FIFTEEN
“I don’t want that thing being shoved inside me!” I yell.
I don’t want it anywhere inside me.
I have a feeling I know where it is going. There is no way that probe is fitting down my throat or in my mouth. Which means it’s going in my bottom.
Nope.
I don’t have anything in my bottom. That is just wrong.
“You need to,” Daddy gently says. “It is going to collect a lot of information that Yamal needs, which is very important. There is no other way to get it.”
I push at Daddy’s chest and glare at him. “There has to be another way for you to get all the information you need. They got it in different ways on the space station!”
Daddy shakes his head. “That is not how we do things on Venkoria. This probe is a very sophisticated technology. It collects a lot of things all at once. That way, he doesn’t have to do a lot of different tests and waste time or resources.
This can be used over and over again without needing to be replaced. ”
My nose scrunches up. “It’s been up other people’s bottoms?”
“Yes, it has but don’t worry. I clean it very thoroughly every single time. It’s almost like it is brand new so you don’t need to worry about a thing,” Yamal says. “I can show you show I clean it if you want if you don’t believe me.”
I shake my head. “I don’t want that thing being put up my bottom. You can’t make me.”
I cross my arms over my chest and glare at Daddy. How dare he try and make me put something up my bottom. How cruel can he be?
Daddy sits on the couch and turns my body, so we are facing each other comfortably.
“You do not get a say in this. This is happening, no matter what, because it relates to your health. We take health very seriously on Venkoria,” Daddy states. “You may not like it, but it needs to happen. Without this, something could go wrong, and Yamal will not have a baseline for your vitals.”
I open my mouth, but Daddy just shakes his head.
“No, we are not discussing this. If you continue to fight me, I will put you over my knee and spank you first.” Daddy raises an eyebrow. “Do not test me on this.”
“I don’t want anything up my bottom. It’s wrong.” I whisper the last part. “Nothing should go up there.”
Daddy gently cups my face. “It isn’t wrong. Some people find pleasure in things going up their bottom. It’s not wrong, and it’s not dirty to like it. It might feel weird in the very beginning, but Daddy is going to be with you every step of the way, and nothing bad is going to happen. Understand?”
“Daddy,” I whimper and grip onto his shirt.
“I know it’s scary because it’s something new, but everything is going to be okay. You’ll feel a little discomfort, but the more you fight it, the worse it is going to get. You just need to relax and let Yamal do what he does best.” He speaks softly to me.
“I promise I will be extra careful,” Yamal assures me.
I look over at Yamal who is holding the probe in his hand and shiver. It’s super long and it’s going to go up my bottom. Is it going to fit?
“Can you lay her on her side and pull her legs up to her chest. Do you have a pacifier she can suckle on?” Yamal asks. “That normally helps all the other girls relax when I do this.”
Daddy pulls a pacifier out of his pocket and sets me on the bed. “Put this in your mouth. I’m going to take your diaper off, and then Yamal is going to slowly insert it. When he tells you to exhale, I want you to do as he says.”
Tears pool in my eyes as I look up at Daddy. I don’t want this to happen.
“Everything is going to be okay. It’ll stay in there for a couple of minutes, but after that, it will be all done,” Daddy gently says. “After a while, you won’t feel it if you stay really still.”
“I don’t want this,” I repeat quietly and blink, letting a single tear roll down my face.
“It will be over before you know it. I need you to be really brave for a couple of minutes.” He runs his fingers through my hair. “I’ll hold your hand the whole time if you want me to.”
I nod and close my eyes.
“Daddy is going to take your diaper off. Why don’t you open your mouth and suckle on the pacifier?” he suggests.
I do as he says, and he places the nipple in my mouth. Immediately, I start to suckle on it, trying to calm my nerves. But my mind is spiraling with everything that could happen. What if Yamal moves it the wrong way and hurts me? What if I end up liking it?
“Shhh, you’re okay,” Daddy whispers as he takes off my diaper.
“Pull her knees up to her chest, and then you can hold her hand,” Yamal instructs.
I close my eyes tighter as Daddy moves my legs up, completely exposing myself to Yamal.
“Everything is going to be okay,” Daddy gently says as he holds my hand, giving it a little squeeze.
