Chapter Eleven #2
Waking up the next morning, I’m surprised and maybe even a little disappointed, to find my bed empty.
It’s fucked up, but I’ve gotten used to her being next to me.
Sighing, I run my hand through my messy hair.
I know she didn’t come in here because I wouldn’t explain everything last night.
I can’t do it, I don’t want her to know the things I’m feeling.
If she knew, she’d want to try to make something more out of this and I won’t do that to her.
Pushing the thick comforter off, I get out of bed. I won’t tell her how I feel, but I can fucking show her. I push her bedroom door open, expecting to see her sleeping. However, she stands with her back to me, in nothing but a black bra and thong, showing off that amazing ass.
“What Shawn?” she asks, keeping her back turned.
I take two long strides and my bare chest presses against her back. “You weren’t in my bed this morning, Jana. I missed my breakfast,” I whisper in her ear, as my hand grazes her pussy. I rub her over her panties, until I can feel her starting to get wet.
She drops her head back onto my shoulder, letting out a soft moan. “So eat your breakfast, Shawn,” she breathes out.
I let out a growl as I push her panties to the floor, dropping to my knees with them.
Holding onto her hips, my fingers dig in as I lightly bite her ass.
Her moaning gets louder, the closer I get to her pussy.
I spin her around, and my mouth attacks her wetness.
Digging my fingers into her ass, my tongue licking at her with a demanding speed.
“Oh, God, Shawn,” she moans out, when I lightly suck on her clit.
“Oh, my God, Jana,” I hear someone yell.
Instinctively, I jump up, pushing Jana behind my back.
“Mom, holy shit, get out,” Jana screams.
Reaching back, I wrap my arm around her, holding her close to me. “Maybe, you should leave,” I say, noticing how fucking wide her eyes are.
“Jim,” Susan yells, making my entire body go rigid.
“What?” I hear him ask as he peeks into the room from the hallway. “You son of a bitch,” he growls, coming at me.
Susan and Jana, scream, but I just stand there, waiting. I’m impressed that he even has the balls to come at me, but I know he’s not going to do shit.
“Stop, everyone stop,” Jana screams from behind me.
Giving my dad a smirk, I let go of Jana and cross my arms. “Get the fuck out of this room, and talk to me like a man in the living room.” They both just stand there, not making me uncomfortable, I don’t give a fuck.
However, Jana hides behind me and I won’t have them making her feel that way.
“She’s fucking naked, get the fuck out,” I growl.
Susan cries, while my father glares at me like I’m the fucking devil. Which to him, I am. “Hurry the fuck up, I want you out of my house,” he hisses, ushering Susan out of the room.
I slam the door closed behind them and spin around. Jana, has her hands covering her naked pussy, breathing heavily, with wide eyes. “Holy shit,” she mumbles, looking around frantically.
Picking up her panties, I hand them to her. “Are you alright?” I ask, searching her face.
“Am I alright, am I alright? Are you fucking kidding me. Our parents just saw your face in my pussy, Shawn. No, I’m not alright,” she shrieks, rushing to her suitcase.
Blowing out a breath, I stop her, pulling her against me.
She wraps her arms around me, resting her cheek on my chest. I hold her tightly to me and kiss the top of her head.
“It’s me they are pissed at Jana, not you.
I’ll take care of this.” My chest hurts, and I need to take a few deep breaths, to talk around the pain.
“This has been amazing, Jana. I never expected it, but holy fuck, I’m grateful for the way it worked out. ”
“Shawn, stop,” she chokes out.
“I’ll never regret a thing, Jana,” I say, with my chest pains getting worse, I let go of her.
“Please, Shawn,” she cries out, knowing this is goodbye.
I can’t look back, I know it will destroy me. So, like the asshole I am, I leave and go get dressed.
Going out to the living room, I’m greeted by my father pacing and Susan still crying, sitting on the couch.
“You son of a bitch, it wasn’t bad enough you came back to destroy my life, but you had to take advantage of Jana. She’s a good girl, she’s your stepsister, for Christ’s sake,” he shouts.
“Don’t fucking talk to me about Jana. What we did, is between us,” I say, crossing my arms.
“No, you have destroyed me, but you won’t destroy her, or destroy this family.”
Laughing without humor, I shake my head. “I wouldn’t dream of destroying the perfect family you’ve gained, Jim.”
“Get the fuck out of this house. Do not show your face around here again and if you so much as look in Jana’s direction, I will have you arrested for taking advantage of her,” he shouts, mimicking my position.
“No, stop,” Jana yells, wrapping her arms around me.
“Jana, get the hell away from him,” Susan cries out.
“All of you, shut the hell up. I’m not letting you treat Shawn like this. What we have is a mutual thing. He didn’t take advantage of me, not once. He woke me up, he showed me how much more exciting life can be,” Jana says.
“You have no fucking idea who he is, or what he’s capable of,” my father shouts.
“I do know him, I fucking love him.”
My body freezes, time stands still. My heart stops, as my body begs me to breathe. No, no fucking way can she love me.