Chapter 49
Devran and I were both just so relieved that we were here alive, but we were also strained at the carnage outside and what’s left of us to do.
Because I knew what the Moon Goddess wanted of me I knew if not tonight I would never get the chance, so I pulled away from Devran and made him look at me.
His eyes were barely focused because his lust was mixed with his carnal desires from the wolf inside him. “I want you, Devran” I sounded breathless and needy.
“I want you too, baby” he went back to try and kiss me.
“No. I want you inside me” I corrected him from what he thought I meant. That got him to pause.
“You wanna have sex?” He needed to be sure he knew what I meant. I nodded yes but my cheeks tinted pink for admitting it.
His once dark eyes turned obsidian with pure primal need. He released my body and descended between my legs until his mouth was over my mound.
I cried out as he devoured my core. He wasted no time. He licked up my folds and sucked on my clit before rubbing his warm tongue over it repeatedly.
Then he stuck two fingers inside me to get me to cum quicker because he wanted to be inside me. I could feel it with his urgency.
“Devran” I cried out when my insides quivered so soon and I climaxed hard. “I don’t have a condom,” he warned me.
“I don’t care” I pulled him up my body and shoved my tongue in his mouth to taste my own pleasure. He growled in satisfaction and parted my legs wider for him.
“Are you ready?” He asked me, knowing I’m a virgin who will need to adjust to this new feeling. I nodded yes and felt him align the head of his straining hard cock with my entrance.
With one hand he held himself up and with the other he intertwined our fingers and held my hand as he began to push himself inside me slowly.
It was such a forgein feeling to suddenly stretch and feel full. I felt every inch push through my slick heated core until he hit my back walls and he was entirely inside me. My breathing picked up as I tried to adjust to his generous size.
It was uncomfortable to stretch that way but his soft lips distracted me as he kissed down my throat and continued to hold my hand.
It was an intimate gesture I hadn’t been expecting from him. I guess because he knows it’s my first time.
“You’re so fucking tight and wet. I wanna move, can you handle it?” He asked me. When I said yes he pulled out of me and slowly pressed inside me again.
It was still uncomfortable but when his hips began slow sensual strokes inside me that quickly changed to something pleasurable. “Oh Goddess” I moaned out when his movements really started to pick up.
“Mira, fuck, you’re clenching around me you’re gunna make me explode too soon” he warned me.
I realized it was because I was tense and I relaxed into his hold and melted into his kiss as he began long slow strokes inside me.
His abs flexed with every sensual thrust. This was sexy. I bit his lip when his thrusts became harder and he growled doing the same to me. My hips started tilting upwards and meeting him in the middle, thrust for thrust.
Instead of slow strokes now he was pounding into me harder than before and faster too. It made me suck in a breath of surprise when he hit my back walls in a way I never felt before.
“Good girl, just like that” he praised me when my hips began to move of their own accord. It’s like my body knew what to do even when I thought I didn’t.
My arms curled around his shoulders and I started to roll my hips when Devran would plunge into me and we both groaned at the feeling it brought to each of us.
“I wanna see you giving yourself to me. Come on top, baby” he grabbed my waist and flipped us over.
With me straddling him his cock could hit places I didn’t know existed but it was deep and took my breath away. It felt like he could reach my guts and I had to adjust to the feeling.
With both hands he wrapped them around my waist and his large hands could almost wrap around me entirely.
He started moving me up and down his hard length to show me what to do. I used my leg muscles to lift up and down his length and then my hips caught on. I would also roll or rock my hips to tease us both with the different sensations.
I squeezed around his cock and he groaned a guttural sound, gripping my hips tight enough to leave marks, before pulling me faster and harder up and down his length.
Dev grabbed the back of my neck and used his hold to shove me down over his lap as he thrusted upward. That hit a place that made me cry out and I felt my walls quiver.
I started riding his lap harder and grinding into him to really feel every inch he was giving me. When his head tipped back and his jaw clenched I felt proud because I knew I was affecting him.
For a few minutes we were carnal. We fucked hard and fast and we devoured each other’s mouths as I clawed at his back and he rubbed my hips over himself in that tight grip.
“Oh, Devran, shit...ah” my moans got louder and I could barely control myself as he was holding on by a thread.