“You are going to feel my hand on your bottom. When I tell you to take a deep breath and slowly let it out, I want you to do what I say. It will make it go a lot smoother.” Yamal instructs me. “Do you think you can do that?”
“Yes.” My voice gives away how nervous I am.
“What was that?” Yamal asks.
“She said ‘yes,’” Daddy replies. “She didn’t want to let go of the pacifier, so it didn’t sound correct.”
Several seconds pass, and the room is quiet, but I don’t dare to open my eyes.
“Okay, I want you to take a deep breath and slowly let it out. You are going to feel something cold and then some pressure. Don’t fight it,” Yamal says. “Now, take a deep breath and slowly let it out.”
As I slowly start to exhale, a cold liquid touches my bottom hole. Then there’s some pressure as he pushes on the probe. Instinctively, I clench around the probe, stopping Yamal from putting it further into me.
“Nora, I need you to relax,” Yamal says. “I don’t want you to get hurt.”
Daddy runs his hands through my hair.
“Everything is going to be okay. Just relax and focus on the pacifier in your mouth. Pretend you are in my arms, snuggling on the couch with me. Pretend you are just talking to me and that there is no one else around us,” Daddy gently whispers.
“Look me in the eyes. Good girl. Such a good girl for Daddy. Now, focus on me and suckle on the pacifier. Everything is going to be okay.”
I relax, and slowly Yamal starts to push it in further. I don’t like the feeling of being this full. It’s uncomfortable.
“We are going to let it sit there for a couple of minutes. Don’t move around too much,” Yamal says. “While we are waiting, I am going to collect a sample of your urine.”
My eyes go wide. Before I can move, Daddy has his hand on my shoulder, stopping me from moving.
“Everything is going to be okay. You are going to feel a little pressure, but then it is going to be all over. Just take a deep breath and keep focusing on me and the pacifier,” Daddy locks eyes with me again. “After this, I’ll give you a reward.”
I eye Daddy, and he chuckles.
“Yes, I’m telling the truth. How about we go out and look around Venkoria?
You haven’t been out much, but you are used to the brightness of our planet by now,” he says.
“There is a park outside our apartment building that I have been wanting to take you to. Though we are going to have to get you some clothes since it is far too cold outside right now. I don’t want you to get sick. ”
He is going to dress me? Maybe we should go out more often.
“Don’t even think about it.” His eyes narrow on me. “The park is an exception. I was going to put you in a swing, so you won’t be near me and will get cold easily. But when we normally go out, you will be in my arms and will be perfectly warm without clothes.”
Sighing, I close my eyes. Of course, he just knew what I was thinking and wanted to do. How could I keep anything from him?
“All done with getting the urine sample,” Yamal states.
My eyes pop open, and I look at Daddy, spitting out the pacifier. “I didn’t feel anything.”
“That’s because you were so focused on me and being a good girl,” Daddy praises me. “Such a good girl.”
“Now I am going to take the probe out,” Yamal informs me.
He does it quickly and gently, and I feel empty. I had completely forgotten that it was inside of me.
“Let me analyze the data. Then I will leave so you can go to the park,” Yamal says. “You can put another diaper on her, Ronal.”
Daddy shifts me before I can say anything. He quickly wraps a diaper around my lower half and picks me up.
“You were such a good girl for Daddy. I am so proud of you for being brave and not putting up much of a fight.” He kisses me on the lips.
My face turns red, and I push my face into his chest. He just kissed me in front of Yamal.
“It’s good that you are showing some affection. I was worried in the beginning that you would never be intimate,” Yamal says out of the blue. “All the data looks perfectly fine right now. I will be back next month to do it again. If something comes up, just call or message me.”
“Thank you, Yamal.” Daddy stands with me in his arms.
“Don’t forget the harness when you go out today.
You can use it while you are in the apartment.
It will make her feel more secure,” Yamal states.
“Let her wear it at all times so she knows you aren’t going anywhere without her.
I suggest that you don’t leave her alone anywhere.
If you need a note to show your boss, just let me know and I will give it to you.
But he will understand if you tell him.”
Daddy nods and runs his hands up and down my back as the two Venkorian males walk into the living room.
“Thank you for being a good girl, Nora. I’ll see you next month.” Yamal smiles and waves at me.