Chapter Eleven
Shawn
Going out to a club isn’t what I feel like doing tonight, but Jana was so fucking nervous asking, I couldn’t turn her down.
I don’t know what the hell it is about her, but she gets me to do things I’d never do.
Taking her to see my mother’s grave today, Christ, I’ve never taken another person with me.
Fuck, I’m the only one who knows where she is, but I needed Jana to know.
When she tells me things like I confuse her, it fucks with me.
I need to remind myself the reason I am like this and my mom is that reason.
I pull a black t-shirt out of my suitcase and toss it on. I’ve been in my head enough today. Tonight, it’s all about getting drunk, before I fuck Jana on the hood of my car.
Walking out of the bedroom, I can hear Jana and Zoey laughing. My mouth slightly lifts as I continue to the kitchen. I don’t even think about it as I take two waters out of the fridge. It’s as though, I’ve done it a million times before, just like when I make her coffee in the morning.
Sighing, I lean against the island and run my hand through my hair. Christ, I need to stay focused before things get out of control.
“Well, damn, nice to see you again, Shawn,” Zoey says, breaking my thoughts.
Turning around, I give her a nod. “Nice to see you too, Zoey.” Glancing behind her I look for Jana, but she’s not there. “Where’s Jana?”
She winks and hops her little body up on the stool. “She’s coming.”
“Would you like a water?” I ask, moving for the fridge.
“No, I’m good. Thanks though.”
Giving her a nod, my attention is caught by the sound of heels on the hardwood floor.
Looking over, I feel my cock start to stir when I see Jana.
Her eyes lock with mine as she runs a hand down the short, sleeveless, black dress.
Her tits are showing just enough, like a damn tease.
My eyes travel down her body and stop taking notice to how fucking short the dress is.
It stops right under her perfectly round ass, making her legs appear very long.
“I think he likes what he sees,” Zoey whispers to Jana. “Need to grab my phone out of your room, be right back.”
Jana’s black, fuck me, heels echo as she slowly walks toward me. Her eyes dance across my face, gauging my reaction. In two long strides, I meet her in front of the island. My fingers drag across her bare shoulders and travel down to rest on her sexy ass.
“Fuck, you look stunning, Jana,” I say, moving a few loose curls off her neck, before leaning in to kiss her full lips.
She moans the second my tongue touches hers and I grab, tightly onto her ass, deepening the kiss. Keeping hold of her ass with one hand, I hike her leg up with the other. Pressing my hard cock against her sensitive pussy, she sighs in my mouth.
A throat clearing, has Jana break the kiss and stare at me with wide eyes.
“Don’t get me wrong, that’s fucking hot, but I’d like to get my drink on,” Zoey says, laughing.
Slowly, I lower Jana’s leg as I kiss below her ear. “I wonder what she’d think about what I’m going to do to you later,” I whisper. Pulling back, I see the light blush on her cheeks.
Clearing her throat, she straightens her dress. “I’m ready.”
**
We’ve been at this club for a few hours now.
You’d think for a new club, it would be something more.
The dull lighting, small dance floor and shitty music, have me wondering how long until I can buy it.
I’ve been sitting here, watching Jana all night.
She’s been laughing, drinking, and showing off how fucking sexy she is on the dance floor.
A few times she tried to get me out there, but I’d rather watch from a distance, thinking of pounding into her later.
Flagging down the waitress, I order another Johnnie Walker, hoping this part of the night is going to end soon.
“Shawn, get your ass out on that dance floor. Jana didn’t get all dressed up to dance alone,” Zoey shouts over the loud music.
Sipping my drink, I raise an eyebrow. “No, she didn’t, but I’ll be taking care of that when we get the hell out of here.”
Pulling out the chair in front of me, she sits down. “I need to know something.” I motion with my head for her to continue. “You obviously know she has feelings for you, you aren’t fucking blind. But do you feel the same or is she just another notch in your bedpost?”
“You’re fucking nosy, but Jana knows and that’s all that matters,” I say.
“I don’t think she does.”
I grin and lean back in my seat, resting my hands behind my head. “Go finish dancing, Zoey. We’ll be leaving soon.”
Rolling her brown eyes at me, she gets up and goes back out to the dance floor. That’s when I notice a guy trying to put his arms around Jana. My blood starts to boil as I watch her try to dodge each pass he makes. Without thought, I rush out to the dance floor and push the guy away.
“Hey, what the fuck,” he slurs.
