I went to her and hugged her and let her get her cry out.
I didn't know what else to do in that moment.
I didn't know what to say to make her feel better.
So I prayed, Father God please give me the right words to say to my sister to make her at peace with how she is feeling.
I ask that you take her pain away Lord, help her to understand that she didn't take mom and grandpa away from this world.
You are the one who called your children home to be with you.
I ask that you touch us both and heal the grief that we are feeling.
Help me to be a better big brother to my sister.
Help guide me in the way she should go and stay with me on this journey.
It's in your precious name I pray, Amen.
I could feel her cries slowing down and she was slowly getting herself back together. I told her to go wipe her face and come back so we can talk. I needed a second to myself to get it together. When she came back downstairs I sat her down and explained things to her.
“Emerald, I promise you, you did not kill mama or grandaddy.
When mom was pregnant with you, she was so excited about meeting her baby girl.
She was cool with a son, but she really wanted a girl.
During her pregnancy, she developed preeclampsia and it turned into Eclampsia that caused eclamptic seizures that resulted in her going into a coma.
She never woke up from the coma. That had nothing to do with you.
It was medical issues that were missed. Granddad already had a heart condition that we never told you about because we didn't want to worry you.
Neither of their deaths were caused by you.
I'm sorry that I didn't know you felt that way all this time. You did not cause any of that. Do you hear me? You were not the cause.”
“I miss grandad so much and even though I never got to meet mom, I miss her also. Granddad use to tell me about her all the time, but you never really talk about her that is why I thought you were mad at me.”
“I don't talk about her because it's hard for me. I miss her so much and I didn't want you to feel some kind of way that I had time with her and you didn't.”
“I really would like for you to talk to me about her more so I can see her through your eyes. Thank you for taking care of me and I'm sorry I left the house and got into trouble with Mr. Kase and Kruz. I promise to be better and do better.”
“Let's make a deal, whenever you are feeling some kind of way about something, you promise to talk to me about it, so we won't have any miscommunication. I love you with all my heart, and I don't want you to ever forget it.”
She nodded in agreement. I started talking about our mom’s favorite music and decided to turn on Stevie Wonder while I fixed our plates. Emerald was smiling and singing along and that was all I wanted. To put a smile on my baby sister’s face again.