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Liv's POV
After my conversation with Samantha. It didn't take long for the guard to walk me back to my jail, it might be a room but I still considered it my jail.
I wasn't allowed to do as I please. What more could be worse than living my life on a psychopathic person's terms?. I can always believe that Max loves me but his love isn't good, it disrupts the air that I breathe in everyday.
He might love me but his love can only be termed as toxicity.
His love is overly possessive, he needed to learn a lot when it came to the aspect of love.
Especially his anger issues, it needed to be managed as soon as possible but it wasn't up to me to help him in that. He would surely find a way to sort himself out if he really wanted to.
I can only extend my hand of help to a person who wants it, to a person who deserves it. Not to a person who feels as though he is superior to everyone.
On the other hand, I found myself in a dilemma.
I was left pondering on everything Samantha said to me.
I knew she was right in whatever she said, I guess I was too quick in accepting her request. Now I'm left with a whole lot of questions racing in my head. I really didn't know how to go about everything, how would I carry this task out?
Not just that, I needed to act so discreetly with Max that he doesn't get a slightest of chance to suspect me. I had to do it for my freedom. I was glad I didn't refuse to eat, otherwise I wouldn't have had the strength.
For the first time in my life, I felt proud of myself. I really made a wise decision. I paced back and forth with my arms folded across my chest. I pouted my lips as I kept on moving it to the side.
I smacked my lips together with my hand on my forehead. I began to tap on it lightly, I really needed to think but nothing was coming into my brain. I began to feel angry and frustrated with my self.
"Damn it!" I cursed out, pushing the chair in front of the mirror sideways. An idea instantly clicked in my head. I gazed up at the mirror, staring at it intently as my reflection stared back at me.
A wide smile beamed across my lips after a long time. That was all I needed, I believed the idea was unique. It would take a whole lot of thinking to get such a brilliant idea.
I strode towards the door in fast strides. I began to knock on the door vigorously, the plan wasn't to relax after a knock. I knew they were guards watching over my room and my task wouldn't begin if I didn't get their attention.
I knocked for a very long time. My knuckles began to hurt a lot but they weren't responding to my knocks, it irritated the fuck out of me. Where they really deaf? or they were acting deaf? I was so agitated that I inwardly wished them what they wished for themselves.
They were forgetting one thing about me. I was resilent, when I place my mind on achieving something I don't give up not untill I have whatever I want in my control so let's get to see who gives in to one another in the very end.
If my knocks weren't loud enough for them to hear me, I guess their ear drums needed to be cleaned. I lifted up the chair, I knew it was quite heavy but at that moment I needed strength.
I used the chair to bang on the door multiple times. Beads of sweat began to form on my forehead, I was losing my breath.
"Fuck you assholes!" I cursed out loudly. I made sure my voice was loud enough to resonate in their ears. I dropped the chair back in it's original position, I began to pant hard as I wiped off my sweat.
Heart palpitation wasn't far from me either. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, it was loud enough to my hearing senses.
"Open this door right now! can't you hear me?" I screamed, kicking the door hard with my leg. I wanted to create a mess till they finally gave in, I was going to do just that.
I began to throw away all the things I could lay my hands, on the floor. I smashed the glass on the floor as it shattered into pieces, the mirror wasn't spared either. I removed it from the wall, throwing it on the floor.
I began to snap my fingers. Why it was taking the guards so long to open up? Was my plan really not working?
Whilst leaving no stone unturned to destroy everything in my room. I heared a sound on the door, I knew someone was trying to open it and that was thehe perfect moment to add more drama to it.
I removed the duvet from the bed as I threw it on the floor. With the little strength I had managed to get from the meal I consumed, I lifted up the bed as I summersaulted it with a loud scream which escaped my lips.The door was finally pushed open as a guard ran towards me.
"What are you doing? you're creating a mess" the guard said in a loud voice, his eyes peering around the room but I didn't care. I gazed up at him with my hand placed on the side of my waist.
"Are you just hearing me call out to you or you were just acting deaf?" I asked with a thunderous voice.
"What do you want? I can do it for you" the guard asked.
"I need to speak with Max" I revealed.
"I'm sorry but it's not in my position to grant your request. I guess you will have to wait a little" he said. Without wasting any more time, he walked towards the door. I was astonished, my mouth was slightly parted.
How could I just let my plan fail after what I had put in. I tapped my leg on the floor, I needed to think of something immediately. Something that could change their mind about what they said.
They were about to close the door when a perfect idea clicked inside of my head.
"It's fine if you don't want to let me see Max but bear in mind that when I finally get to see him, I will tell him you guys treated me very wrongly. I will tell him I got this mark on my thumb because of you all" I threatened, grabbing a small piece of glass from the floor as I slashed it through my thumb.
I winced in pain as blood began to ooze out of my thumb.
I could see the look of panic on their faces. I instantly knew I had hit the right jackpot.
"What do you really want from us?" another guard asked with a terrified look displayed across his face.
"I want to see Max" I revealed. They all casted glances at each other. I knew my plan was definitely going to work, no matter how long they took in arriving at a firm decision.
"Alright. You may do as you wish but please it's up to you to save our lives and jobs" one of the guard aired out with a lot of hesistancy.
"Of course I'll help you if you support me. There's nothing to worry about" I said.
They all stepped aside to the corner, giving way for me to pass out of the door as a guard motioned for me. They escorted me to Max's room as I stopped right outside. One of the guards stepped inside and after a minute, he walked back outside.
"Follow me" he instructed as I did what I was told.
I began to fidget with my fingers. I was unnecessarily feeling anxious, I knew I needed to bring myself back on track. Max must not get slightly suspicious, those were the words that rang at the back of my head.
I stepped inside the room as the guard immediately left us all alone to our selves. I gazed up at Max to see him smiling at me.
"I thought you hated seeing this face" he said, moving towards the mirror as he tried to take off his shirt.
"I can always help with that" I voiced out. Max turned to look at me with a confused expression. I knew what was racing through his mind, I needed to douse away the doubts.
"I do but I've come to realize" I walked towards him and placed a hand on his chest. "You are still my mate.