32. Pack Bonds
Pack Bonds
Calista
Sweat beads across my brow. Stress has always been a trigger for my heats, and I should’ve known this would happen.
“You’re going to be fine. Just breathe. It’s only a day or two,” I whisper to myself, rushing to arrange the nest I created so many years ago. I need more blankets. More pillows.
I need a damn heat toy to help ease the ache throbbing within me.
“Cali, are you in here?”
I snap my head up at the sound of Lucas’s voice.
“Nolan’s asking for you again. He wanted me to check on you since you told him you were just grabbing something real quick. The asshole’s impatient.” Lucas peeks his head into the doorway, his gaze sweeping the small walk-in like he senses danger and needs to find the threat.
“Make an excuse. I can’t see him. Keep Jensen away too.” I turn my back and continue moving and shifting things around.
A shirt lands at my feet, and I freeze, Lucas’s scent arousing something feral inside me. That’s what I’m missing. His scent. All of my alphas’ scents. Scooping it up, I bring the fabric to my nose and inhale.
“Why didn’t you say something, Lis? When did it start?” Lucas comes closer, and I throw my hands up, keeping him back.
“I don’t know. I woke up feeling bad. It’s the stress of everything.
I’ve never really had to worry about this shit before, okay?
The Omega Resort would track and be prepared.
” I cover my face with my hands and breathe.
“Just leave me alone, please. Keep your brothers away. I’m not fucking getting pregnant!
” I don’t mean to scream, but his closeness doesn’t help.
I can imagine his hands touching every inch of me.
Lucas snatches me from my spot and pulls me against him. “I’m sterile, remember? I don’t even have to fuck you to help. Just let me take care of you.”
His words crack my fiery resolve as my mind catches up and sees reason.
He’s right about everything. My panic got the best of me, and I went in defense mode.
My body is forcing me to crave something I don’t want, and I hate it.
I refuse to give in to it. I’d rather suffer temporarily than give in to my unbidden nature as an omega.
“Come on. This looks like a comfortable spot.” Lucas lifts me into his arms and lowers us onto the mound of blankets. The warmth of his bare chest radiates through my shirt and I lift my arms, silently begging him to take it off me.
I sink into him, savoring the warmth of his skin against mine.
His delectable scent wafts around me, the refreshing mint cooling the fire threatening to burn me to ash.
He only holds me, snuggling his face into my hair.
There’s something about the peaceful quiet between us that steadies my racing heart.
I’m not alone. I’ll never be alone again.
My alphas respect me and cherish me.
They’ll always quench and satisfy my needs.
“Isn’t this better?” Lucas whispers, rubbing his palms across my clavicle, slowly working his way down inch by inch.
The gesture arouses an intense desire in me, stirring my wild nature as an omega even more. I’ve never had an alpha care for me while I was in heat, and I didn’t expect to enjoy it this much. Now that my mind isn’t fighting my body, I can breathe. I can just give in for once without worry or care.
I moan in agreement, shifting under his steady touch. It’s no longer light and teasing but full of intentional purpose—the purpose to ease the ache radiating from between my legs. With the purpose of tending to the pain my body forces me to endure if I have no intention of breeding.
“More,” I demand. The neediness of my voice is sharp and almost dominating. My independent thinking battles with what should be a soft omega in nature. But I’m not soft. I’m weathered and tough from one battle after another in a world that expects me to submit. Not anymore.
Lucas plants his lips to my bare shoulder and sucks hard enough to shift my mind away from the burning ache throbbing harder and harder the closer his hands travel down my stomach.
I ease up my hips, allowing him to undress me completely.
He stretches my legs apart and groans, using his chin to turn my head away from where his hands travel and to the mirrored wall giving a full display of my naked body, glistening with desire.
I tense at the movement from the reflection of my bedroom.
It’s Jensen and Nolan. Of course they’d find themselves lured here by the intensity of my heat growing.
I bet they can smell me from anywhere in the estate as my scent matches, and now they stand distant in yearning, knowing better than to get closer.
They respect me enough to resist my body calling theirs.
Any other alpha would do whatever they could to convince their omega to give in and allow them to breed, something omegas struggle to resist. Our bodies are our enemies in times of fertility.
It’s the animalistic nature trying to force a new existence.
But I’m stronger than that.
“Don’t come any closer if you’re even thinking about fucking her,” Lucas says, his voice deep with his threat.
He’s confessed to his brothers about his sterilization, so they already knew what would happen if I went into heat.
“I don’t feel like fighting and hurting you when Cali needs all my attention. ”
“I trust them,” I gasp, pressing my back harder to Lucas. “You’re my alphas. You would never betray me.”
“I’m not exactly in good shape either.” Nolan hobbles into my closet, bracing himself on Jensen. “I just need to be here. She’s our omega and the only thing stopping me from trying to destroy the world for her.”