“Fuck, it’s sexy hearing you cry out for me but I don’t want you to cum yet. Not with your first time” he told me, then slowed our pace down.
I was surprised he wanted my build up to dissipate. He told me it’d be even better the second time and I believed him.
Devran wrapped his arms around me and brought my chest flush against his. He kissed down my jaw and started to thrust slower and more sensual again.
“Like this, feel every inch of me. I’m so hard for you,” he told me. “Are you this wet for me?” He asked just so he could hear me say it.
“Yes” I breathed. With this new pace a whole different sensation was building inside me. Not to mention the swelling of my chest for how intimate we’d suddenly become.
“You don’t make love like a virgin. You’re so good at this” he whispered in my ear before taking the lobe into his mouth to tease it. My skin tingled with the sound of those words.
He didn’t say 'fuck' he said 'make love'...why?
“It’s you. You’re so good at this” I panted in his ear like a pathetic needy little girl. “Yeah? I feel you trembling. You like that?” His gruff voice was still close and made me shudder with the tone of his voice.
We were pressed together as our hips moved over one another’s. He thrusted upward with smooth sexy strokes that got deeper with time. And my hips rolled and rocked into those thrusts as I milked him with each new clenching feeling.
He groaned as I moaned in unison. His lips found mine again while my fingers twisted in his hair, and his tongue feathered over mine, to mimic his slow teasing cocks movements with my mouth.
“I’m gonna make you cum now” he told me so matter of factly. Suddenly he rubbed the tip of his dick over something towards my back walls and my head flung back in pleasure.
His smirk grew and he did it again, knowing he got me in the perfect place.
“Don’t stop” I begged when he slowed his rubbing but it was only because he was pulling out of me enough to slam into my back walls like a button being pressed to send me off.
He ground into the spot and teased it until I was crying out and quivering all over. This was building more intensely than the first time.
I could feel myself losing control of my senses as I had to hold onto him when he detonated the biggest orgasm I’ve ever had.
I held him to me as I shuttered and quivered in waves of ecstasy and it triggered his own climax. He kissed my lips as his body stiffened. He let out a small grunt when his dick throbbed then pulsed inside me as he released.
“Fuckkkk” he cursed as his hot spurts continued a second time. He came as hard as I did which made me feel good.
I dropped my head onto his shoulder and tried to control my breathing as his hands ran up and down my sweaty back, kissing my neck and across my shoulder.
“Are you okay? Did I go too hard?” He asked me, pulling me up. Our faces were close now and instead of answering in words I kissed his lips.
He cupped my face and continued the kiss then I felt him smile through it which made me smile.
“No, it was perfect,” I promised him. He went hard sometimes but in a damn good way. I’ve never felt so incredible in my entire life. He made my body do the most delicious things.
I was still straddling him with his dick still hard inside me. We caught our breaths before he pulled out of me. I could feel the moisture of both of our pleasure slick and spilling out of me.
It did sting a little. Devran scooped me up and brought me to the bathroom where he cleaned me and himself. I used the bathroom and only a little spotting of blood showed up which is normal.
When I went back to the bed he pulled me to lay beside him and kissed my lips again before having me lay my head on him. I could hear his heart was still beating fast.
“I feel guilty. Tragedy is right outside our door and yet I feel amazing” I confessed.
“Don’t feel guilty. Not about this.” His hands rubbed down my side and it was as if he couldn’t get enough of me even with all the hot sex we just had.
“You aren’t a virgin anymore...are you still okay with that?” He checked in as though he thought I would change my mind and curse him for having me. “It was my idea, remember?”
“Yeah but we were under high stress today. Sometimes you make crazy decisions with the adrenaline still coursing through your veins” he explained his inquiry.
I lifted my head and kissed his lips softly but sensually. He groaned and pulled my body flush over his.
“I don’t regret it. Do you?” I watched him laugh in my face. “I’ve wanted to be inside you since the day I met you. So no, Mira, I don’t regret it” he shook his head as if amused.
“The first day you met me you tried to make me leave” I rolled my eyes, calling his bluff.
“Yeah, because I wanted you and didn’t want...to want you” he reminded me.
“Ah yes, the bond” I reminded myself. When Devran smoothed my hair out of my face it gave me this warm fuzzy feeling inside that I shouldn’t feel.