“Go find someone else willing to dance with you,” I hiss.
He laughs and tosses back the rest of his cheap beer. “She’s willing, so move.” He tries to reach around me to grab Jana and that’s when I lose it.
I tightly grip onto his shirt and pull him to me. “You try to touch her again and I will fucking kill you,” I growl.
He’s trying to pull my hand off him, but my strength is no match. “Are you threatening me?”
“It’s not a threat, it’s a promise.” I push back and he falls into the crowd that has gathered around us. Spinning around, I grab Jana’s hand. “Let’s go.”
I push through anyone in my way, as Jana and Zoey follow right behind. Once we get outside, I feel like I can breathe again.
“Fuck, that was pretty hot, Shawn. Claiming what’s yours,” Zoey says.
“Shut the fuck up, Zoey. That’s not what he was doing,” Jana insists.
Wrapping my arm around Jana’s slender shoulders, I grin. “That’s exactly what I was doing.”
Once we get back to the house, Zoey and Jana say goodbye, while I wait by the car.
When Jana returns, I grip her arm and jerk her to me, slamming my mouth to hers.
Lifting her up, I sit her on the hood of my car, running my hands up her thighs, until I brush against her pussy.
Which is so wet, I can feel it through her panties.
“Oh Shawn,” she whispers, as her head drops back.
“Fuck, Jana, I love that my touch can make you so wet.” I remove her panties and push her back until she is lying flat on the hood. “Is that why you’re so wet Jana, because I’m touching you?”
I lick at her pussy, growling when I get her taste in my mouth. “Oh god, yes it’s part of it,” she moans out, getting my full attention.
“Part of it?” I ask, peeking up at her. Her hips begin moving, begging for my mouth again. So, I tease her soaked pussy with my fingers. “What else made you wet?”
“Oh yes,” she cries out when my fingers lightly touch her clit. “When you said, you were claiming what’s yours. Fuck, make me come, Shawn,” she pleads.
I attack her pussy, eating her as if I was a starving man. She thrashes above me, as I bring her closer to the edge. “Rub this pussy against my face, Jana,” I command, right before I lick at her swollen clit.
“Fuck yes, I’m so close,” she cries out, rubbing her pussy faster against me.
I suck her clit into my mouth and slam two fingers into her tight pussy.
She curses, wrapping her fingers in my hair, holding on tight as she gets closer and closer.
I can feel her cunt tightening around my fingers, so I pick up my speed.
Within, seconds, she screams my name as her orgasm rips through her. I can’t wait, I need to fuck her.
Making quick work of freeing my cock, I roll on a condom and slam into her.
She cries out, as I start to pound into her.
She sits up, the car hood creaking under her and I grab onto her round ass.
She’s rocking her hips, as I continue to slam into her.
The cold, hard aluminium of the car and Jana’s soft, heated skin make this fantasy, so fucking sweet.
Reaching a hand up, I yank down the top of her dress, causing her tits to spill out.
Bending forward I bite down on her nipples, causing her pussy to tighten on my cock as she screams out.
“Fuck, Jana. I can’t get enough of you,” I shamelessly admit.
Opening her eyes she searches mine. “Oh, God,” she moans biting her lip. “I can’t either, Shawn.”
I pick up my speed, my cock filling her completely.
She’s close, I can feel her pussy gripping my cock.
Rubbing her clit, I bite down on her neck and my name falls from her sweet lips, as she comes on me.
I watch my cock fuck her, as I feel my own release chasing me.
“Touch me, Jana,” I demand. When her hand brushes against my balls, as she reaches down, I explode, growling her name as I come inside her.
Pulling her to me, she slides to the edge of the hood, and we both hold on while we catch our breaths. I kiss her neck as I move her soft, hair back.
“Shawn, when you said you were claiming what’s yours,” Jana whispers.
“Don’t,” I say, stopping her. “You ready to head inside?”
I pull up the front of her dress, covering her tits and she slides off the hood. While she straightens her dress, I tuck myself away. Wrapping my arm around her waist, we silently walk toward the house. Once inside, she kicks off her shoes and gives me a tight grin.
“I’m going to shower, before I go lay down,” she says, turning before she strides down the hallway.
Closing my eyes, I scrub my face. “Fuck,” I groan, as I make my way to my room.
I know she wants more out of this, I know she wants a relationship.
She deserves that, just not from me. Falling onto the bed, I close my eyes and hope that I’m not haunted by her in my dreams again. It seems to be happening more and more.
**