The two of them drink me in with such appreciation that their love and desire hang palpably in the air. I can taste it on my tongue with my ragged breath, my body squirming as Lucas thrums my clit with two of his fingers.
“Easy brother. Let me help you.” Jensen shifts some of the pillows and helps Nolan to settle down beside me.
I grab the front of his shirt and pull him close enough to kiss, ignoring the metallic taste of his healing lips.
Groaning at my desperation for his closeness, Nolan kisses down my jaw until he lays his head on my chest. His free hand caresses my nipples, sending more tingles through me.
I wiggle harder against Lucas, wanting nothing more than to feel him inside me while his brothers explore the plains of my heated skin.
“Help her on me,” Lucas says, taking charge to lead his brothers. It’s the first time he has stepped into a role that has him making decisions on everyone’s behalf.
And he enjoys it as much as I do…maybe even Nolan too. I know he’s exhausted from his injuries. He has decision fatigue and relishes in just supporting us as a pack in this moment.
Jensen kisses me next, sliding his hand under my ass to lift me up.
Gliding his tongue from my lips, he pulls me even higher to let Lucas slide free from the rest of his clothes.
Burying his face to my clit, Jensen sucks it into his mouth with enough pressure to tense my muscles.
An intense pleasure explodes between my legs, banishing the throbbing ache of my heat.
I arch and turn my neck, finding Nolan’s mouth again.
I need to be filled with their affection.
Drowned in their attention. It’s the only thing keeping my mind present before my body tries to banish all thoughts into a cloud of lust.
“She tastes incredible. So sweet. Irresistible.” Jensen pulls away and licks his lips. He would taste me forever if Lucas didn’t lower me down until the pressure of his cock stretches me open and he slides in.
I gasp at the sensation, my body zinging with another wave of relief.
He only thrusts inside me a few times before having Jensen help shift me around to face him.
I press my hands to his chest and push him back and take control, bouncing up and down, the length of his cock igniting ecstasy inside me.
I don’t stop despite the burning ache in my thighs.
Reaching for Nolan, I rub my hand over his hard length and desperately grab at him until he undresses completely beside me.
He smiles, his eyes so full of desire, I want nothing more than to satiate him in the way he craves.
I bend down and suck his dick into my mouth, letting him control my movements with my hands.
That’s when I feel Jensen behind me, his hands digging into my ass cheeks, spreading them apart and closing them together as he watches Lucas fuck me.
“I want to fill you up so badly, Cali,” he murmurs, rubbing his finger across the sensitive skin between my cheeks.
“Only when she comes,” Nolan says, thrusting harder, speaking on my behalf. “Only amid her ecstasy. I’ll tell you when.”
Damn.
My body pulses with the building intensity of our lovemaking, and I cry out and jerk up from Nolan as Lucas’s knot swells with an intensity I’ve never felt.
It’s our bodies desperately trying to satiate our feral nature, exploding with everything I want in this moment.
My orgasm showers through me, tingling through every inch of my body and doesn’t release me.
Jensen aligns his cock to my ass, teasing the entrance he begs to explore.
“Do it,” Nolan commands, tangling his fingers through my hair.
I throw myself lower, sucking in a deep breath as I bring his cock to my throat.
Still, Jensen resists.
I press harder on Lucas’s knot, moaning with my mouth full of Nolan’s rock-hard length.
“Now,” Lucas commands, gripping my ass and forcing me to hold still, his body still pulsing inside me.
I groan at the sharp pressure of Jensen entering my ass, my body welcoming him with every pulse of pleasure from my unending orgasm.
My slick gushes, cooling the stretching ache.
Tears of relief burn my eyes, and all I can think about is how complete I feel.
How perfect my life has become. I never thought it would be this way.
I thought I was cursed to live a life alone to protect my peace.
But these three alphas—Nolan, Jensen, and Lucas—they are my peace. My light. My love. They are my kismet and fate.
We are each other’s world.
I lose myself in my desire, my body so full and complete with love. My guard shatters completely, my soul knowing I’m safe. I’m finally safe.
We all stay together, time seeming frozen with our endless love.
“You’re everything I could have ever asked for, Cali,” Jensen whispers, hugging me tightly from behind. His back rests flush against mine, warming me even more.
“Our perfect omega,” Nolan agrees.
“Our breath. Our life. Our everything. Forever.” Lucas shifts my hair, exposing my bare shoulders. “Let us make it certain.”
“I’m yours. Forever,” I agree, giving in to the words. Giving in to fate.
Three mouths all clamp down on me at once, the bite of my alphas solidifying our words in an undeniable truth that can never be changed. A promise and bond that will never be broken.
They’re mine.
I’m theirs.
This is our forever after.