Chapter 23
KADENCE
Blaize looked stunned at my demand, a quizzical look plastered on her face. “What?”
“You heard me. Crawl to me, Blaize, then get on your knees and beg.” Something flashed through her eyes.
I was unsure if it was because me, a submissive, was telling her, a domme, to crawl to me, or if it was being on her knees that was making her look conflicted.
I knew I was going to forgive her fully eventually, but at least I could enjoy this show.
“You hurt me. You made me relive the worst thing to happen to me. So crawl.”
The room was charged with thick tension, but I continued to hold commanding eye contact with her. My heart was beating a mile a minute, screaming in my ears, but I would persist. This was my scene. My rules.
She elegantly dropped to her hands and knees.
I could tell this wasn’t something she enjoyed, but she did it for me.
Her gaze remained fixed on me, keeping me entranced with her as she crawled towards me.
She took her time, making me watch every move until she was at my feet and on her knees in front of me.
It wasn’t the first time I’d seen this woman on her knees for me, but I wasn’t going to lie—it was hot. Watching Blaize, my moody, dominant woman, crawling to me, was the hottest thing I had ever seen. The hot, domineering woman who screamed power and control was on her knees for me.
“Kadence…princess, I’m sorry. I know words are not enough to prove how sorry I am for hurting you and bringing you back to that place.
I will scream it from the rooftops if it means gaining your forgiveness.
” Blaize grabbed my left hand, bringing the back of it to her lips, giving it a gentle kiss.
“I will spend forever fixing this. If I have to, I will find every man who has ever hurt you and bring you their heads on a silver platter.”
“You’ll kill for me?”
“I’d burn the whole goddamn world for you if you asked me to.”
I nodded, feeling a knot form in my throat.
Fuck. I was going to shatter. “Don’t ever do anything like that to me again.
I don’t forgive you, not fully, but we both know that what’s going on here is too intense to ignore anymore.
” My voice came out stronger than I felt.
“Besides, you came when I needed you most. But if you hurt me again, I’ll never trust you again.
I don’t care how hot you look on your knees; my mental health and my sanity are what’s important to me now. ”
“I won’t. I’m damaged, princess, but for you, I’ll take all my broken pieces and mold them into the perfect version.”
“I don’t want perfect, Blaize. I want you. The real you. Not the mask you put on for everyone else. I want to see all your shattered pieces.”
“I’ll do that for you, princess.”
My chin quivered, and I looked away from her. If I did anything, I was going to break down and sob. I needed a distraction. “Can I touch you?”
She stood up, pulling me into her. Our fingers interlocked as she led me to another door on the other end of the living area.
I still didn’t understand how she had an entire house above the club.
Inside was a playroom like what we used downstairs, but this one has a more homey feeling.
An iron-framed bed dressed with black sheets and a velvet blanket dominated the center of the room.
The back wall was adored with an assortment of paddles, floggers, and other tools I haven't really experimented with.
The other wall was shelved with vibrators and dildos of various shapes and sizes.
“Is this your bedroom?”
“This is my playroom; everything I need unless I am playing in one of the rooms.”
“Like with me?”
“Yes, but I don’t plan on having you in the club rooms anymore. I want you in my bed.”
Blaize sat down on the edge of the bed, spreading her legs.
I walked to her like a lost puppy, falling to my knees between her long, tanned legs while admiring the beautiful woman spread out in front of me.
During our night in the playroom, I didn’t get to explore or touch her most intimate parts, so today, I would bask in this glory.
I pulled her panties down her long legs, throwing them across the room as I nuzzled comfortably between her legs.
My lips lightly kissed the start of her scar.
I let them linger there for just for a moment before I placed soft kisses on each thigh, trailing up to her pussy.
I looked up at her as she watched me intensely, waiting for me to eat.
Instead, I kissed the top of her pussy, causing her to groan.
I met her eyes with a knowing smirk. My tongue licked the length of her slit, teasing her clit before I did it again and again.
“Kadence,” Blaize whined. “If you don’t put your mouth on my pussy and eat me like the deprived girl you are, I will bind your wrists and ride your face to get my release. ” There was the Blaize I knew.
“So bossy.” I closed my mouth around her swollen clit and sucked the bundle of nerves, causing Blaize to moan. She tasted better than I ever imagined, and I knew I just signed my death warrant. This woman was going to be the end of me.
I thrusted two fingers into her pussy, not giving her a chance to adjust as I curled my fingers inside her, hitting her G-spot.
The first woman I was with taught me that trick.
I felt her walls tighten as she clamped around my fingers, but before I gave her the chance to come, I stopped and removed my mouth from her clit.
“Fucking damnit, Kadence.”
I moved up her body, keeping my fingers buried inside of her, and captured her lips. “You taste like fucking heaven.”
“Kadence, if you don’t make me come, I’m going to punish you.” I dragged my fingers out of her pussy before slowly inching them back in as the pad of my thumb began to rub her clit softly.
“Not a fan of orgasm denial?” I gloated. “I think this is minimal payback for what you did to me.”
“Make me come and I’ll show you how sorry I really am.” I slammed my lips against hers while fucking her vigorously with my fingers until her back arched and her pussy convulsed against me. “Fuck.”
I pulled out of her and brought my fingers to her lips. “Taste yourself, mistress.” Blaize cleaned my fingers before flipping me onto my back. “Cheater.”
“You are a little tease, Kadence.” She went to pull my top off, but I tensed and she stopped. I didn’t know what happened in the three seconds after she tasted herself on me, but I couldn’t stop my body’s involuntary reaction to her touch.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, falling back to my knees on the floor and wrapping my arms around my torso.
She leaned forward, caressing my face, and I leaned into her touch, looking up at her.
“I can’t forgive you this easily. Giving in and having sex with you is going against what I told myself.
You really hurt me. My body and my heart are screaming yes, but my head is telling me to run away from you and never look back. ”
She winced, but tried to hide it by moving her dark hair out of her face.
“I know, and there’s no amount of I’m sorrys I can say to make it up to you.
” Her eyes fell to my covered wrist, her hand grazing her fingers before she touched my neck.
The bandage was still there from last night, and the knowledge that someone wanted to kill me—again—was fresh in my mind.
“What do you want from me? Whatever you want, princess, I’ll give it to you. ”
“I want you to love me,” I croaked out. Blaize stood up, pulling me to my feet as she wrapped her arms around my hips.
We were standing face-to-face, her hands resting on my lower back.
“I don’t know what love is supposed to feel like, Blaize, but with you I feel complete. And that fucking scares me.”
“I will use every breath in my body to prove myself to you. This is new for me, Kadence. I never expected to fall in love with someone again. That is until you. What do you want from me, princess? Right now?”
“Hold me? It puts a damper on the mood, but I’m not letting you fuck me.” Having her was one thing, but breaking my promise to myself this early when I told myself we needed to talk would affect us in the long run.
“Of course. Whatever you need.”
“We need to talk, but right now, I want this. Vulnerability. We can worry about everything else later.”